Help Me Save Me *Compleated*

Roslyn's P.O.V.

YESS!!! to day is finally the day that I get to go to the Black veil brides concert oh my god I've been waiting 4 months for this and its finally hear, I went and got dressed and prayed my brother was not hungover because if he was well... I'll say good by now, I slowly crept down the stairs and into the living room and to my surprises he had a smile "good morning" he said full of joy "why are you so happy" his smile quickly faded when I asked the question "what am I not aloud to be happy when I beat your dumb ass?" he asked anger raising in his voice "N-no that's not what I meant" i whispered then he came up and slapped me, the concert started at 7 and went till 9 it was only 12:00 now so I had to deal with him beating me for 7 hours.... actually I don't think so, I finally have had enough "STOP!!! YOU MOTHER FUCKER STOP!!!!!!" I yelled he looked at me in shook on what I had just done I leaped up and punched him in the face making him stumble backwards and braking the Coffey table "you little fucking BITCH!!!" I relised what I had done and ran out of the house to the car luckily I had my car keys "Your going to pay for this I WILL KILL YOU" I heard him scream but I didn't look back I got in the car and drove to the concert hall.

On my way there I turned on the radio and Done for you by black veil brides came on and tears started to form in my eyes I pulled up to the venue and got out of my car and just sat there on the ground waiting for the concert to begin it was only 2 so I had like 5 hours till it begun so I sat there on YouTube watching Andy Sixx videos and Chance and Andy videos, along with girls reactions to meting black veil brides I knew that I wouldn't get to act like that because they wouldn't dare walk up to me I mean come on I'm ugly. I then got a text from my brother

Zack: your fucking ass is road kill after the concert I will meat you right at the gates

Me: what If I don't show up?

Zack: I will find you and the next time people will see you will be in a coffin

Me: you wont be able to find me I brought my own car

Zack: I will find you...

I deleted and blocked his number so he couldn't contact me any more, It was now like 4:00 I still had ALLOT of time till the concert began so I got up and walked around the outside of the venue for a bit, I walked for about an hour until I bumped into someone and tripped and fell ( it was my fault I was watching lighting thundersteni on my phone "hey are you ok Im sorry" the tall man asked... "Yah im ok its my fault I wasn't paying attention" I said looking down not wanting to be scene I was embarrassed "so you like black veil brides I see" he questioned "yeaahhh Andy and Ashley are my favorite but Jinxx, CC, and Jake are cool to" I told him... god his voice was so familiar "yeah there pretty cool to hang with" he laughed I look up suddenly "O-Oh my god your Ashley!!!" I squealed he smiled and nodded, he held out his hand so I could get up "are you going to the show tonight?" he asked "yepp" I replied "aren't you hear a little early then I mean the show doesn't start for another 2 hours" he asked in a sorta concerned tone "its okay im used to being places on my own for long periods of time" I trailed off at the end "Ashley!" I heard some one yell and Ash turned around and I recognized who it was it was Andy "Ash; CC, Jinxx, and Jake need your help with some things" he said sorta out of breath then he looked over at me "who's this?" he asked looking back at Ashley "this is Roslyn" he said pointing at me, Andy looked at me with his bright blue eyes and smiled "okay but Ash they really need you, I'll sat hear and keep her company" Andy said taking his focus away from me "okay" and Ash was off "so how old are you?" Andy asked me with a smile "I... I'm 18" I said quietly he smiled as if he wanted that answer "so why are you hear so early with no one around?" he asked "I'm used to being on my own allot, I like it allot better" he gave me a sad smile "so do your parents know your hear tonight?" he asked "um not exactly..." I said sadly "so you snuck out" his face looking shocked "NO!" I said immediately "then what happened" he asked curiously "my...... my parents died when I was four, I've been living with my br-brother" I told him quietly "oh im sorry I didn't know, but it must be fun living with your brother" he said trying to comfort me "no its not" my voice was cracking ;grate I'm going to start crying soon; "why" his face growing with concern "can you keep a secret?" I asked hoping he'd say yes "It depends on how bad it is" Andy replied "No... no I need to know that you wont tell ANYONE" I told him, holding back tears "okay what is it" his voice now had worry in it "my brother....... my brother H-hits me..........." that's when I broke down and started to cry then he pulled me in for a hug, then Ash came out "The sound check is starting we have to go" and looked at me and gave me a sad smile "I want you to meat me right hear after the show" he told me "um okay" I said blushing a bit ;stop that he doesn't love you he just wants to talk to me about my life;


Andy's P.O.V.

