She hates love..... He loves hate
Lost memories part 5
Scarlet woke up in a hospital room, tubes sticking in her arms and a white cast looking thing on one of her wrist while the other was just bandaged, like her neck thighs and stomach
No!! I'm supposed to be dead!!!
Scarlet thought to herself, pist off that she was still alive, she tried to sit up, but a sharp pain came from her abdomen and she screamed, only making it worse. Not 5 seconds later a tall old looking man with grey hair and a lab coat walks into the room, holding a clip board.
"Glad to see you awake how are you miss rose?" The doctor asked but scarlet just laid there quiet
"Miss rose?" He said with concern in his voice and she finally turned to look at him
"Y-yea?" She couldn't focus, she just wanted to die! Not be saved! Especially by the person who made her want to end her life in the first place! Then an even more horrifying thought came to her mind
"Where's my mom?!? Does she know!! Fuck! She's going to kill me... We can't afford all of this!!!" Scarlet yelled at the doctor crying, he stood their emotionless, then slowly walked to the edge of the hospital bed, gently sitting on it
"Miss rose, your mother has not been informed, we could not contact her. And the boy who brought you in, put you under his family's insurance, you don't need to worry about that.... Miss rose will you tell me why you did this to yourself?"
The doctor asked and scarlet internally laughed
The boy who saved me wanted me dead, does that explain it?
She thought to herself as she tried to sit up again but only failed and fell back, crying tears of pain
"Miss rose you shouldn't move, I'll get one of the nurses to bring you pain killers, in the mean time you need to rest, you will be able to leave tomorrow afternoon," the doctor said as he started walking towards the door
Then scarlet started to think.... Why the fuck would Andy save her?!?! After all, he was the reason why she did this to herself. Thoughts of suicide and death instantly came to her mind, she told herself that tomorrow when she got released she would go into the woods behind her house and shoot herself. She started planning her suicide when something in her mind clicked.
No! I'm so fucking stupid! God I can't believe I almost did this to myself! Over what? Some guy?!?! Damn!!!
Scarlet realized that she wasn't going to take the easy way out, she wasn't going to repeat this. She was going to graduate hell high, and move to LA. She wasn't going to let anyone get her down ever again! Her stone cold heart opened up for one person.... Herself.
She fell asleep promising herself that she would be able to make it out of this hell hole.. Alive.
Notes
Hi! Sorry it's a short chapter, I just wanted to show you guys that she was ok, and to anyone out there who is on the verge of suicide, know that you can make it out alive. Don't make a permanent decision on a temporary feeling. Stay strong, cuz we both know you are :)
I'm sorry that happened! :(
7/26/16