Twisted Desires Of A Bassist

It's been three days and nothing else has happened. He's acting completely normal like he never saw me jerking off .


I even saw him flirting with some girls back stage and I clenched my teeth. If he wanted to pretend nothing ever happened then fine. Seeing him flirt with other girls , sure as hell hurt though.



I ran my hands over my bass and strummed as we got ready to perform. I could hear the crowd screaming our name and that brought me some joy. I loved our fans but I know Andy is messing with my head.


The bell rung for the performance to start and soon we all walked out.

The screaming fans , the beaming sun was somewhat soothing. I looked down at my black v neck and tight black skinny jeans. I looked over to see Andy flirting with yet ANOTHER girl and that was the last straw. As he was about to sing , I put down my bass and I tore off my shirt , the fans went crazy and screamed my name. I saw Andy's eyes darken with shock but I didn't give a fuck.



I slipped back on my bass over my shoulder and started to play. I made seductive glances at some fans in the crowd.

Andy stopped glaring at me and started to sing.


"In The End" . It's become a very well known song and the crowd joined in with singing.


I let go and got lost into the song as I usually do . One particular girl was right against the barrier and she was stunning. Bright blue hair and a BVB tank top and shorts. She looked about 20 but I'd have to ask her later.



As we played other songs , the night finally ended and Andy thanked the crowd.


When we rushed off stage , we were obviously bombarded with fans. Instead of rushing straight to the bus , I grabbed the girl's arm and pulled her out the crowd as we walked to the bus.


I could see her better now , her BVB shirt was cut short making her pale skin cleavage and hips show.


Her lips was cherry red and her green eyes looked over me lust fully. Typical.


"What's your name babe? " I questioned. She bit her lip seductively as she looked at my exposed chest. "Daisy" She purred.


I could see Andy looking at us but he didn't have the usual smirk. His eyes screamed vulnerability and sorrow but I didn't care. Just because I find Andy attractive , doesn't mean I can't fuck random girls like usual.


As we piled on the bus , Andy stopped in front of us.


"Do you even know how old she is ? For fucks sake. . You can't keep it in your pants for five seconds can you?!" He growled obviously angry but I could care less. It's like something inside me switched back to the 'old' Ashley.



I turned into to the Ashley that only wanted sex.

"Mad because you can't get any pussy Andy? " I questioned before turning back and looking at Daisy.


"How old are you Doll face? " I questioned. "I'm 19" She purred happily and I nodded .


"There's your answer. " I growled before shoving past him and pulling her into the bunks.

-Andy- The nerve of that asshole! I knew that he was just Horny that day. I don't even know why I wasted my time on him. Obviously , I liked him but I know he's confused so I stopped my gay ways. Yes, it's true. . I'm Gay. But Noone knows. .


Well Ashley does but apparently , he sure as heck doesn't care. I bit down on my lip hard and sat on the couch watching TV with Jinxx.


"Hey man. You okay? " he questioned and before I could reply. I heard loud moans coming from the bunks. I clenched my jaw and stood up to walk out the door.


"I'm going out for a smoke" I whispered before leaving. The brisk air brushed past my skin making my hair dance in the wind. Even from here , I could hear that chick's moans. It burned me to no end because I've been giving him signs that I liked him and now he's throwing it in my face.



Perfect .



I brought the cigarette up to my lips and flamed the tip. I felt the cool , calming sensation of the smoke seeping into my lungs. I repeated this act so many times that I got lost into a cloud of smoke.


It must have been hours that I was outside when the girl finally came out. Her hair was a mess and she looked sweaty. I gagged in distaste as she walked away obviously satisfied.



A bit of me wished that I could be like That with him but I know I couldn't.


That night when he wanted to blow me.. he had to have been drunk. But I couldn't deny the fact that I loved the way he moaned my name. Maybe that was just a one time thing. . He seems to obviously have forgotten about it.




I bit down on my lip nervously as I flamed yet another cigarette between my lips.

Notes

Hmmm...

What you do guys think? ♡


-Cher♡