She hates love..... He loves hate
The morning after
SCARLETS POV
I woke up to the blinding sun, I tried to get out of bed, but a strong tattooed arm was securely wrapped around my bare body. I didn't have time to over think every thing that happened last night, because I was about to puke, I jumped out of bed, threw on the first shirt I saw, and some panties on the floor, and ran to the restroom, quickly locking the door and somehow managing to tie my hair back. Who ever it was that was in my bunk was awake now.
I threw up what seemed to be half my weight in alcohol, once I was done, I got up and brushed my teeth to get the horrendous taste out of my mouth, then I just sat down on the floor, trying to think what the hell happened last night. My thoughts were interrupted by a soft knock on the door
"Hey, scarlet are you ok? I have some Advil and a water here for you" it was Andy, I started to think why was he in my bunk then it all came back.... The party, The drinking, the sex.....him Oh fuck I screwed up big time
"Scarlet can you open the door?" He asked and I hesitantly stood and unlocked the door to see andy there with a sweet smile
What the fuck have I done! I'm going to loose Andy and Darren..great!! I might need to throw up again just by how disgusted I am with myself.
I took the pills and the water, the silence was almost painful
It was like this boy could read my mind..
"Scarlet....I'm sorry about what happened last night.... I-I thought you wanted it." He said with a frown as he noticed my shocked and confused expression.
"Andy.. I would be lying if I said I didn't.." Where were these words coming from?? I mean they were true but..
"No I let my desire get the best of me, your Darren's....I should have never done that" I could tell he was beating himself up over it pretty bad, even though it was all my fault
"Andy, why are you blaming yourself? It's my fault!" I said and he looked at me with saddened eyes
"Why are you sad? Was I really that bad?!" I asked and he chuckled and shook his head no
"I lost my best friend again... All because I wanted to have sex with her" he mumbled and I felt like crying
"Andy I wanted to have sex with you too, you will never loose me...and in no way is this your fault... Alexa was right.. I would never be anything but a dumb slut" I said as I felt my anger towards myself rise with in me.
"Scarlet... Don't you dare call yourself that ever again, do you understand me? Your not a slut! Do you hear me?" His voice was stern and held a bit of anger
"Andy it's true and you know it! I'm in love with two people, I've have had sex with both of them now, not even a goddamn week apart, and I still can't decide who I want to be with! I'm a slut!" I felt the familiar sting of tears form in my eyes
"Andy...I'm so sorry....I don't deserve either of you...for so many years I was unloved and now, I might loose the two people I love more than anything else" I said as a tear fell from my eyes
"Scarlet.. I've hurt you so much, this is karma paying me back....and no matter what, you will never loose me again, even if you and Darren get married and have kids, you will never loose me."
I couldn't hold back my tears, I cried as I lunged into Andy's arms. We stayed in each others embrace for what felt like years, but I knew it was only like 30 minuets.
"Scarlet, if you want... We can pretend none of this happened and go back to being best friends"
"R-really?....Y-you'd be ok with that?" I asked still slightly sobbing and now somewhat shocked
ANDYS POV
Was I ok with it? FUCK NO! I loved this girl to fucking death! I didn't want her to have kids or marry anybody else but me!
"If your ok with it then I am" I said putting on my best fake smile even though I was crying inside
"Andy I love you so much, I am so lucky to call you my best friend, thank you" she said and pecked my cheek and walked past me and out the restroom door
"Best friends huh.." I sighed silently as I just stood there internally crying
I woke up to the blinding sun, I tried to get out of bed, but a strong tattooed arm was securely wrapped around my bare body. I didn't have time to over think every thing that happened last night, because I was about to puke, I jumped out of bed, threw on the first shirt I saw, and some panties on the floor, and ran to the restroom, quickly locking the door and somehow managing to tie my hair back. Who ever it was that was in my bunk was awake now.
I threw up what seemed to be half my weight in alcohol, once I was done, I got up and brushed my teeth to get the horrendous taste out of my mouth, then I just sat down on the floor, trying to think what the hell happened last night. My thoughts were interrupted by a soft knock on the door
"Hey, scarlet are you ok? I have some Advil and a water here for you" it was Andy, I started to think why was he in my bunk then it all came back.... The party, The drinking, the sex.....him Oh fuck I screwed up big time
"Scarlet can you open the door?" He asked and I hesitantly stood and unlocked the door to see andy there with a sweet smile
What the fuck have I done! I'm going to loose Andy and Darren..great!! I might need to throw up again just by how disgusted I am with myself.
I took the pills and the water, the silence was almost painful
It was like this boy could read my mind..
"Scarlet....I'm sorry about what happened last night.... I-I thought you wanted it." He said with a frown as he noticed my shocked and confused expression.
"Andy.. I would be lying if I said I didn't.." Where were these words coming from?? I mean they were true but..
"No I let my desire get the best of me, your Darren's....I should have never done that" I could tell he was beating himself up over it pretty bad, even though it was all my fault
"Andy, why are you blaming yourself? It's my fault!" I said and he looked at me with saddened eyes
"Why are you sad? Was I really that bad?!" I asked and he chuckled and shook his head no
"I lost my best friend again... All because I wanted to have sex with her" he mumbled and I felt like crying
"Andy I wanted to have sex with you too, you will never loose me...and in no way is this your fault... Alexa was right.. I would never be anything but a dumb slut" I said as I felt my anger towards myself rise with in me.
"Scarlet... Don't you dare call yourself that ever again, do you understand me? Your not a slut! Do you hear me?" His voice was stern and held a bit of anger
"Andy it's true and you know it! I'm in love with two people, I've have had sex with both of them now, not even a goddamn week apart, and I still can't decide who I want to be with! I'm a slut!" I felt the familiar sting of tears form in my eyes
"Andy...I'm so sorry....I don't deserve either of you...for so many years I was unloved and now, I might loose the two people I love more than anything else" I said as a tear fell from my eyes
"Scarlet.. I've hurt you so much, this is karma paying me back....and no matter what, you will never loose me again, even if you and Darren get married and have kids, you will never loose me."
I couldn't hold back my tears, I cried as I lunged into Andy's arms. We stayed in each others embrace for what felt like years, but I knew it was only like 30 minuets.
"Scarlet, if you want... We can pretend none of this happened and go back to being best friends"
"R-really?....Y-you'd be ok with that?" I asked still slightly sobbing and now somewhat shocked
ANDYS POV
Was I ok with it? FUCK NO! I loved this girl to fucking death! I didn't want her to have kids or marry anybody else but me!
"If your ok with it then I am" I said putting on my best fake smile even though I was crying inside
"Andy I love you so much, I am so lucky to call you my best friend, thank you" she said and pecked my cheek and walked past me and out the restroom door
"Best friends huh.." I sighed silently as I just stood there internally crying
Notes
Awww! Poor Andy!..,. Jeeze scarlet.... You've had sex with Darren and Andy, not even three days apart.... Does she regret it? Will she tell Darren?
I'm sorry that happened! :(
7/26/16