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From Shapeless To Breakable **COMPLETED**

Chapter 17: Regrets?

Jinxx's P.O.V
'When I'm with him I feel in security, like nothing's gonna hurt me anymore... When he kissed me, I felt butterflies for the first time ever!'
Rebekah's words were haunting me, spinning in my head over and over. I couldn't stop thinking about it, what if I did a mistake? What if Andy was the one who could take her out of her shell? What if I was the one hurting her now?

Both Andy and I had been upstairs when she ran in her room, and both of us had listened to her saying how she felt with him. I couldn't help feeling jealous, she was my daughter, adopted or not I didn't give a damn, and I loved her as my daughter. But she seemed so far sometimes. For Sammi it was a bit easier as she was a female, she could understand things that I wouldn't even imagine. But still! Why Andy?

Andy was twenty three years old when she was seventeen -even if she didn't act like so...- , it meant only six years between them. Not enough for using it as an excuse! Then Andy had broken up with his last official girlfriend like six months ago, and since that he only had a few 'one night stand' with a good amount of girls now... He wasn't a 'man-whore' as Ashley yet! He wasn't hitting on every single lady he met! But he wasn't getting into serious relationship anymore... Juliet had badly broken his heart and since that he turned into a kind of 'Don Juan'. Playing around, hitting on the most difficult girl to only leave them behind when he finally had them... If you see what I meant!

I knew it was only his way to get rid of his pain, but I didn't want him to hurt Rebie. I knew the way I talked to him was mean, and I regretted it, but once again it was only to protect my daughter. She had been through a lot, even if she never talked about it, I could see it in her eyes. I couldn't help but wonder if he was serious about her, if he was just playing, if it was only for the challenge? He seemed to really care for her, especially yesterday, when she wasn't okay, he had been there for her. He didn't take advantage of her feeling bad, he only kissed her, nothing more...

When did Andy and her first kissed? She had been there for six days only! 'When I'm with him I feel in security' what a lucky bastard... Sammi and I could barely hug her and he could make her feel safe? Rebie had slowly opened herself to us, but it seemed each time we made one step forward, then something happened and we get two steps backwards... It was exhausting! We wanted to keep her, we wanted to help, but she kept on pushing us away.

What happened to her? Why was she so cold sometimes? What did people do her for her to react so violently to a hug? How did her parents die? She was stubborn, and when she decided to stay silent, we knew she wouldn't say a word no matter what... Why? She was only 17, what could had happened? She must have been pretty young when whatever it was happened, how could someone hurt a child? There was so many questions, and she was the only one knowing the answers, and she wouldn't tell us, and I knew it! Maybe Andy..?

What if I really did a mistake by separating them?

Andy's P.O.V
I woke up this morning with a terrible headache: I shouldn't have smoked that much! But I couldn't help it. Her words were in my head, hurting me again and again.
'When he kissed me, I felt butterflies for the first time ever! And.. And now I'm wondering if he really felt the same..'
Yes, I felt the same! I liked her, I wanted her with me, next to me.

'I'm disappointed. I never thought he would give up on me so easily' it constantly gave me a heartache. She was disappointed, the worse feeling she could have except hate... And it was my fault! I wonder if I should have tried, tried to explain, to argue with Jinxx. Maybe I wouldn't have to leave her today, she didn't even say goodbye, maybe I would be able to look at her like every night... Yes I kept doing it, yes I know it's creepy, no I wouldn't stop... I couldn't.
But I had to, I said I would go today, so I would. I took my things and drove to my -very empty- apartment.

I sighed as I walked in, I couldn't help thinking about Rebekah, I missed her already. I took my phone, should I text her? Would she reply? Maybe she was waiting for me to make the first move as I was the one moving away...
I sighed again and put the phone down. What could I tell her? I took the phone again, no matter what I said, at least I should say something!
Just when I was about to type I heard someone ringing, my heart started to beat faster... How stupid! It wasn't Rebie, it couldn't be... She didn't know where I lived and was in school now.

I walked to the door sighing, whoever it was, it wasn't Rebekah. And I only wanted Rebekah!
I opened the door and was shocked at who my visitor was...

Notes

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Comments

@I am your Shadow..
when the cutting happened

punk dancer punk dancer
12/3/14

@punk dancer
Urm.. Where are you in the story? I'm kinda lost with this comment o.O

you don't have to apologise for a part of life...it's gruesome, yes, but life isn't all rainbows and butterflies

punk dancer punk dancer
12/2/14

my name is Veronica too cx anyway I love the story I finished it in 2 days xb

@xI_am_your_shadowx
Its true