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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 60: Can't Live Without You

Jinxx's P.O.V
Rape? I was still looking at the door even if Andy was gone already. I looked at Sammi she seemed at least as shocked as I was.
“Why? Why didn't she talk about it?” I asked myself, she sighed, looking down.
“That's not something easy to talk about.. I knew someone who got raped too.. She was so traumatized she couldn't stand a man near her. And talking about it was.. Really hard for her. Oh my God what did I've done?” I walked to her and wrapped her in my arms, she couldn't know, nobody could.. CC seemed even more shocked.
“Wait.. She's seventeen right? Then what age was she when it happened?” he said, he was seriously thinking about it.
“She have been in the orphanage for one year and with this Johnny guy for maybe two or three years... It means.. She was less then fourteen years old! Oh fuck!”

I thought about it for awhile, this wasn't sad anymore, this was horrible! Suddenly the phone rang, I ran to it.
“Rebekah?
-Uh.. No.. Sorry Mr. Ferguson it's only Mr. Campbell.. I was worrying about Rebekah but it seems you still don't know where she is?” I sighed, it wasn't Rebie..
“Actually yes we know where she is.” I could hear his surprise.
“We sent her back to her orphanage, we'll get her stuff for school Monday.
“Wh.. What? Rebekah is an orphan? But.. She never said.. Ohw.. Okay.. Uhm.. Okay, see you Monday.. Uh” he seemed not to know what to reply to this, so I just quickly wished him a good day/week end etc.. And hang up.


What happened? In three weeks our lives totally changed.. I couldn't help but secretly hope Rebie would come back. Let's cross our fingers for Andy!


Rebekah's P.O.V
I managed to resist to the urge of calling them. The only person I really, like really, wanted to hear was Andy and his low sexy voice. I sighed as I walked to Tori's school. I knew she would be happy to see me, she was always happy to see me! I saw her walking out, she hasn't noticed me yet. But when she did her whole face lit up, a huge smile spread up and she happily started to jump up and down. I grabbed her little body and lifted her like a potato bag on one shoulder. She giggled, gosh, children really are easy to make happy!
“So how was you day little potato bag?” she giggled even more, I loved her!
“I.. I can't talk like that! Rebiiie! Put me down! I.. I'm not a potato bag!
-You seem to talk pretty well for someone who can't talk! And you're right, you're not a potato bag.. You're my potato bag!” I put her down on her feet and she laughed.
“Like that it's okay!”


We arrived 'home'... No! It wasn't home! She ran to the kitchen to take something to eat. I didn't feel like eating.. 'Again?' asked my angel, yes, again. I haven't eat anything since I arrived here.. Exactly like the last time. I wanted to go back. I wanted my family.. But it seemed like this time it wouldn't happen neither..
Later Tori and I drew, I liked how she wanted to spend every single minutes with me... I liked everything in her and couldn't stop smiling with her around!
“Tori? What do you remember about your parents?” she looked up from her turtle and frowned.
“I.. I only remember mommy, she was sick and brought me there. She said she was moving away, so I had to stay here. But it's okay for me, since I met you here!” she said with a smile on her small lips. Moving away? It meant she was about to die..?


Later, I put her in her bed and kissed her goodnight. I went back to my own room and took my guitar. I truly didn't care if it could disturb the others, I felt like music was the only thing that could help me right now. So I took my Ipod, my old and loved Ipod, and put on my headphones. I put on Damage by Fit For Rivals
'You don't know anything
You don't know anything
You don't know anything about me


I sighed once it was done, I was still really hoping for a miracle.. I put on Can't live without you' from the same band..
'Wait, don't leave me here alone again
I can't make you believe
You're all I ever loved
But I guess that's not enough


I felt cold tears running down my cheeks, I wanted Andy, now. I wanted them all, but I wanted Andy more, so I just sang thins song again.. And again, not knowing what was currently happening..


In the same time, Andy's P.O.V
I drove like a mad man, ignoring red lights and signs, almost killing a few walkers.. But I didn't care! I wanted to be with Rebie as soon as possible, I wanted to talk to her, to hug her and try to reassure her.. If it wasn't too late yet.
I -finally- arrived, my adrenaline level was so high I felt like I was able to lift a mountain! I rang, and rang over and over as if the more I rang the fastest they would reply. I didn't even think about the fact Mrs. Taylor was old and slow...
She -finally!!- opened the door and looked at me with pure surprise and shock.
“Goodnight sir? May I help you?” fuck the politeness, I didn't care to know if she was fine, all I wanted was Rebekah. NOW!
“Is Rebekah there?” her surprise went even stronger as she slowly nodded.. Why was she so fucking slow?


I couldn't take it anymore, my love was too far from me, I needed her. She was more important than my need of nicotine, and I was smocking two packs a day!
I walked past the poor old lady, almost making her fall. I walked in, but I didn't know where she was, I didn't know where I was!
“REBEKAH?! REBEKAH?!” I screamed out loud, I wanted.. I needed her in my life.
“Please sir! Some children are sleeping already! Don't scream like that!
-Then tell me where she is! I need her. Now!” she quickly nodded and leaded me upstairs. I was breathing heavily... People were talking about cocaine, alcohol or meth? Me I was purely addicted to Rebekah. I couldn't live without her. And I was in need..


Arrived, she lightly knocked on the door...
“Rebekah? There's someone for you..” but we didn't get any reply. Once again I walked past her, opening the door I saw Rebie, she was sited on the floor, playing guitar. She was softly singing along and I noticed a few tears running down her cheeks. I looked at the lady next to me and she nodded, understanding, she walked off leaving us alone. I stayed here, looking at her singing as she hasn't noticed me yet. She was singing a sad love song and I hated to see her crying. I walked toward her and sat next to her. She jumped and took out an headphone, she looked at me shocked, surprised.. Happy?


“An.. Andy? You.. You're there?” I slowly nodded, I saw tears building in her eyes and she lift her hand and sweetly caressed my cheek. Yes, I was there. And I wouldn't leave this place without her. No matter what.

Notes

I'm sad.. I should have been home now but missed my flight :'( Anyway, at least I can update now :) Hope you like it and thanks for the comments :)

Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true