Help Me Save Me *Compleated*

Roslyn's P.O.V.

I woke up not knowing where I was and my ankle killing me, I also had an arm around me I turned a bit to see.... Andy!?!! I tried to move but I hit my ankle off something I screamed under my breath trying not to wake him up but that didn't work so well "are you okay" he asked sleepily "No its my ankle it really hurts" I told him, he shot up and looked at me "okay Ros I need you to tell me exactly how you fell last night" he said studying my face "I was facing my brother and he was yelling at me, he took a step closer and I think he steeped on my foot then pushed me down and then... I... um.... I don't remember" I told him flatly "we need to get you to the hospital" I looked at him in shock "No please no... I cant do hospitals please no" I told him hoping he would understand "we have to Ros, with your ankle and god knows what wrong with your head, we need to get you checked out" he said with a sadden voice I sighed and looked at him with tears brimming my eye "the last time I was at the hospital was when my p-parents and sister died I... I cant go back" I explained hoping he would change his mined "I'm sorry but you need to get checked out" he said softly, I just shook my head and tried to stand up, yeah that didn't work too well I stumbled backwards and grabbed onto the bed "A-Andy i cant se-see" I said before I was engulfed in darkness

Andy's P.O.V.

I was trying to coax Roslyn to go to the hospital but she was being stubborn, she stood up to try and walk away but lost her balance and grabbed the bunk "A-Andy I cant se-see" she said before falling to the ground "Ros?" I called no answer I jumped down to be by her side and shook her a little "Ros come on get up" I demanded hoping it would work "whats going on" I heard Jinxx ask from behind me "it's Ros she fell and wont get up got ell the driver to drive to the hospital" I said almost stumbling over my words he then ran to the front of the bus and told the driver exactly what happened and the driver took a sharp turn.

Ros's eyes were drifting in and out at least she was still fighting "don't worry Ros were almost there" I told her we were now out in the mane room and her head was in my lap as I was on the couch "I-I'm not going t-to make it" she stuttered I just stroked her hair and told her shed be fine, her breathing was getting shorter and staggered, we just pulled up to the hospital "Ash get her out side im going to get someone from inside" I yelled before running in side to get a nurse, I ran in frantic and out of breath "Are you okay" one nurse asked looking sort of scared "yeah.. I'm fine but its my friend something happened and she needs help" I told her before running back out side Ash had her arm slung around his shoulder and he was trying to keep her up right but then her face paled and she went limp in his arms I ran faster up to her "Ros open your eye's" I demanded "Ros please I cant loose you not yet" just then some one grabbed my shoulder I look to see a nurse standing there with a gurney, she got Ros on top of it and wheeled her inside I got as far as the 2 ER doors before I was stopped buy a tall man "I'm sorry you cant see her just yet we will let you know when she's out of surgery though" he said before pushing me back,

I just paced the floor for the hour and a half it took for her surgery, finally a tall brunet with long glossy hair came out "shes not awake yet but you can go in and see her if you want" she said sweetly before leading me to her room, I walked in to see Roslyn hoked up to all sorts of needles "so what exactly was wrong with her" I asked in a sorta monotone voice with some concern behind it "well she had a broken ankle, a fractured arm, and a slight concussion, shes okay for now but we wont know her full condition till she wakes up" she said before she left, I went and sat down beside the bed Ros was laying on "If only I had stopped you before you left, this would have never happened, this is technically my fault" I began to cry I didn't know what to do I might loose some one that I.... loved, she looked peaceful laying there but also lifeless he skin so pale and her lips were also fading I reached for her hand and squeezed it, then I just put my head down wondering what I could have done to prevent this but nothing came to mind.

Roslyn's P.O.V.

