Rebekah's P.O.V
“Rebiie! You're bleeding! You're hurt!” she said, her lower lip shaking as every time she was about to cry. I bent over to her little body and hugged her tightly.
“I don't care about being hurt.. Since you're okay, then I'm fine got it?” she nodded, still not reassured, I could tell! She grabbed my good arm and pulled me.
“Come on, let's ask Mrs. Taylor to clean it for you.” I shook my head, no I didn't want to go there! I didn't want to go to the orphanage! Except if it was for taking Tori with me I didn't want to see the fake asses and Mrs. Taylor-bitch!
“Please Rebie! I don't want you to get hurt. Come on! Don't be so stubborn.” I sighed and she grinned widely, knowing she won.

We walked to the orphanage and she rang, soon Mrs Taylor opened the door. She seemed surprised to see Tori here, but even more to see me there!
“Re.. Rebekah? What's going on? What are you doing here?” she asked, but I didn't feel like replying.. I looked down, but Tori wouldn't give me a chance!
“Rebie helped me with two villains. But one hurt her, she's bleeding. I don't want her to die..” I could hear the tears forming in her eyes as her voice started to shake. I caressed her hair with my valid hand, still ignoring the pain from the deep cut.. I knew worse after all! Mrs. Taylor looked at me and asked us to follow her, I reluctantly did...

She quickly cleaned it, then applied a cream and finally wrapped it with bandage.
“All done miss!” I gave her a weak smile, not realizing that by ripping the sleeve she saw my bare arm.. Meaning?
“You see Rebie! Mrs. Taylor doesn't hate you!” I looked down at the little child... If only she knew. Almost everyone hated me! That was before, now you have Andy, Ethan, CC, Jinxx, you want me to continue? Said the 'angel' in my head and I smiled.
“Now can you tell me why you're there? Except for saving Victoria.
-Well, she said it, I saved her from two 'villains'... That was the only reason I came by here.. I didn't feel like getting my arm filled with a knife I swear!” she smiled?!
“Ah Rebekah! Still so sarcastic?! How is life with your adoptive parents?”

What? She cared? Why? Did the bitch turned into a nice woman in three weeks?
“uh.. It's.. Pretty cool. I made friends, boyfriend, uh.. Well.. They like me, I guess.. I love them, for sure..” I awkwardly said. It felt terribly weird to be talking with Mrs. Taylor! Her smile grew wide and Tori walked off, to find something to eat before she could head back to school.
“A boyfriend? You Rebekah?” what the fuck did that mean?! I nodded, frowning.
“Then this guy must be an angel.. Only an angel could handle the little demon they brought me a year ago!” I smiled.. I was way worse then a 'demon'... But we talked for awhile.

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Then Tori walked to school, leaving Mrs. Taylor and I. She asked a lot about my school, I told her about Mr. Campbell but 'forgot' to talk about my fights... I looked at my tattoo reminder of my mother, my calm and sweet mother. Then I realized my arm wasn't covered, meaning Mrs. Taylor...? I looked at her, she had a smirk on her face.
“Did you really think I was that stupid? I know you have tattoos since the first day I saw you! I didn't talk about it as you didn't neither, but I can see!” I couldn't help but laugh! And me who thought she never noticed...
“Well I'm glad you're happy with this couple. Uh.. Weren't you supposed to be in class at this hour?” I looked at my phone: 3PM, ten missed call, 35 messages... Shit! They were from Sammi and Jinxx!

“Yes.. I should! Well, now I have to go!” unfortunately she understood what I did..
“Rebekah you should call them! They are certainly deadly worried now...” I shook my head, the faster I go, the better it would be! So I quickly told her goodbye and walked off. But my luck was gone, I had to wait for God only know how long to find a taxi! When I finally had one and gave him the address it was already 3:45! I arrived two hours later, this ass didn't try to even drive a little faster! I arrived around 6PM, I walked in.. Nobody?!
I went to the kitchen to take some water... Shit again! They were there. Sammi was in Jinxx's arm.. Would he yell again? I sighed already...

“Rebekah.. Where were you?” asked Jinxx in a perfectly calm tone, but I just shrugged, how would they even understand? Would they believe if I told them the link between Tori and I was so strong each time she was in trouble -worse: each time she was about to be in trouble- I felt pain myself? Certainly no! I sighed again.
“What?! You mean that you just disappeared for no reason?” I looked up at.. Sammi!
“No Rebekah! This is not possible! I had enough! Enough! You are never doing anything normally! You are driving us crazy! I even wonder if you're not doing it on purpose! You want us to give up right? You want to go back to Tori? You hate us? Then you should know we wanted to take her too! But as we weren't sure to be able to handle you we thought we would take you first!”... what?

“But you know what? You won! I give up! I fucking give up on you! This was too much for me! I.. I can't handle you.. What they did to you is stronger than everything! You're right! They turned you into a monster! I give up! You're going back to the orphanage! I can't take it anymore! I hope you're at least happy!” tears ran down her cheek.. It hurt to hear it from Sammi..
“I.. I give up! Pack your stuffs Rebekah! I don't want to see your face anymore! I don't want to hear your silences anymore! I don't want to feel rejected anymore! I have E-NOUGH! Pack your stuff! I'm bringing you back! You were right! I would never be able to handle you! You kept your promise over Tori! You're impossible! I tried, I really did! But I can't! I can't stay calm anymore! I can't talk to a wall and act like I'm happy! I wanted a child for happiness! Not for headache and heartache! I can't keep Jinxx calm after your bullshit anymore! I can't!” she yelled.

With that she just ran to her room. I looked at Jinxx, he seemed so sad! I felt sad too, but I preferred to wear my emotionless mask. No, I didn't do it on purpose! I even tried to be nice and to accept hugs. I did my best. But once again it wasn't enough. I wasn't good for this world anymore.. I couldn't fit anywhere.
“Are you okay?” I looked up, Jinxx was just in front of me, concern in his eyes. I nodded, then gestured for him to go see Sammi. He nodded and walked off, leaving me alone in the kitchen. That meant no more Jake, Ethan, CC... Andy?!
I felt tears building in my eyes.. I was slowly becoming too weak with them. Maybe it was better to leave after all? I drank my water and went to my room.

I took my guitar, a bag and filled it with the clothes I already had before coming. I didn't want to have anything from them... Or maybe you're hoping you'll come back? Asked... Wait! Was it the angel or the demon? In any way it was right, I didn't want to go. I put my -no, technically their- phone on the desk, I won't take it. I quickly packed my stuff and put them downstairs. I found my sketchbook... I sighed, should I take it with me? Now it contained some happy drawing... The first happy drawings I ever did since I get it.. I opened it to one of my favorite drawing. It was a family of wolves, but there was on who was rejected, he was lightly different, too different. He was looking down, seemed sad and had a large cut on his chest. Below the lone wolf was written 'Rebekah'...

I opened the sketchbook on this page and put it on my... Well, on the bed. I went to the bathroom to remove the makeup and tears from my face. No, I wouldn't cry. I wouldn't beg them to keep me. They made their choice and I could perfectly understand it, I wasn't normal anymore.. I wasn't good anymore. I couldn't force them to lift a dead weight like me! If only Andy was there.. I could have one last hug.. Life is unfair lovely! Never forget it! Or else you wouldn't be there, needing to be adopted. Life is unfair, it will always be.
I sighed, I was physically ready to go. But inside I was crying my ass out to stay with them.. I loved them so much! But I couldn't -I didn't know how to- show them... I walked to their room, ready to face my fate.

Notes

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