She hates love..... He loves hate

We got on the plane, I sat next to jinxx... And Of corse, life had to be a bitch to me once again, because Andy came and sat right next to me. I had never been in a private jet before, but that didn't change the fact that I was still scared shitless!! I took my seat and was shaking with fear.

"Scar you can hold my hand if your scared" jinxx said in a sweet caring brotherly tone, and I took his hand in mine. The plane began to take off and I felt my body tense up

"Ow ow ow ow!! Hand! Bone! Breaking! Freakishly strong! Scarlet!!!" Jinxx said with pain obvious in his voice, and I let go instantly

"Jinxx I'm so sorry!" I said as he held his hand and Andy began to laugh

"What's so funny Biersack?" I asked and he stopped laughing a bit

"Oh nothing, it's just I mean come on, a little girl like you can't be that strong." He responded with a smirk and I got offended..... This bastard doesn't know me like that!

"Oh really? Try me! And I'm not a little girl, I'm only two moths younger then you." I said in a challenged voice and I could tell this was getting entertaining to the other guys.... Especially CC.

"Ok I will" he said smugly as he wrapped his fingers in mine, and for a brief second we were holding hands... It felt weird but nice. For some odd twisted wrong reason, I didn't want it to end. I liked this unintentional handholding.

I got a firm grip on his hand and this time I was aware I was crushing somebody hand. I squeezed it ten times harder then I even thought I had done with jinxx and Andy screamed like a little girl. Which was HILARIOUS! Now I, along with everyone else was in a fit of vicious laughter

"Jinxx! You Jackass! You could have warned me she was going to break my hand!!!" Andy yelled rubbing his now somewhat crushed hand.

"Man you insulted her strength... And I kinda wanted to see you scream like a little girl!" Jinxx said and everyone erupted into laughter except Andy who sat there embarrassed and mad as hell.

I was well aware of my strength. Not many people believed I was as strong as I looked... And it always brought joy to my heart to prove them wrong.

"Jinxx is right, you did insult my strength....You've always underestimated me Andrew.. I think it's about time you stop" I said and all the guys just sounded out ooooooos like children

"Well I'm sorry" he whispered and I felt the annoyance of gravity because our faces were gravitating towards each other, and I couldn't pull back!!! Why?!?!?! He had me in a trance with his eyes...What the hell was happening

"You guys defiantly dated it's so obvious!" CC said and I quickly looked at him to see he had a for sure smirk on his face

"Christian, what I did to both of their hands I'm about to do to your neck if you say that one more time!" I said with anger and annoyance

"See you have anger issues just like him to awww I bet you guys were a cute couple!"

He's dead...

"That's it!" I jumped out of my seat about ready to strangle CC but I was pulled back by Andy and jinxx, but mostly Andy who held me literally on top of him now

"See you guys are cute!" Now it was Ashley who spoke

"Next person to say anything like that dies! Guys If you haven't noticed I'm with Darren and besides me and Andy never dated! And we never will right Andy?!" I asked and I looked at him to see a sad and disappointed look on his face

"Yea guys.. Never have, never will.." He said quietly with sadness in his voice

What the fuck was going on with him?!?! He made high school hell for me! And if I do recall he was the reason I tried to kill myself before some dumbass saved me. Damn why can't I remember who?!?

Andy released me and I got back into my seat. This was going to be one hell of a long tour.


ANDYS POV

3 hours later

Scarlet was now asleep and leaning on my shoulder... I didn't want this to end she looked so cute! I'm going to admit that I do have feelings for scarlet but I don't remember anything about her!

I looked down at the sleeping beauty and saw something that made my heart shatter like glass. Deep large scars covered Scarlets wrist and inner forearm, but one stood out imparticular, it was a long vertical line that was right over her vein, it was the largest and the widest. Then a sudden flash of memory's popped into my mind


****Flashback thingy****.
I stood at my locker with Alexa by my side and our friends gathering around us, but our conversation was cut short by the people around me shouting awful things to a girl. I saw her wrist was littered with gashes and wounds. That girl was scarlet. At the moment I myself didn't say awful things.... I just laughed.
****Flashback thingy end ****

Oh. my. god.

I forgot she was bullied in high school, these sudden unexpected memories started fluttering through my mind, most of them seeing scarlet getting picked on by Alexa and my group of so called friends. And occasionally me... I don't remember me saying much to her, but i still said some things.

Damn! What kinda jackass was I?!? Now I know why she hated me.... She should. God! I was a fucking dumb teenager! Why would I treat scarlet so bad?!? That's the part I don't remember. I don't remember having a reason for being a total dick to her.

The memories were soon cut short by jake snapping his fingers in my face

"I'm sorry what was that, I zoned out" I sure as hell zoned out, and I wish I didn't. I wish I wasn't such a douche! Now I know why scarlet didn't want to talk about her past, and why she was so bothered by me. I hope I will remember more soon, because I really don't remember having a reason to be the way I was, and if I did it for no reason, I would hate myself forever. I already hate myself for saying shit like that to her.

"Andy!" Jake yelled bring me back to reality once again.

"Dude you zoned out twice... Are you ok man?" Jake asked concerned

Was I ok? I didn't know, fuck why couldn't I remember why I said those things to sca-

"Andy!" Now this time it was everybody who yelled except scarlet who just shifted in her sleep causing her to curl up more next to me

"Yea! Guys don't worry I'm fine! Now everybody shut up Scarlets trying to sleep!" I said and everybody went back to doing their own thing except for CC who just gave me a smirk

"We did not date!!" I yelled/whispered to him, trying not to wake the sleeping angel on my arm.

We didn't date..... But I wish we did and I felt bad for liking scarlet...... I mean I knew she loved Darren, and he was an awesome friend! But I don't think I could stop liking her even if I tried, it's time to give in and try to remember why the hell I could have possible done that to her, I'm going to find out and make things right between us. But as for right now I'm gonna sleep till we land. This tour was tiring me out before it even started

Notes

Ooooo! He remembered something! Just keep in mind, that scarlet only remembers him bullying her, not saving her or being her friend.... And Andy only remembers bullying her, not saving her or being her friend either. I'm sorry if it's confusing I'm really tired and wanted to update bc tomorrow I can't cuz in going out of town :( so that will prob explain all the errors in this page, bc I'm exhausted! Well that's to everyone who read!