She hates love..... He loves hate

I could now hear my heart beating through my chest. I closed my eyes waiting for what was to come, if he kissed me, I would hate myself even more, if he didn't, then it would show he really cared about me, because he knew I was with Darren.

I felt his soft lips make contact with my forehead. "I love you so much, I'm glad to have my best friend back" he whispered in my ear then walked off, telling me to wait here.

Once he was gone I took in a breath which I've already forgotten how to do twice tonight! So many questions were going through my mind. Not a single answer to one of them,

I had to ask myself....
Did I love Andy? I don't know.
Did I love Darren? More than I ever could know

The more questions filled my mind, the more anxiety filled my chest. I was thinking about tuning back to the bus and locking myself in the restroom, but before I could take one step, I saw Andy walking towards me with two red cups, one in each hand. He handed me one, before taking a sip of his own. Something was telling me not to do it, that I would ruin something if I did, but that was probably just the voice that was giving me all the hell and stress already.

I took the drink, and gulped it down, then in desperate need of another I took Andy's. He looked at me with surprise at first then a smirk not a minuet later. He grabbed my hand and took me to a bunch of open coolers, that had a combination of sodas and alcohols

I wasn't planning on drinking tonight, but since it's legal here, I'm going to drink till I have no memory of this night, or any of my problems. I looked through the assorted alcohols and grabbed my first bottle of many, but before I took that sip.... There it was the voice again

Don't do this....you'll regret it more than you will ever know..

The voice was probably right....but I didn't listen to it. I had a big feeling that I would make a life changing mistake tonight... But it was probably just my mind fighting against me, which only have me another reason to be so drunk I don't remember anything

Notes

Damn scarlet listen to your head!!!!!! And wow Andy didn't kiss her, well he did but not on the lips....shows how much he cares about her, he doesn't want to ruin his other chance at having her in his life.... So tell me?....

Darrlet or scandy?