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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 15: Can't You Just Leave Her?

Andy's P.O.V
I followed Jinxx out of Rebekah's room then to the kitchen, he suddenly turned to me and said:
“Why were you inside with her?
-She asked me to..
-When? She ran inside without a word!
-Well I texted her and when she finally replied she asked me to come alone, so I did.
-Why.. Why you? Is there something between Rebekah and you?”

Jinxx seemed upset, was he jealous? I could easily understand! Rebie was rejecting them and allowing me in... When they were the adoptive parent and I was just the friend!
“No dude, calm down! We are talking about Rebekah! There's no way it could have anything!” he thought about it for awhile, but it seemed he was in a paranoid mode...
“You say there was no way about her! But what about you?” I remained silent. I didn't even know myself! Did I want something more between her and I? Did I want Rebie as a girlfriend?
It had been awhile since Juliet and I broke up, and Rebie was hard to understand. She was reacting weirdly sometimes... But I liked her, I liked her 'wild personality', I liked how cute and adorably nice she was with Tori... Most of all I liked to kiss her..

Jinxx violently brought me back to reality by grabbing my shirt and pushing me to the wall.
“Andrew! Do you have feelings for my daughter?” he whisper-yelled. I swallowed hard, what could I say?
“I.. I don't know myself..
-What do you mean?” it was the first time I saw him like this, I knew he cared a lot for her. But I never thought he would get almost violent for her..
“I.. I kind of have a crush for her...
-Why? Why her Andy?” he was a bit calmed and seemed... scared? Sad?

“You're Andy Biersack, lead singer of Black Veil Brides, and you won the Kerrang! Of the hottest male. You can have any girl you want! Between the thousands fan girls, the other singers and all... They all want you! But you, you want my damaged daughter! Then you're gonna break her heart! Why Andy? Why?” he seemed desperate, and he was right, I could have all the girls I could ever want... But I only wanted Rebie. She was cute, stubborn, and had an amazing smile..
“But what if I don't care for the other girls? It's not my fault Jinxx! I can't control that!” he sighed, I was right too!

“Can't you just leave her? That's not love Andy, it's just that you can't have her, so you get obsessed with this. And when you'll achieve, you'll find out you didn't love her. You don't care for the other girls because they're too easy, you would just have to ask and you would have. But not Rebie, she's a wild one, she's strong, she's real! You know that if you achieve with her, she will love you, contrary to the fan girls. If another man get more famous and 'hotter' she will keep you, and you like it! You like the idea of comfort and love she would give you, like for the little Tori! Don't you? So now leave her alone! She have been through enough! I won't let you hurt her more!”

It hurt so bad to hear him think that of me.. I was the youngest, but I wasn't a child anymore! I liked Rebekah! It wasn't just a whim! But some of what he said was true, the other girls were so 'easy' I wondered if they liked me or my fame, it was true that Rebie was different -when she hated you she hated you and when she loved you she loved you!- in a good way! Did it mean it was also true that I liked her only for that?

“Fine I'll leave her alone! I never thought you had a so low esteem about me!” I was upset of what he said, even if I knew it was just because he cared for her. I didn't want to leave her, what if she went to that other guy? But I just wanted her to be happy -or at least happier- and if Jinxx was right about me -please no!- I didn't want to hurt her! So I would actually leave. Tonight would be the last night I would spend here then I would go back to my own place.

“Fine... I'll go back to my place tomorrow” he nodded, he was still angry.
Suddenly we heard footsteps running upstairs... Jinxx and I both froze and looked at each others.. Rebekah was listening? I spun to the stairs but felt an hand on my shoulder. I turned back to see a warning look in Jinxx's eyes, I sighed and let him walk to my little Rebie...

Later, I went outside and smoked a cigarette, it didn't make me feel better. It may not be love, but I liked Rebekah.
I smoked another cigarette, and a third... I felt like crying, the girl I liked wasn't allowed to me and one of my best friend just thought I was an asshole. Great! What a good day! Finally I was almost happy to leave the next day!

Rebekah's P.O.V
Just when they left I followed them, I gestured to Sammi to stay silent and she giggled. It felt amazing to have a friend! Someone you could share secrets and stupid shit with! We stayed in the stairs waiting for them to talk, they couldn't see us there. They were talking about me and Jinxx was mad at Andy..
“Andrew! Do you have feelings for my daughter?” Sammi gestured for us to go back upstairs but I shook my head, I needed to know!

“I.. I kind of have a crush for her...” I felt my heart jump in my chest and a smile spread on my face..
“Why... Why her Andy?” Jinxx seemed sad and worried, then he told Andy that he could have any girl he wanted but Andy replied he wasn't interested in them... What could I have in more than them?
“Can't you just leave her?” I felt my blood boiling, who did he think he was to tell who could or couldn't be with me? I could live on my own and decide who I wanted in my life...

“That's not love Andy, it's just that you can't have her, so you get obsessed with this. And when you'll achieve, you'll find out you didn't love her.” what did he mean? That Andy couldn't love? Or that I couldn't be loved? I looked at Sammi, she had wide eyes and a 'O' shaped mouth, she was as shocked as me.
“But not Rebie, she's a wild one, she's strong, she's real! You know that if you achieve with her, she will love you, contrary to the fan girls.” I felt tears building in my eyes but blinked them, what did Andy do? Jinxx thought I was strong and real, it gave me a weak smile, but not enough...

“I won't let you hurt her more!
-Fine I'll leave her alone” he was giving up on me so easily? He didn't fight? Was Jinxx right? Was Andy just playing with me?
“Fine... I'll go back to my place tomorrow!” I ran upstairs, I couldn't take it anymore! Suddenly I didn't care about them knowing I was there anymore, I just grabbed Sammi's hand and ran to my room. Andy was leaving tomorrow! Because of Jinxx? Or because he was an asshole? Could Jinxx be right? Could I be mistaking about him? One more time...'Never judge a book by its cover darling, and never trust anyone.' daddy was right!

I walked in and locked the door behind us, I looked at Sammi, she was shocked and sad for me. Soon Jinxx knocked -how did I know it was Jinxx? Because I recognize everyone's style of knocking!- Sammi gave me a questioning look but I just shook my head. 'Not yet. Just give me some time to deal with it!' I thought as I let my body fall on my bed and curled up on a pillow. I felt someone stroking my hair and looked up to see a sorry Sammi. I put my head on her lap and sighed.
“Do you like him?” she asked, I looked up and sighed again.
“I don't know, when I'm with him I feel in security, like nothing's gonna hurt me anymore. I don't feel like running away when he touches me...
-He did touch you?” she asked raising an eyebrow.

-No... Not as you're thinking! Just like hugs or my cheek! When he kissed me, I felt butterflies for the first time ever! And.. And now I'm wondering if he really felt the same..” I hugged her tightly, she was shocked first but then hugged back. Oh! Yes, it was the first time in almost a week since I hugged her!
I heard footsteps walking away and understood Jinxx had listened to our conversation... Or maybe it was Andy?

Notes

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@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true