ANDYS POV

it was near midnight, and scarlet was no where near sober, though I wasn't at my best state I was no where as drunk as she was. She was completely wasted, I left her alone for two seconds to use the restroom, and I came back to see a guy trying to shove his tongue down her throat, she wasn't stoping him physically, she was to drunk, but obviously this man didn't understand the words stop, which she was clearly saying

It took all I had not too break his face with my fist when I saw the way he was gripping my love.

"NEVER touch her again!" I screamed and he walked off in a drunken mess

"Andy, I'm gonna go get another drink" she slurred and tried to walk away before I stopped her.

"hell no your not!, your going back to the bus with me weather I have to carry you there or not." I said and grabbed her hand before she ripped it away and looked at me with a who-the-fuck-do-you-think-you-are look on her face

"I'm not going anywhere!" She slurred and tried to walk away before I pulled her back again

"Scarlet your wasted! I'm not letting you get another drink!" I said sternly before throwing her over my shoulder and walking towards the guys, when they saw me coming each of their expressions changed, but I knew what they were all thinking

"Guys I'm taking scarlet back to the bus, she's not doing well" I said and they all just nodded not questioning a single thing.


I walked back to the bus, scarlet laying limp over my shoulder. Once we arrived at the bus, I laid scarlet down in her bunk, and began to undo her shoes when I heard her mumble something that made me frozen with shock

"Andy.. I love you." She said and I just sat their shocked.

"But I love Darren too" she said and once again I felt my heart break because of my feelings for this girl

"I guess that's why I tried to drink myself to death" she said with a slight drunken chuckle and I sat their confused

Is she really explaining something to me while she's drunk?

I asked myself then I heard her chuckle, then I realized i said it out loud

"Looks like I do effect you" she said with a smirk and a bit of a slur

"More than you know" was all I managed to say

"Andy, will you please lay down with me?" She pouted, and I was wondering if this was slightly sober scarlet talking or the scarlet who was drunk off her ass.

"Please?" She begged and I laid down with her in my arms. Her angelic face facing mine

"Andy...do you love me?" She asked looking at me with her big beautiful green eyes

"More then I can ever scream" I figured since she was drunk she wouldn't remember.

"Prove it." She said with a smirk as she pulled me into a kiss which I instantly responded to, but slowly pulled away as guilt filled me.

"Scarlet, your drunk and your with Darren...you don't want me" I said and my heart broke even more at my words, as I realized they were true.

"Andy, I'm drunk, not stupid.... I know I'm with Darren, but...but I also want to be with you! That's why all this happened, I tried to get myself drunk so I wouldn't have to worry about who I had more feelings for! I love Darren to death!.... But I can't stop thinking about my first love...you" she said and I suddenly forgot the fact she was drunk off her ass..... Maybe shes not all that drunk?

"Do you remember when we were in 8th grade?" I asked testing her to see if she was really all that drunk or if she knew what was going on.

"Yea, that was our first kiss, behind the bleachers during luch..." She said with a faint smile.

"Now it's my turn to ask you a question?" She slurred slightly but not as bad as before I nodded before she spoke

"Do you remember, that night you invited me over to your house? That was the day we stopped being friends, god I was so stupid" she said with a small frown, I did remember that day, it was the day I lost my virginity to Alexa, it was the day scarlet stood me up.

"I spent hours trying to get ready, trying to look my best, that was the night I was going to tell you I loved you... But when I got to your house, Alexa answered the door, she was wearing your shirt and your boxers, making it obvious you two had sex. I ran home crying, I thought you loved me. I thought you were saving yourself for me, I was doing that for you, well that obviously didn't work out because now I'm Darren's." She said with a smile at the mention of Darren's name

I was about to cry, why did Alexa have to ruin this for me!!! Why did I believe her?!?! I should have known scarlet would never hurt me like that!...even though that's the way I hurt her-

"I cut myself that night, 10 on each wrist, starting my new addicting habit" she cut me off from my thoughts

"Then I realized how relaxed I felt afterwords, before I knew it I was cutting almost every day... I thought you loved me....I guess it's right what the say, love isint always fair." She smiled at the world play, connecting the painful truth to a song from our unreleased album.

Now I was going to cry

"Scarlet, I loved you so much, it hurt. Then when Alexa lied to me about you, I-I don't know what happened! I was saving myself for you, I wanted my first time to be with you, scarlet I love you more than I can ever scream." I said and I saw a tear escape her beautiful eyes

"Andy.... My worst fear is that you'll hate me again, you'll hurt me again-"

"Scarlet. Even if you choose Darren over me...I will always love you, and I promise you I will never hurt you again. Ever. I would have to kill myself before I even thought of it" I said as a smile grew on her full red lips.

"Andy.." She said and I guess she caught me staring at her lips, I looked up at her with complete embarrassment and she chuckled

"Kiss me"

after those two words escaped her beautiful lips, I found mine on hers

Notes

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