She hates love..... He loves hate

I was sitting with Darren outside of his/our apartment. Waiting for the guys to come get me, I was nervous, scared, excited, happy, and sad.

Nervous, because I was going halfway across the world

Scared, because I was going half way across the world...

Excited, because I was going half way across the fricken world!!!

Happy, because I would get to see new things and meet new people

And sad, because I wouldn't have Darren there with me

"Babe? You ok?" Darren asked concerned, I guess he could sense my nervousness.

"Yea, just really tired is all." I lied and put on a fake smile, and Darren gave me a look that said he wasn't buying it at all

"I'm gonna miss you so much!" I said as I leaned on Darren's shoulder. Trying to change the subject

"I know!! Me to!! You better text or call me everyday! I need to hear your voice at least once a day" he said with a smile and I felt my heart melt

I hugged him tightly and wrapped my arms around his neck "Your so beautiful" he said and gave me a goofy smile.

I leaned in and pressed my lips against his. The kiss was cut off by several loud Awwwwwwws'. I turned around to see the guys standing in front of a huge bus, but it wasn't their tour bus, that was already in the UK. But it sure as hell looked big enough to be the tour bus.

"Hey guys!" I said in a perky tone as i saw jinxx CC jake Ashley and of corse Andy walking towards us.

I gave them each a quick hug, ending Andy's sooner then everyone else's, and they all said hi to Darren, and did there manly hug thing that didn't make it look gay. I told myself I would try to get along with Andy, and pretend all the shit he did to me never happened after all that's what he was doing...

"So you ready? Our flight leaves in....1 hour" jinxx said looking down at his phone, then reality struck

"Flight... As in plane?.... As in a million feet above ground..?" I felt anxiety fill my chest and breathing started to become hard.... I was deathly afraid of heights and I forgot that was the only way we could get to the UK. By Air.

"Scarlet are you ok?" Andy asked pretending to care

"She's deathly afraid of heights" Darren spoke for me

"Are you going to be ok scar?" Jinxx asked pure worry in his voice

"Y-yea... I'll be f-fine" I said trying to sound brave when really I was screaming and crying inside

"Alright well let's go.." CC said then him and the guys and Darren started loading my bags on the huge bus

Once we loaded everything on, I got off to give Darren one last goodbye kiss, which of corse was cut short by the guys awwwwing. Again!

I said my final goodbye and I love you to Darren and got on the bus, I took a seat in the very back, and pulled out my phone with my earbuds and started listening to we stitch these wounds, by none other then the 5 grown children I would be spending the next 5 months of my life with

As I was just in the middle of the chorus someone pulled one of my earbuds out

"I KNEW IT! SHE DOES LIKE OUR MUSIC!!!" CC yelled nearly bursting my eardrums

"YEA I DO, BUT NOW I DONT THINK ILL BE ABLE TO LISTEN TO IT OR ANYTHING ELSE ANYMORE BECAUSE I HAVE NOW GONE DEAF!" I yelled as if I had earbuds on and couldn't realize the actual volume of my voice, though I was fully aware I was shouting.

The guys just started laughing and I snatched my earbud out of CCs hand and was about to put it in my ear, but before I could I was asked a question by an all to familiar voice

"What's your favorite song by us?" Andy asked looking at me in surprise. As if he was shocked to know I liked their music

"Ummm. I don't know, I like every song on y'all's album but I guess I would have to go with we stitch these wounds as my favorite song by you guys, after all it was the first song I ever heard by black veil brides...but I'm still waiting for the set the world on fire album to come out" I responded, not bothering to even look at Andy.

Then I remembered something important "Hey guys have you seen my cameras and equipment?" I asked concerned, looking around for the bag that held my stuff, because I don't remember taking it on the bus with me

"Don't worry scar it should be under your seat" jake said and I looked down to check and sure enough it was all there.

"When did you start getting into photography and all that stuff?" Ashley asked

Great...questions about that

"High school" I simple responded, internally cringing at the name of that godawful place.

"How was high school for you? I mean your only 19 and the top photographer and writer at kerrang!" Jake asked and I was hoping these questions would end soon

"High school? Haha, more like satan's palace, and the only reason I got to where I am now is because I left that piece of shit town as fast as I could" I said praying the question were over then andy asked something I hoped he wouldn't

"How bad was high school for you?" Andy asked and my jaw dropped

Are you fucking kidding me?!??? Well let's see..I was bullied by you Alexa and almost everyone else, I tried to commit suicide, but I forgot who saved me. That's why high school was hell

"I don't want to talk about that right now" I said simply, a tiny bit of anger in my voice

The questions immediately stopped and everyone went back to doing whatever it is they do but Andy just stared at me. Thinking about something. It was getting annoying, but I decided to not let it get to me. Just as I was about to put my ear buds back in a question came from Andy's mouth, which I was about ready to duct tape shut.

"Wait... Than why did you miss graduation?" Everyone looked at me and Andy in shock.... They didn't know we went to school together

"I didn't miss it, I graduated early. That's why I wasn't there the second semester of senior year." I responded shyly while everyone except Andy sat around us confused

"Wait wait wait...... Wait..... You guys went to high school together?!?!" CC asked overly dramatic, and we both just nodded

"Why the hell didn't you tell us?!?!?!" Ashley asked surprised as the rest of the group

"It wasn't important. It was in the past, it doesn't matter if we knew each other." I said looking down at the ground hoping and praying Andy would say the same

"Yea..... It doesn't matter" Andy said in an almost disappointed and sad tone I looked up to see CC with a smirk on his face.... Oh great now what.

"Ah.. I get it... You two dated in high school!!!" He said overly excited and I burst into laughter, Andy doing the same only I could tell that his was fake and painful

"Yea right! He barely knew I existed in high school!" I stated as I saw us pull up to the air port

"Scarlet I-"

"Oh great were here! Let's get the death ride over with!" I said cutting Andy off and everybody laughed at my enthusiastic fear.

I wasn't so sure I was ready to get on that winged death machine, but if was going to help me avoid awkwardness between me and Andy then I'm down for it.....

Notes

Wow..... Really CC?....really?.... Way to open up a can of awkwardness!!!!...... Btw who else is deathly afraid of heights?!? And what's the first bvb so. You've ever heard? Mines knives and pens!<3