They Don't Need To Understand

Sherri's POV

It was a couple of days until my baby girl is home and until my rockstar boyfriend is finally home! While they were away, I was so bored! I mean I had a few shoots here and there but other than that, nothing. I was so bored! One day I was driving home from a shoot when I got a email...

Hi Sherri, its AlexGaskarth from All time Low. I was wondering if you would want to meet up for coffee soon as I have a business opertunity for you. That and I really miss you. Let me know soon? - Alex

Hi Alex, urm sure I want to find out more about this business opertunity. Meet me friday? At jacks favourite coffee shop in Hollywood. See you then - Sherri.
So when friday came around, I was ready to ind out what Alex meant by business opertunity. Standing outside the coffee shop like a loser, I waited and reread old texts from Andy and scrolleld through the pictures of him and Lilly on Instagram. As I was about to put my phone away, I got a text from Andy.

Hey baby, we miss you so much! And blossom is so excited to see her mommy and show her all the new toys daddy brought her! Love you babe xxx - Andy

Hi handsome! Give Lilly a kiss from me!i am just going to a meeting for a job but i will message you after. I love you! xxxx - Sherri
As I sent that, I heard a very familar voice.
"Sherri! Wow you have changed so much!" Alex said pulling me into him and kissing my cheek.
"Hi Alex! Wow...you changed so muhc more!" I smiled and we headed inside.

"So anyways the whole business thing," Alex said after we sat down with our drinks, "I have a clothing line at Glamour kills and I need a model to yano model the clothes. Everywhere I look I see you so I want you to model my clothing line? I mean you are at the top of my list for the job and if Glam Kills like you they will extend your contract and you will end up modelling for them and Jagk's clothing as well. So what do you say?"
"Wow...thats a lot to take in," I laughed
"Yeah...I guess I just kinda threw that all at you," Alex laguhed, "But what are you thinking?" "I would love to," I smiled, "It sounds great,"
"Thankyou so much!" Alex smiled and put his hand on mine.
"Welcome," I laughed and we discussed details. After a hour of talking work we ended up talking about family life and home life.

"Yeah Jack said last time he saw you with Leigh you had a little girl," Alex smiled
"Yeah I do. Her names Lilly and oh my god Alex, she is great. I know that sounds biased as she is mine but seriously she is wow..." I smiled and showed him a photo
"She is your double, oh my god. She is so beautiful Sherri!" Alex smiled
"thankyou but she is so cute I cant wait for her to get hom I miss her so much," I started "Where is she?" Alex asked taking a sip of coffee
"On tour with my boyfriend, well fiance. Her almost step father and her uncle," I said, "Remember my brother Jake?"
"Oh yeah he's awesome and please dont tell me that Ashley Purdy is your boyfriend," Alex began to giggle and i lightly hit his arm
"Of course not! But he does love her. In fact he is working out a plan to keep her," I laughed, "And no. I'm marrying Andy Biersack next week,"
"Oh...Andy," Alex refused to look at me and I felt part of him withdraw himself from me "Yeah," I said , "I mean he's great with her. He, he loves her like his own and treats me and her right,"
"As long as he is treating you the way I would if we were together I dont mind," Alex started, "And i found the invite the other day, if its still open, me and the guys would love to go,"
"Of course its still open to you," I smiled, "You all bringing dates?"
"No. Jack and Rian are me and Zack are single," Alex said. Wait...was this why he wanted to see me?
"Okay cool. Urm its getting late. I need to meet my sister in law back at my house," I mentioned.
"Okay, let me give yoyu a ride?" Alex said and walked me to the car opening my side and letting me in.

A 20 minute drive later and we were at my house. I got out and went in, finding ella laying on the sofa as I walked in.
"Sherri! Youre home! Yay!" Ella cried from her position
"Hey Ell's whats going on?" I asked and took a sweet from the packet resting on her stomach "Reality TV sucks on a friday afternoon," Ella sighed, "But we have a shoot tomorrow morning so its cool,"
"That is cool. Wake up call normal time?" I questioned
"Yes please," Ella laughed and I went ot make a cup of tea.

Andy's POV

The show was great! It was amazing to be back in the US and so close to my beautiful girlfriend! As we jumped off stage and ran into the dressing room I went in to see my little Blossom asleep in Sammi's arms. She was adorable. As I went to grab a drink, CC came over to me.
"Urm, did you see this yet?" CC asked and showed me the article on his phone. It was about how Sherri was meeting up with her ex boyfriend Alex Gaskarth so quickly after his break up with long term girlfriend Lisa. What the fuck was she doing meeting up with a ex so close to the wedding? We have only just decided to make a go of things properly between us.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?! WHY WOULD SHE FUCKING DO THAT?!" I screamed waking Lilly up and causing her to cry her eyes out.
"Andy stop it," Sammi said hugging Blossom as she cried
"Sammi come on we'll go back to the bus. You lot sort him out!" Jinxx barked
"Andy calm the fuck down!" Ashley started
"NO! SHE IS MEETING HER EX'S BEFORE THE WEDDING! WHILE IM LOOKING AFTER OUR LITTLE GIRL AND SHE GOES OUT CHEATING ON ME?!" I shouted
"She wouldnt ever cheat on you! Are you insane?!" CC started at me
"She told me she was going for a job meeting! Why is she being photographed with her ex boyfriend?!" I questioned
"Maybe it was just a work thing," jake offered, "i'll call ella and find out whats going on,"

The minutes felt like forever. What is she was cheating on me? Why would she stay with me if she wasnt happy? I am on edge. What the hell am I meant to say when i face her?!
"Sherri wouldnt do that after what Lilly's dad did to her," Ashley started
"She told you about that?" I said quietly
"How he cheated on his girlfriend with Sherri, and when she got knocked up denied the relationship with Sher and refused to be there for the baby? Yup she told me," Ashley answered, "She wouldnt,"
"I cant do this..." I started and put my head in my hands
"I just ogt off the phone with them both. Sherri had to meet Alex about a job. his clothing line needs a model and he wanted her to because of Leigh telling him about her modelling and because it would helo with her modelling. They met to discuss that. They got papped and a story was made up, Andy it meant nothing. If it did why would she be in floods of tears wondering if this wedding was still going a head and worried that you dont love her anymore?" Jake stated.

And he had a point. If she did why would she react like that? I need to talk to her and Lilly. I need to see my little girl.
"I need to see Lilly," I said and ran out to the bus to see her. As I walked in, Lilly hid in Sammis hair.
"Lilly," I said and picked ehr up
"Daddy still mad?" Lilly said refusing to get too near to me
"Daddys not mad, i promise," I said and kissed ehr forehead, "im sorry for shouting, I am so sorry,"
"It kay," Lilly said and huggeed me
"I promise not to shout okay? It wasnt because of you. Sometimes daddy gets upset and doesnt know what to do. I love you so much okay blossom?" I said
"Love you Daddy," Lilly smiled. i sang to Lilly until she fell asleep and then I called Sherri. I rang five times with no answer. But on the sixth I finally got a answer.

"Hello," she said bluntly and still sniffly
"Hi baby, I am so sorry i thought that - "
"You thought what? That I could just go and cheat on you? That I could just put everything I feel for you on hold while I went off with another man?" Sherri spat
"No, no, I - I didnt know what to think," I started
"You should trust me Andrew!" Sherri shouted, "Why are we getting married if you dont fucking trust me?!"
"I do trust you-"
"Obviously not! You know what I need to do some thinking. Night," She said and hung up. I had messed up big time. I broke my one rule. dont always believe what you read. Now what? I may have lost the girl that meant the world to me...What have I done.

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