Rebekah's P.O.V
I woke up next to a sleeping Tori, looking at my Ipod I saw it was already time for her to be up to school.. But I didn't feel like waking her up, she was so cute.. So innocent! She didn't -and never will- know that she has saved my life two times already. I sweetly shook her tiny body until her eyes fluttered open, a bright smile spreading of her face. I smile down at her.
“Hello baby it's time to go to school..” she yawned before frowning.
“I'm not a baby anymore! Stop calling me that Rebie!
-Oh! My mistake! I'm sorry! I mean, get up big girl!” I said in the most serious tone. I still can't understand why babies don't want to be called babies... It's cool to be a baby! I wish I could get back to an innocent and careless baby...

I jumped out of bed and Tori and I went to the bathroom. I received some scared and/or wicked looks from other orphans... I really, but reeaally didn't miss them at all! I walked in with Tori and quickly washed myself as Tori copied me move to move.. She had a constant smile on her face as if we were doing the most wonderful thing in the world... A shower. Damn! Kids are easy to make happy!
After that we got dressed and she insisted for me to walk her to school. In the end I accepted, why not after all? She seemed so happy to just hold my hand instead of any others. I couldn't help but smile during the whole time to her school. Tori waved me goodbye and I walked back to the orphanage..

Of course the walking back wasn't as funny and joyful.. I couldn't stop thinking about Andy, he was supposed to come back tomorrow as were on Friday. I sighed, how would he react when he'll see I wasn't there anymore?
I felt sad as I walked in, what would I do? 'Work.. Just in case?' I smiled at the idea, why not? I still had the papers from Mr. Campbell, I could work to think about something else.. They haven't changed my school yet. There was still hope? Maybe, maybe not. But working would give me a better conscience!

Awhile later I heard a faint knock, it was Mrs. Taylor, she smiled sadly at me before sitting on my bed, next to me.
“How are you Rebekah?” I sighed, how was I? Sad, depressed, I missed them so bad.
“I'm there. What about you? Not to mad to have me back?” she gave me a 'don't think I'm a fool' look with a small smirk.
“Rebekah, as Tori told you, I don't hate you. Having you here doesn't bother me the smallest... Then.. You're there. I can see it. I asked you how you felt.” I sighed again, a crooked smile forming on my lips..
“I.. I don't know. I feel happy but sad and I.. *sigh* I miss them. I wished to have both them and Tori, *sigh* but I didn't know they planned on taking her too..”

“Call them then. I bet they miss you too” I shook my head, no they didn't miss me. They must be really happy now that I left. Maybe Andy will be sad, but he may not even know yet! I sighed for the... Fourth?.. Fifth time? Why bother calling them?
“No, they don't. They gave up on me and I can't hate them for that. No I can't. And I can't beg them to take me back. Why bother calling them? Why hurt myself?
-Because you love them. If you love them they worth a try. Here, call them.” I shook my head again, maybe I loved them, but it doesn't mean they did too..
“No. I love them, but they don't love me back. They just couldn't stand me anymore. Why call them when what they wanted was distance from me?” she sighed, she couldn't understand how I felt.. She wasn't rejected by everyone.

“Here I let you the phone. Think about it and call them. I bet they will reply at the first ring. You love them, and I can tell it's hard to be loved by you.” she gave me a weak smile before walking off.. No! I wouldn't call them! Not even once?
I sighed, getting back to my work... Should I call them? I couldn't work anymore, I could only think about the phone next to me.. It felt like it was asking, begging for me to pick it and call them...

Andy's P.O.V
I managed to put all my meetings on two days to come back this night instead of Saturday! I wanted to see Rebie.. No! I needed to! My little Rebel! I was getting worried as she didn't reply to my messages since yesterday afternoon. I tried to convince myself that she forgot her phone at home.. But I knew there was something wrong! Did she hate me? Why? For moving away? Did she..? I sighed. I was in the airport, ready to come back to her..

Andy: 'Hi Rebie, I managed to be there today. Please reply! I miss you so much! I love you.. I hope you're not mad at me. I love you. Xx'

One hour later I was there, I called a taxi to drive me to Jinxx's place. Arrived I walked in... Something was definitely wrong! Jinxx, Sammi and CC were there, sited, none of them talked. They just looked down, as if the floor was the most beautiful thing in the world.
“Het guys.. Are you all okay?” CC looked up at me, he seemed so sad, depressed! He sighed, not even replying. What the fuck was going on?
“Jinxx? Sammi? What's happening? Where's Rebie? I've been sending her thousand text and she never replied.. Guys?” They all just looked back down. I looked at them, confused, what were they hiding from me? CC looked at me and gave me a weak apologetic smile..

Not understanding them I walked upstairs and knocked upon Rebie's door.. No reply. I walked in to find it empty. The light was off?! I walked in her bathroom: no one. I went back to the room and finally noticed it. Her guitar wasn't there anymore. I turned around, her bags and stuff weren't there anymore.. Where was she? Why was she gone?
I sat on her bed, feeling dumbfounded. She was gone? For real? Where? Was it the reason why Sammi, Jinxx and CC seemed so sad? I looked around again, her phone was still there, certainly with thousands message from me she didn't even see.. Finally it would have been better if she just has been mad with me! I could have fixed it, or give her some time to forgive and come back to me.. But gone? She was gone for good. Where? There was another thing from her still there.. Her sketchbook. It was opened on a page, should I look at it? Was I allowed to? She seemed to want to keep it to herself.. By the way she scratched it form Sammi..

I finally took it and looked at the drawing on the first page -the one it was opened on- was it the way she saw herself? Rejected from her family? Was it a rejection from us? Of from who? When did she draw it? So many questions!
Suddenly the truth hit me: they sent her back to the orphanage. No! Why? That could explain the lonely wolf farther from the happy looking family... It was her, rejected by her second family when her first one was dead.

I ran downstairs, they all looked up at me. I needed to know, they couldn't have sent her for real! No! They were finally getting along, she was slowly opening herself..
“Where is she? Where is Rebekah? Why isn't she there?
-We brought her back to the orphanage..
-WHAT? WHY? WHY WHEN I WASN'T THERE? COULDN'T YOU WAIT FOR ME TO BE BACK??! I LOVE HER FOR FUCK SAKE!” I yelled, I couldn't control myself, and to be honest I didn't want to! Jinxx looked at me, he seemed really sad.
“I.. I couldn't take it anymore..” Sammi said. I looked at her, trying my best not to yell at her.. What did that meant? They just decided to take my love away because they 'couldn't take it anymore'? Three weeks later? When she was getting better and nicer?

“You didn't have the right to take my love away... She's so fragile.. Even if I know I will never be able to touch her because of her rape.. I fucking love her. You didn't have the right to break her more!” I said, I looked down. She must be hating us all now. She must think we all hate her, all reject her.. She must think we don't want her.. When I could barely live without her!
“What..?” I looked up to see both CC, Jinxx and Sammi looking at me with wide eyes. What? Did I grow a second head? It would be better than losing Rebie!
“Her r.. Her rape? What are you talking about Andy?” I looked at her, she didn't know? Oh yeah, Rebie told me when I was about to.. I nodded.

“Yes, she has been raped.. I don't know how long ago, I don't know who. All I know is that she hates being touched because of that, I know she loves me and I can't live without her. So now I'm going to get her back, no matter what you fucking think!” with that I just stormed out, ignoring their dumbfounded faces.

Notes

I'm sorry I didn't update earlier, but i updated (I almost didn't..) Hope you like it, I'm super tired...