Ash had just came out and told me that our sound check was on, I looked back at Ros and told her to meat me right hear after the show, as she was walking away I saw scars on her wrist I wanted to say something but Ash called me again so I walked back as Roslyn walked away "yo whats wrong?" Ash asked as soon as he saw the expression on my face "I can't say i promised" I told him hoping he would understand, he gave me a look and then he said fine and we continued with sound check

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We were performing the last song of the night and my eyes could only lay on Roslyn, I could tell she was crying by the way the lights hit her cheek, "I WILL FIGHT, YEAHHHHHHHH" we had just finished savior "Thank you guys for coming tonight this has been the best start to a tour EVER" I stated before walking off stage to wash off the warpaint that had smeared during the concert, it was soo damn hot up there, after we were done I walked out to see Ros standing there she saw me and quickly wiped tears away "hey you okay" I asked her worriedly "ye-yeah" she told me sniffing back tears "whats wrong?" I asked her knowing that she was not okay "my brother is whats wrong" she said sadly "what exactly does he do to you" my voice getting slower "he... he hits me and punches me.. and he calls me a bitch slut, and makes me feel worthless" her voice cracking because of the tears "look at me you are not worthless your perfect in your own way" I told her confidently "perfect?!?!" she asked "I'm anything but perfect" she continued "how are you not perfect" I asked out of curiosity, she looked me dead in the eyes then took her bracelets I looked down to see multiple cuts on her wrist and burns on the other "does this look like perfect to you!?!?" she asked me, I lifted her chin with my index finger and did something that even shocked me; I leaned in and kissed her it lasted for a good 10 seconds until she pulled away "uh I have to go if I don't now my brother will kill me" she left before I could even say goodbye but then I realized she dropped her hat and i had to return it...

Roslyn's P.O.V.

'He just kissed me wow' that's all that was going though my head, it was already quarter pas nine shit my brother expected me home by now, I turned the corner to see a severely pissed of Zack "WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN" he boomed at me "I... I got held back so... sorry" I tried to seem not afraid but that failed "now.... for what you did earlier" he said taking a small step forward "you're going to regret you were ever born" he roared at me, his voice echoing through the parking lot "guess what... I already have" I told him then he pushed me so hard that my head bounced off the pavement and made me instantly dizzy, then he plopped down hard on my hips and started to choke me I kicked and wiggled to try to get free of his grip but it wasn't working, I could feel my self slipping in to the darkness "noo!" I heard 2 male voices yell... i couldn't identify them but that's when the darkness took me over.

I knew I wasn't dead for the mere reason I could hear every thing but I knew I could't breath, I felt someone pushing down on me chest then breathing into my mouth trying to get my lungs working again "come on Ros come on, I know you're not dead" finally I sat up gasping for air and squeezing someones arm "hey it's ok your ok" his deep voice said softly "A-Andy?" I asked in terror not knowing if my brother was around "yeah its me you're ok" he said rubbing my back "wha-what about my brother?" I asked tightening my grip on his arm "Ash took care of him" he whispered in to my ear "I have to get home" I said before I got up only to fall back down in dizziness "your coming with us" Andy said seriously "no... no I cant... my broth-" I got cut off " your brothers going to jail" I looked up at him in shock "really" I asked with relief "I wouldn't lie to you" he said helping me up "OW" I screeched before going back to the ground "what?!?" Andy asked in panic "my ankle I think I sprained it" I wined, he then piked me up slung my arm over his shoulder and walked to the bus.

"who is that" CC asked as soon as we walked on the bus "Its.... shes Roslyn" Andy said helping me to a bunk "now we need to check your ankle" he said turning on a light above him "um yah no that means taking off my pants and that's not happening" he gave me a look, then I caved "fine but the curtain gets closed and only you see" I said like a child, he nodded and closed the curtain then I took off my pink pants when he saw my legs he gasped probably at how fat the were he studied my legs long and hard why'll tracing bruise after bruise "did he...?" I just nodded he then got back on track and checked my ankle... it was brown and purple and very swollen he tried to move it but I screeched he gave me a look that said sorry "were going to have to got to the doctors" he said sympathetically "but for now you need to get some sleep" he told me as he tossed me one of his shirts and kissed me on my forehead then walked away.

oh my god I'm living with black veil brides...

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