Jinxx's P.O.V
I went to our room to find Sammi curled up around a pillow, crying. I sat next to her and caressed her hair softly. I knew how she felt, she felt like she was useless, that no mattered what she could do it would never be enough. And it was a frustrating feeling! She lifted her head and looked at me, her eyes red and puffy.
“I.. I'm sorry Jinxx.. I.. I can't.. anymore.” she said trough sobs. I pulled her to me, I knew how she felt and I couldn't blame her.. Rebekah wasn't the easiest person on Earth! I rocked her back and forth, trying to calm her down.
“Do you really want her to go?
-I.. I don't really know. A side of me want her as far as possible but another want to help the child inside her, the sad and lonely child she is.” I nodded.

“Don't you think we should think about it? Like, we talk with her tonight and tomorrow if it still don't work then we bring her back?” she thought about it for a while then smiled weakly.
“B.. But what if she stay that stubborn and hard to handle? What if she really hate us?” yeah... Rebekah never told me what she wanted! Maybe it was her own way to tell us she didn't want to stay? I sighed, not knowing what to reply.
“I don't know. She never showed any expression or feelings. Maybe she hates us and is happy to leave... Maybe she doesn't know how to express her feelings..” she nodded, burying her face in my neck.

Suddenly we heard a knock on the door. It was Rebekah.
“I'm ready. We can go whenever you want.. I can even go myself if you prefer.” she was so cold... Her face didn't show any emotion, was she really dead deep inside? I looked down at Sammi, she didn't seem sure about her choice anymore..
“Well take your time. I'm waiting downstairs.” with that she walked off, closing the door after herself. I sighed, what was the good solution? Letting her go or keep her?
“I think you saw she was okay with that.. Let's go.” Sammi said, before wiping her tears and getting ready. I put on a jacket and followed her. We drove in an awkward silence, nobody said a single word during the two hours.

Arrived, Rebekah quickly went out of the car and took her two bags, then she walked to the door and rang. Mr. Taylor opened and seemed really surprised to see her.
“Rebekah? What are you doing here at this time?” but Rebekah didn't reply, Sammi and I walked to them.
“We.. We're giving up. You were right when you said she was more than a challenge. We won't be able to keep her.” Mr. Taylor looked at us with wide eyes, as if we just said we were aliens here to eat her...

Rebekah's P.O.V
I wasn't pissed, I was deeply sad. I was just a challenge for them? That was how they saw me? Some charity case in challenge version? Okay.
Mr. Taylor looked at me, I knew what she was thinking about.. A few hours earlier I was telling her I loved them and now they were sending me back here.. I just gave her a 'don't talk about it' look and she nodded.
Then it passed pretty fast. They told me goodbye and I refused to hug them... Why bother if they were giving up? Why giving myself a heartache for them? Then they walked to their car and drove off. I went to my old room -which was still empty- not wanting to talk.

Soon I heard a light knock upon my door and I instantly knew who it was:
“Come in Tori” I said, wiping my tears away. The cute blue-eyed blond came in. I sighed, thinking about three weeks ago, I didn't want to be adopted, now I was crying about them...
“Rebie.. What happened?” she asked in her cute little voice, I sighed, how to say it?
“Well.. I.. I missed you too much and wanted to come back” I lied, hoping she would swallow it.. But of course she didn't!
“Why? They said they would adopt me too! You weren't nice enough with them?” I felt my heart broke at her words and disappointed face. I nodded, I knew one day I would fail Tori too.. I failed everything in my fucking life!

“Yes, I wasn't nice enough so they gave up on me... And because of me you won't be adopted by them.” I saw tears forming in her little eyes and her lower lip shook... Fuck! But now or later, I knew it would happen. I was just a piece of shit! She looked down, I saw some tears falling, breaking my heart a little more.
Tori walked out of my room, quiet. I failed her. I failed Jinxx and Sammi. As for everyone else... Why was I still here? 'Kill yourself baby! No more problem, no more heartache!' Said the demon in my head. No! I wouldn't kill myself!
'Why? Why not? Who would care? Sammi and Jinxx gave up on you. Andy is gone. Ethan is happy now, with or without you. And you, you just showed Tori how shitty you really are behind your strong mask... Now she hates you. Everybody does. Kill yourself baby, you'll be released from your pain and sadness...'

Tori's P.O.V
I was so sad.. Even if Rebie didn't tell me I saw how sad she was too. She was crying but tried to hide it... I didn't know how to show her I didn't care about being adopted or not, since I had her I was happy! But I felt sad for her being sad, she felt guilty for me. I cried myself to sleep but in the middle of the night I woke up because of a nightmare... Or was it reality?
I looked under my bed, nothing, but I still wasn't reassured. Alone, in my room? So I quickly walked to Rebie's room, hoping she would be asleep so that she wouldn't chase me out. I walked in as silently as I could, she didn't move.. Why couldn't she snore? I would have been able to know when she's sleeping...

I went in the bed, doing my best not to move her... She jumped. Oops. I looked at her with pleading eyes, please don't chase me, I'm scared.. Wait. Was she crying again?
“Tori? What are you doing here?” definitely yes, she was crying!
“I.. I've made a nightmare...” she sighed, lifting the sheet for me to lay next to her.
“Why are you crying Rebie? You miss them that much?” she pulled me close to her and sighed again... What was going on?
“You don't hate me?” me? Hating Rebie? Never! Ever! I shook my head.
“I can't hate you! You're my second mother, plus you're my hero!” I hugged her as tightly as my arms allowed me... How could I hate someone like Rebie?

“Rebie?” she looked at me, a questioning look on her face.
“Weren't you supposed to be sleeping little girl?
-One last question..
-Okay go ahead.
-Why were you crying?” I felt her tensing up against me.. Did I made a mistake?
“I.. Well, Rebie isn't alright. And yes I miss them, but they don't miss me.. Not at all. I'm sorry, because of me they didn't take you.. They were very nice people.” I thought about it for awhile.. There was something wrong!
“How can they be nice people and reject you? You're the nicest person I know!” she chuckled, caressing my hair softly.
“They are nice. But sometimes people don't get along.” ohw.. If they didn't 'get along' with Rebie then I don't want them!
“I love you Rebie, I always will..” with that I fell asleep peacefully.

Rebekah's P.O.V
Those little words simply saved my life. I couldn't tell Tori the truth, not totally.. How would I tell a three years old 'I feel like shit and want to kill myself because nobody loves me? But it wasn't true, there was at least one.. Lie! There are two and you know it! My angel was back? Where the fuck was him when my demon told me to kill myself?!
There were at least Andy and Tori, fuck the rest! Even if I loved them... Really loved them.. If only I knew how to show it..

Notes

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