Forgiveness is the key and I forgive very easily. Kyr waited for me outside my classroom, I don't know if she is just doing this because she is a fan, she feels sorry for me or she actually feels bad about what happened to us. We walked in silence threw the halls, I got shoved a few times into lockers but the Kyr gave them a death glare and they backed away. I walked outside to see a group of girls crowded around a car, Andrew couldn't pick a less public area to park? We walked up to the crowd and I tried pushing threw but it wasn't helping so Kyr pushed people aside allowing me to pass and get to Andrew who was leaning against his car with Jinxx standing next to him while Jake, Ashley and CC were off flirting with high school girls. I sighed and looked to Kyr.
"I will talk to you later, okay. I have a few things I want to say so can we hang out tomorrow?" She asked me. I smiled and nodded, watching her walk away and slid into the passenger seat without acknowledging Andrew. It took a few minutes but soon everyone was in Andrew's car. Ashley and Jinxx were in the back with CC and Jake. Andrew smiled at me and took my hand, leaving one hand on the wheel.
"What do you want to do today?" he asked me. "We can ditch these guys and go on a date." He smiled big. I looked up at him and pulled my hand away moving farther away from him and pressing myself against the door. Andrew looked shocked and reached out to me. "What's wrong?" I pulled away and shuttered. Dating? Are we dating? He never asked me to be his girlfriend he just kissed me. Dating only leads to heartbreak. I don't know if I can trust him. I wasn't even aware we are dating.
"Andy scared his girlfriend." Ashley teased, even the word made me cringe. Don't get me wrong I would love to be Andrew's girlfriend, who wouldn't it's Andy Sixx, the gorgeous lead singer/screamer for Black Veil Brides the band I have been listening to for years, but the thought actually scares me.
"Shut up! You are walking home!" He growled at Ashley. "We are only a few block away can you guys please go." he calmed himself and asked nicely. They all got out and started walking. I felt bad. I closed my eyes and tried to make everything go away but things only came back. I saw it all again, the fear, the pain. I opened my eyes only to see the beautiful face of Andrew. It made me feel much better. "Remains, tell me what's wrong." Andrew pleaded, I moved closer looking into his eyes and moved my hand up to his face, brushing the palm of my hand on his soft cheek. "What are you so afraid of?" Andrew asked, I looked at him confused. "I can see it in your eyes. I can always tell what you are thinking by your eyes." He told me. I moved my hand from his face.
So that's how he does it. I sighed and grabbed my sketch pad at my feet and wrote down on the paper 'I'm afraid of being hurt. You never asked me to be your girlfriend, If I am your girlfriend I would have to open up to you' I passed it to him, I erased the last part. He looked down then looked up at me. "That's all?" he asked as if it wasn't a big thing.
He smiled and put the pad down cupping my cheeks with his hands and placing his forehead to mine. "Please baby, be mine? I fell in love with you the moment I looked into those eyes, why do you think I tried so hard to find you." he smiled, kissing my nose. I smiled and nodded, pulling away from his grasp and writing on the pad, 'I Love You Too.' and pushing it toward him, his face brightened up and I felt whole. For a moment.