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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 16: The New Boy

Rebekah's P.O.V
I woke up at my alarm clock -6:30- after a barely slept night. I was tired and in an horrible mood! At least the good point was that I would be at school when Andy would leave! I didn't even know where his place was...
I went out of bed and did as usual, shower, brush my hair and teeth then went back to my room. I took a white skinny jean, a gray and burgundy long sleeved shirt. Then I wore my gray vans and a few bracelets, I put on my two dog tag then did my usual thin eyeliner. I was -at least physically- ready to go.

I walked downstairs and met Sammi in the kitchen, she was the only person I talked to since.. You know! Maybe I would talk to CC too but he wasn't there.
“Do you feel better?” she asked, concerned. I nodded and took a glass of juice, I didn't feel like eating this morning.
“Ready to go?” I nodded again, I didn't feel like talking neither...

But she was so understanding! She drove me to school in silence, putting some music so that it would feel too awkward. Then I smiled her good bye and walked away, she gave me some money for lunch and wished me a good day, I nodded as she drove away. Instantly I took my phone and plugged my headphones in, putting 'Remember Everything' from Five Finger Death Punch. Yeah! I remembered everything, and I couldn't forgive them now...

I was there a bit too early, so I just sat on a bench not far from the school's gates waiting. I smoked a cigarette, listening to As I Lay Dying, fucking strong Metalcore (not like BMTH). I forgot everything else at Tim Lambesis' screams and growls. I loved this band, they helped me through a lot...
Once again I turned to music to help me deal with pain, I wonder if something good could happen today.

Where I was I could see the come and goes in the school. I noticed Ethan, my 'slave'. This guy wasn't happy in his life, but I could at least help him against bullies. I was as strong as two men, so I could easily defend myself and someone else! There were some good thing in being scared of being found back...
He was wearing his hair out of his face and it made me smile, he was so shy it made him even cuter! He was looking around maybe for me, but couldn't see me where I was and I wouldn't go before the bell!

Just when you talk about it... I stood up and crashed my cigarette. I walked to the school and heard a lot of whispers... Girls were talking about a 'new boy' and he was 'super cute'.. I rolled my eyes and sighed, why where they so stupid? Guys were evil! Well except Johnny and the rest but after that... EVIL!
Then I realized who they were talking about! Ethan was between maybe ten... Or maybe even twenty girls! He was blushing like crazy! I smirked and walked to him, he seemed so embarrassed I felt I had to help him!

When he saw me he pleaded with his eyes and I chuckled, then I yelled:
“Hey girls! Don't you have boyfriends? Leave the poor guy alone! You're acting like stupid fan girls!” they looked at me as if they suddenly remembered about their boys... And quickly walked away, some took Ethan's number and he shyly smiled. I reached to him when his 'crowd' was finally gone and smiled.

“Sup' dude!
-Ho! hi... Thanks for helping me.. Again.” I smiled, this guy was really cute without his goddamn hair all the way in!
“You see? That's just because you showed your pretty face!” he blushed and I added:
“So.. Where are the laugher I was supposed to beat up? I was already ready!” I said pouting and frowning like a kid, he laughed and said:
“It seems like you were right.. Thanks... ?”

Like really? I hadn't gave him my name yet? Oh... I forgot! Too bad!
“Rebekah!
-Yay, thanks Rebekah! You're strong! And I'm glad you're nice...” I grinned and we walked to our first period.
“Well, now you can walk without your hair in your sight! And it's way better! I bet you won't be an 'outcast' for too long anymore! Oh and by the way, bring your friend in your new 'fame', it would be great for both of you to have friends, hang out and of course stop being hated!”

“Yes, that would be good! But how could we do that?
-First, stop hiding your face, then start talking to others. You'll see! You'll stop feeling so shy around new people and it will help! They don't only 'hate' you for your music taste -well I hope- but also for feeling like outcast... Just give it a try! You're already a 'new boy'!” he smiled but then frowned.
“What about you Rebekah?
-Me? No... Me it's different.” I said, looking away.

“What do you mean? It seems like you can understand others pretty easily!
-I don't belong to this world anymore. I'm shapeless, and it's far too late for me to change, to fit somewhere. I changed too much already. You remember when you said I was 'different'?” he nodded.
“Well, you will never know how much you were right...” I took my things in my locker and started to walk away, suddenly I felt Ethan grabbing my arm. He bent over to my ear and whispered:
“I want to know more about my master...”

Notes

Did I talk about Johnny? No? Really? Ohw...

Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true