Fifty Shades Of Andrew Biersack

The next day mom and I decided to do some shopping. I didn’t realize how much I’ve missed my mom and how much I’ve missed Seattle. I was ashamed to say that it had been almost 8 months since my last visit. To my relief everything was pretty much the same as it was when I left.

- “So, tell me about your boyfriend.” My asked me as we were in a store called Daisy that had the most beautiful dresses.
- “I don’t know if you could call him boyfriend, mom.” I muttered trying to stay clear of the subject that was Andy.
- “You’re seeing each other right? You like him, he likes you… what else do you need?” oh mom, if you only knew…
I sighed and answered my mom with a made up smile.
- “Oh come on, let’s go to the park and we can grab a drink at that beautiful place by the lake”
- “a drink now?!” I whined and looked at the clock who was just a little past two.
- “Oh come on! It’s six o’clock somewhere in the world!” I rolled my eyes and laughed at my mother. I can’t believe she’s 38 and still she’s acting like a teenager. I smiled as I realized how much I’ve missed my mother. I wish I could tell her everything that’s been going on for the past two months.

As we got to the small restaurant we took a seat at the porch next to the water. It was a gorgeous day and the sun caressed my face as my mother and I leaned backwards in the soft couch on the porch.
I jumped as my phone vibrated and I pulled it out of my pocket just to receive a message from Andy.

To: Nicole C
From: Andrew B
I should be mad at you for not answering my phone call yesterday.

To: Andrew B
From: Nicole C
You can be mad all you want. I’m a thousand miles away. I’m spending some time away from you and I’ll see you later this week. xoxo

To: Nicole C
From: Andrew B
Oh, later may be sooner than you think…

I wrinkled my nose and put the phone down. What the hell did he mean by that?
- “Can I get you anything miss?” a blonde female waitress asked as she passed by.
- “Uh, yes please can I get another mojito?”
- "Coming right up ma’am.”
I leaned back again and I felt my mom grab my hand.
- “Honey I’m so glad you decided to come out here!”
- “Me too mom.”
- “I’ve missed you so much. I can’t believe you got a new job!”
- “Yeah I know right! I might be going to warped tour this summer. To interview some bands.”
- “Here you go ma’m.” I grabbed the ice cold glass as my phone once again vibrated on the table.

To: Nicole C
From: Andrew B
Maybe you should take it easy with those drinks, miss Cox.

I threw myself up slamming the glass on the table.
- “SHIT!” I yelled and removed my sunglasses. …He’s here!
I looked around the park in panic trying to figure out where he was.
- “Honey are you alright?” My mom asked worried and sat up straight and put her hand on my arm.
- “He’s here…” I whispered more to myself than to my mother.
As I was scanning the surroundings I heard someone behind me clearing his throat. I turned around and there he was! Dressed in black jeans, a white baseball shirt and his black hair falling perfectly upon his face, removing his shades and looked down at me with an intense look.
- “Andrew…” I whispered in shock.
- “so nice to finally meet you mrs. Cox.” Andrew leaned down a bit and then reached for my mothers hand.
- “You must be Andrew.” She said and blushed.
- “Please, call me Andy. I’m Nikkis boyfriend” He said with a wry smile.
He’s my what?!
- “Well, I was just… hitting the ladies room anyway. Would you excuse me.” My mom got up and pressed herself past Andy. Almost a little too close.

Here I was. Left alone on a porch in the middle of a huge park with the man I never thought I’d see in Seattle.
- “What are you doing here, andy?”
- “You didn’t answer my call.” He said short and put his shades back on, looking at the view over the small lake.
I turned my head towards him. My heart skipped a beat as I rested my eyes on his face. His hair fell just below his eyes and he tenderly bit his lipring.
- “I’m staying at the Casa hotel for the night…” He turned his head towards the city where a large building was visible just at the edge of the park.
- “… I was hoping you’d join me for dinner tonight.” He smiled back at me.
- “If I do, will you leave me alone with my mother for the rest of the day?” I muttered and stared down at my hands.
- “If that’s what you want…” He panted as he lifted my head up with his finger, forcing me to meet his eye. Even behind his sunglasses I could see his deep blue eyes staring into mine.
I nodded as he placed a soft kiss on my cheek and stood up.
- “I’ll see you later tonight miss Cox.” He whispered and he left just as quickly as he had appeared.


For the rest of the day I was pretty bummed out. For the whole trip home I never mentioned a word about Andrew. But of course I should’ve figured out my mom was too interested to be shutting up about it.
- “I can definitely see that you’re into him.”
- “oh, mom…”
- “Such a shame I didn’t get to say goodbye. I would’ve loved to invite him to dinner tonight. Bob would definitely have loved to meet him, sweety.”
- “Yeah well, maybe next time, mom.”
Most of all I just had hoped that my mother and Bob would never meet Andy. They of all people would never understand how our relationship works. But yet again, they would never have a clue…

Notes

I AM SO SORRY!!
I am so so so truly sorry that this update has been so late!
I know I've promised so many times.

Meanwhile,
I saw bvb in stockholm! :D
Best fucking show ever! I got to hear Coffin live which is one of my favorite songs!
I had a "silent conversation" with ashley from the stage during the whole show.
I don't know what he was saying to me, but he pointed at me and he inca yelled stuff at me with the most adorable smile :)
Aaaand after the show I almost killed my friend who refused to stay after the show and join the after party with the guys. So, I was solo furious but I couldn't stay by my self since we weren't in our city and she had our subway tickets... I'll fucking kill her if she does that again that's for sure!

Anyhow, I hope you like the update :) I'm sorry if it's not as good as the rest,
I just kinda wanted to give you guys an update!
I have NOT abandoned this story!
<3 <3 <3