Love Like War (Andy Biersack Love Story)

My parents were shocked when I approached them. I actually shocked myself. This unreal to me my brother but its the only thing that would help me get through it, and not try to kill myself.

Before entering the school grounds I plug in my ear phones blasting shut up by simple plan.

I walked in and eyes were on me, wide eyed and mouths open. I wore my brother's black Pantera shirt, his red skinny jeans and his blue Vans sneakers.

This day is going to rule. I am sure of it. Its road trip time.

"Freak!" Razor push me to the locker with a huge grin.

"Hello to you too Razor." I say straightening my top.

Razor walks up to me brushing the hair out of my face. "If you tell anyone I screwed your brother I will bend you over, that's a promise."

"I won't."

He punch me hard in the gut throwing me on the floor. "Welcome back fag!" He laughs walking to his friends.

Carl ran up to me helping me up. "Matty?"

"Thanks."

"Uh why do you look like Jamie?" He question eyeing me impassively.

"Long story, see you tomorrow."


Two hours later we are on our way to LA. I sat in the back just gazing at the palm trees.

"Yo freak!" Miley yells throwing a piece of paper in my face.

"Yes?"

"You trying to be lesbo now, looking like your burn in hell ass brother?"

I did not respond.

"Of course she is lesbian, I mean look at her. Who wants to fuck her." Kayla snaps giving me the stink eye.

•three days before the suicide.•

Jamie got yet again pushed on the ground by Razor. "Watch wear you are going faggot."

"Uh.huh." Jamie grumbles helping me up from the floor as well. "You okay Matty?"

I nod slowly bowing my head. "You can't beat me all you want but don't you dare touch my sister."

Razor looks around wanting an audience. "You threatening me bitch."

"Leave her alone!" Jamie spat out grabbing my arm pulling me away from razor.

"Why does he hate us?" I ask.

"His father beats him, and his mother is a druggie." He answered.

"Wait," I stop in my tracks. "How do you know?"

"Uh, well let just say I know a little bit about something that can make me awesome."

"The little black book." I whisper.

"Yep." He smiled. "No one is going to touch you as long as I have that book. I can make the bullies at this school a living hell."

"Why not use it?"

He smirked and shook his head. "Why stoop to their level,I am better than them."

•END OF FLASH BACK•

I still don't know where the little black book is. Mayem don't know, neither does Carl. Just Jamie, and now he is dead.

Two days ago I found a letter addressed to me, from my brother. I never even opened it. I am to scared. I don't want to know, but I do. The letter is my only proof that my brother is alive, if I read it I know he will be for good Dead.

If I can get that book I can end destruction for good at our school.

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