I was laying on a bed and some one definitely had my hand and was crying I turned my head a little to see.... Andy Biersack!!!???? well what the fuck was he doing hear "Andy?!!" I asked quite frighted on why he was there and why I was in the hospital his head shot up and his face was stained with tears "Roslyn oh my god your okay" he exclaimed before hugging me "why are you hear... wheres my brother.... why am I hear??" I asked in tears he gave me a look, something told me I knew him from somewhere... but where? just then a nurse came in "oh good your awake how are you feeling?" she asked bubbly "I'm fine but why am hear and why is Andy hear?.... wheres my brother?????" I asked in a upset tone "Roslyn do you remember anything?" the nurse asked me in a worried tone I just shook my head she sighed "you hit your head and broke you ankle your friend Andy brought you hear because you passed out on them and you had a concussion" I just sat there and then it hit me, my brother the concert my ankle it all came back to me. I felt tears streaming down my face my breathing was shortened and my hands were shaking... oh grate now a panic attack "are you okay" the nurse asked i shook my head, then Andy took control "I need you to go get some water" he demanded then crawled up onto the bed with me he looked me in the eyes and I stared in to his, they were so blue "Ros I need you to concentrate on my voice only, look at me and try to calm your self down" he told me as his hand moved circles on my back, it was working a little but not much he noticed and started to... sing?

:so hear my voice remind you not to bleed, I am hear a savior will be there when you are felling alone oh, a savior for all that you do so you live freely with out there harm:

pretty soon I was just silently crying on him clinging to his shirt he sat me up and made me drink some water "are you okay now?" he asked slowly "ye-yeah" I said and he smiled.

The doctor finally discharged me and I walked out hand in hand with Andy, to be honest he was the only one I could really remember when I walked on the bus and all eyes were on me, I clung myself to Andy and put my face into his chest trying to hide but I don't think it was working I felt his arms hug around me to show that it was alright, he walked me to the bunk aria and I relised then I had a cast on my leg "OH MY GOD!" I said making Andy jump "what what is it" he asked "I have a cast on my leg" I said looking up to his as if it were the best thing I have scene Andy just chuckled "yes, you have a broken ankle" he told me with sympathetic eyes, His eyes were just beautiful they were mesmerizing, he gave me another smile "you need your rest I will wake you up before we head into the concert" he said before walking away leaving me with my thoughts dammit why does every one do that I cant be alone.

A few weeks passed and I got my cast off we were heading to Michigan for a concert, we stopped some where to get food but I wasn't hungry "are you sure you don't want any food?" Andy asked looking at me worriedly "yeah I'm sure, im not that hungry" I said with a small smile he gave me a look then grabbed my hand "we will meat you guys inside" he called before leading me outside, we stopped behind the bus and he looked at me dead in the eyes "Ros... are you okay?" he asked worry coating his voice, even I had to think about that "ye-yeah" I answered quietly looking away from him he pulled my face and looked at me again "no... your not" he whispered quietly, and then... kissed me.

I couldn't describe the way the kiss felt It was amazing until "WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HEAR!??!!!" a screeching voice yelled Andy immediately pulled away to face a pissed Juliet "who is that" she said looking at me with a rude expression "Juliet this is Roslyn,... Roslyn this is Juliet" he said awkwardly "yeah... why were you kissing that slut? hmmm" she asked cocking her head a little "im just going to... uh leave now" I said quietly "yeah you do that" Juliet said glaring at me.

I walked away with tears in my eyes, I walked around the bus only to bump into Ashley again "Ros whats wrong what happened?" he asked I just looked up at him and shook my head and walked away. I was walking for about an hour until I came to a pier, I walked over to it and just leaned against the railing thinking to my self why bad stuff always happens to me the I remembered the words my brother always yelled at me :your a good for nothing bitch, that's all you'll ever be, no one will ever love you: and it all made sense my brother was right I don't deserve love, Just then I heard my name being called I turned to see Andy great.... "Roslyn oh my god I have been looking everywhere for you" he said slightly out of breath "cool" I said with sadness I was looking down at the water not even paying attention to Andy I was thinking how easy it would be to just jump off and get carried away by the tide he then asked a random question "do you still do it?" he asked braking the silence I looked at him weirdly "do what" I asked "when I first met you the night of the concert, you showed me your scares and burns... are you still doing that to yourself?" I gave him a sad look and then looked away again "Ros tell me your not" he said tears threatening to spill, I just broke there "I... I'm sorry" I croaked falling to my knees in tears I felt his arms snake around me rocking me back and forth and rubbing my back "shhh it's okay Ros, im going to help you through this, you will be okay" he told me before I blacked out from crying....

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