I Need You
Could It Be Her?
I took a long drag of my cigarette and breathed deep. Black Veil Brides were back in Pennsylvania, and out of all the hype of another concert, all I could think about was Kiara. I was outside the venue, and all I was doing was thinking about her. I saw her in this state two years ago. I wondered if she looked the same, if she sounded the same. And I hoped her laugh was still as cute as it was the time we met. But most of all, I wondered if she was thinking about me as much as I had been her.
As I was thinking, Ashley came outside and sat beside me. "Still thinking about her, dude?" he asked.
I sighed. "Always".
He patted my back and said "It'll be alright man, just think... you could see her again today. We are in Pennsylvania".
That gave me some hope. "I really hope so, dude" I replied.
There was a moment of silence, both of us puffing away on a cigarette."I'm going to go for a quick walk. I have to clear my head before the show, man" I spoke up.
"Hey, dude. I understand. Take your time. But not too much time, the show starts in two hours" Ashley smirked.
"Thanks" I said.
As I was walking away, I lit up another cigarette. I really didn't know where I was going, considering I don't live here. I don't know the streets of Pennsylvania. I needed to get my shit together for the band. I knew they could see my pain and I definitely didn't want that to interfere with our show. There was a lot to look at in Pennsylvania. New things. But the whole time I was walking, I was looking down. I was too thoughtful to look at all the street buildings and places. Nothing interested me right now, but seeing Kiara again. I understood that I was being really pathetic but I honestly couldn't help it. I was thinking about when Kiara and I met, when I smacked into a girl. She dropped her coffee and cell phone. I sighed really heavily because I felt like shit.
"Oh god, I'm really sorry. I should have been watching where I was going" I apologized.
"No, I was on my phone, I..." the girl trailed off. My head snapped to look at her.
"Kiara?"
As I was thinking, Ashley came outside and sat beside me. "Still thinking about her, dude?" he asked.
I sighed. "Always".
He patted my back and said "It'll be alright man, just think... you could see her again today. We are in Pennsylvania".
That gave me some hope. "I really hope so, dude" I replied.
There was a moment of silence, both of us puffing away on a cigarette."I'm going to go for a quick walk. I have to clear my head before the show, man" I spoke up.
"Hey, dude. I understand. Take your time. But not too much time, the show starts in two hours" Ashley smirked.
"Thanks" I said.
As I was walking away, I lit up another cigarette. I really didn't know where I was going, considering I don't live here. I don't know the streets of Pennsylvania. I needed to get my shit together for the band. I knew they could see my pain and I definitely didn't want that to interfere with our show. There was a lot to look at in Pennsylvania. New things. But the whole time I was walking, I was looking down. I was too thoughtful to look at all the street buildings and places. Nothing interested me right now, but seeing Kiara again. I understood that I was being really pathetic but I honestly couldn't help it. I was thinking about when Kiara and I met, when I smacked into a girl. She dropped her coffee and cell phone. I sighed really heavily because I felt like shit.
"Oh god, I'm really sorry. I should have been watching where I was going" I apologized.
"No, I was on my phone, I..." the girl trailed off. My head snapped to look at her.
"Kiara?"
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