Almost Unbreakable

I laid down on Andy and I's bed, holding my stomach. It had been a few weeks since I found out I was pregnant and I was throwing up almost everyday. I hated every minute of this, especially when I had to tell Peta2. Not because they fired me. Because they want me to be a spokes person for all pregnant women.

A natural birth is the right birth!

Oh fuck me, I know how much that's going to hurt.

Andy and I decided we weren't having a big wedding. We wanted to do it soon so next week we invited his parents down and some of our friends to come to the courthouse and witness the marriage.

Andy was staying home from the studio today since I was feeling extra sick. He was being so supportive through all this but I couldn't help but feel terrified that once this baby was born he was going to back out. I know he loves me and that he's my amazing boyfriend but it's always a mothers worry. Especially when the baby was not..intentional.

"Baby, you feeling alright?" Andy asked, coming into the bedroom. He was holding Crow and I giggled, before shaking my head. He frowned and put him down. "Need some cuddle time?" I nodded and he walked around the bed and slid in with me. He pulled me so his chest was against my back and his hand came up to rub my stomach. I closed my eyes and wrapped my hands around his.

"Andy?" I croaked out.

"Yes?"

"You won't.." I sighed, shaking my head. "You won't leave me when this baby is born right?" I felt his arms loosen and I turned so I was looking in his eyes.

"Daisy, I didn't date anyone for years because I loved you. I still love you. Even more than I did then. I'm head over heels for you! And now your carrying my child?" He shook his head, "I wouldn't leave you if my life depended on it. And you know my life almost did depend on it back when I was tied up in a room with a gun pressed to my head! If I didn't leave you then, why would I leave you now?"

"I don't know, it's just I've heard of other men leaving their girls.." I sighed.

"I would never." He said, placing a finger under my chin and making me look up at him. I pressed my lips to his and smiled.

"Thank you." I said, resting my head on his chest.

"I love you." He whispered against my lips and then moved down to my stomach. "And I love you so much. Almost as much as your mommy." I grinned as he kissed the flat stomach that was soon to be bigger.

"I hope it has your eyes." I said, softly.

"I hope it has your nose." He said.

"I hope it has your skin." I challenged.

"Well I hope it's got your hair!" Andy smiled, "Mostly because I'm not even sure what color mine is anymore..." I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck.

"Daisy, I've already talked to the guys about bringing the little one with us on the road. They don't care. John said he'd even help us!" He exclaimed. I smiled and placed a chaste kiss on his neck.

"Won't it be a little weird?" I chuckled.

"No." Andy shook his head. "The guys all agreed no messing with the back lounge, no trying to convince us to party. It will just be us and the baby, back there. We can even get a bed!"

"Okay." I smiled. He took my hand off from around his neck and kissed each of my fingers.

"We've got to think of what were going to tell my parents." I sighed, realizing they had no idea about the baby.

I giggled, "Suprise! I'm pregnant!"

He laughed, "Yeah that's it."

"We'll figure it out, baby." I said.

"I know."

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