Twisted Desires Of A Bassist

I walked out the bunks feeling satisfied. Danielle or Dawn oh whatever her name was, was a GREAT fuck . I ran my fingers through my hair and I licked my lips before heading into the kitchen. I grabbed a bottle of water and I saw a commercial for hello kitty sweat pants . I spit out my water dramatically and launched myself on the couch near CC.


I pulled out my phone and dialed the online number for the sweats quickly.



"Uhh.. Ash what are you doing? " CC exclaimed laughing and I saved the number in my phone.


"What do you think? ? Hello. Kitty. Sweats. ... need I say more? " I uttered knowingly and he laughed out.

" Great. . I'm sure one of the girls you fuck will have a child and would LOVE those sweats. " Andy spat sarcastically as he entered the bus. I flicked him off as he sat beside Jake on the couch.


"Haven't you done enough fucking today Purdy? " He questioned darkly. . "Geez, Andy , what's your problem? " Jinxx asked worriedly.



"Oh ! Nothing. . I'm fine. I'm starving though. C, wanna come with me to get some food?" Andy uttered and CC nodded.


I got up the same time Andy did and he 'accidentally' bumped into me.


He's being a real douche right now and it's pissing me off. Two can play this game. .. but as I looked at him standing by the door. I couldn't help but look at his blue eyes blazing , or his sleeveless tank with acid washed skinny jeans and black boots clinging to small frame. Dammit !



I can't love this guy... I'm NOT gay. . I'm straight and I'll prove it to him before I prove it to myself.


"Hey Jake, there's a bar up the road. . Wanna go?" I questioned and he nodded frantically smiling wide. I obviously didn't invite Jinxx because he's been up my ass about 'that night' and at this point , I don't even want to EVER talk about that night.



"Jinxx , wanna come? " Andy asked and he smiled .


"Yea.. I guess" he whispered before following them.


Once we all got outside , we split up and I turned to look at Andy and he was looking at me too. His eyes were blazing blue and I bit my lip nervously. . That feeling came back. ..that feeling of butterflies , except mine were on fire .




I shouldn't be feeling this way for Andy , I broke our gaze . From this day on , I'll force my feelings for him to go away.


As we finally got to the bar , I didn't hesitate to order a whiskey shot. Jake smiled as he took shot as well.


Six shots later and everything was blurry , I couldn't help but feel happy. I stammered to the dance floor and started dancing on some random chick.


But she instantly moved away from me when her huge steroid infused boyfriend pushed me. "What are doing all up on my girlfriend faggot?!" He growled and I couldn't help but laugh.


" Wellll... we WERE about to fffuuucckkk" I slurred laughing loudly. Before I could register myself, his fist drew back and collided with my jaw.



Either it was his fist or the alcohol but I hit the floor and passed out instantly.





-Andy-

We just got back and CC put the leftovers of wings in the fridge. I was so full and I sat on the couch and watched a random show. My thoughts were flooded with thoughts of Ashley.



I hate him but I love him at the same time. Maybe he's not gay. . Maybe he never was.


Soon I was pulled out my thoughts by a loud crash. I turned around to see Jake and a very drunk Ashley. I also noticed a huge purple bruise on his jaw. I resisted the urge to go up to him and cradle him and ask what happened.



Whatever happened to him. .. he got what he deserved. I walked past them and got into my bunk and stripped myself only leaving me in boxers. I could feel the cool sheets , soothe me and I was near in subconscious when I felt a weight on the bed.




I looked up to see Ashley. His chocolate grown eyes stared at me. He reeked of alcohol.


"Leave . Ash..." I breathed out turning my back to him. I heard shuffling before I felt a warm body cuddle behind me and I turned my neck.


"You've got your OWN bunk Ashley. Damn! " I pleaded in annoyance before I felt something press up against my ass.


My eyes grew wide at the sight of his naked frame.

"A-Ash... " I whispered but he didn't answer. Loud snores was his only reply. . I breathed in deep before moving away from him , only for him to pull me back in his arms.




One part of me wanted to push his ass off my bed but the other half wanted to enjoy this moment. Even though he's drunk off his ass... I couldn't help the smile that tugged at my lips as I drifted into sleep.

Notes

I might update again tonight. .. who knows (;


Thanks for all the comments and subs. This is my first story and I'm glad you're enjoying it ♡♡♡



-Cher ♡