Love Like War (Andy Biersack Love Story)

What were black veil brides doing in my house on my sofa?

I came in with a huge grin, this is unreal who would of thought I Matinee Collins would be in the presence of Legends, saviors and non the les beautiful handsome extremely hot men.

"What are you doing here?" I question.

"We wanted to see if you were okay," andy shrugs. You know after what happen."

Oh? "Your face look okay." I grumble nervously playing with my knotted fingers.

"It does, you did a good job." My dad says with a wink towards Andy. "Any way, I need to get to work, pumpkin lock up after the leave okay?"

I nod as my dad gave me a quick kiss goodbye, he walked out leaving my stunned alone in a room full of fallen angels.

"As you can see I am fine." I stated crashing on the sofa next to Jinxx.

"You kicking us out?" Ashley asks confused.

"Yes, I mean no, I don't know it is just weird having my brother's favorite band here." I admitted.

"What was Jamie like?" Andy asks sipping on his beer.

"Amazing, when he walked into a room the whole room lights up with sun, he always made me laugh, I miss him so much." I whisper tears dripping down my pale hands. "He would of freaked."

Your not alone by Of mice and men blasted from my jean pocket. I slide open my phone seeing it a text from Carl.

Carl Mayson- outside xoxo

Matty- come on in!

I locked my phone and throw it on the sofa. "Be right back." I say walking to my father's library.

•6 days before the suicide•

"You only get one shot so go fucking nuts!" Jamie sang twirling around in dad's chair.

"I just purchased our black veil brides tickets, will arrive in a week or so!" I yell jumping on my father's desk.

"I want to ask Mayem to marry me." My head immediately shot up.

"You have been together for three years." I agreed.

"Maybe at the BVB concert?"

"Definitely, it will be legendary, hey you don't have a Suicide Silence cd, did you buy one?" I point to the large stereo in the back.

"Nah, Carl let me borrowed his, knowing me-"

"You won't return it." I stated the obvious.

"Know me too well little sister." He smirks.

I grab the cd cover off the desk scanning through it, "Man here are some pretty sick songs on here."

"What are you two doing in here?" My father startle both of us.

Both I and Jamie turn with a huge smile. Dad sighs and nodded. "Don't smoke in here." He warns with a grin walking back out.

"We should totally smoke in here!" Jamie bellows, his eyes lighting up.

"No!" I laugh shaking my head, "let's get some pizza."

•end of flash back.•

"Hey you okay?" I twirled around seeing Andy.

"Oh, just thinking." I say waving around.

"Your friend is here, is he a bit sick he just stared at us."

I giggle shaking my head side to side. "No, he is a huge fan of you."

"Ah." He chuckles. This is so weird, I just nodded and storm out of the library back to the living room. "Hey carl, suicide silence." I say waving the cd to and fro.

"Thanks," he grabs the cd and bit down on his bottom lip. "Dude Black veil brides are standing behind you." Carl whispers.

I turn my head to the guys and than back to Carl. "Oh yeah, I know right." I scoff.

"Anyway I will talk to you soon, I need a drink." He says walking dumb stuck out of the house.

I turn back to the guys with a soft yet grim expression. "You sure you okay Matinee?" Jake asks worried.

"Yes, thank you for saving me."

"You saved your self, you punch really hard for a chick." CC spoke.

"Thanks, I mean I will take that as a compliment."

"We need to go." Andy groans.

"Oh, uh okay." I wish they could stay.

I walked them out giving each a quick a hug. "Stay safe."

"Will try!" Ashley yells running to the black Van.

Andy bite his lip going up and down like a penguin"So uh, bye."

"Yeah I guess, bye."

He leaned in and goes back again, leaning in a again he kissed my cheek.

What was that?

He walked to the Van and I could not help but let out a soft groan.

As told I locked the front door and strolled to my room.

"Nop, uh huh I am not in love. Not in love." I say to myself trying to overcome this situation that I might be falling hard deep and complete in love with him. I came to the mirror seeing my brother's photo attach to it. I ripped off the photo scanning it through. We look so much alike. He just had shorter hair.

No.

Yes.

"Can I?"

I open the drawer grabbing the scissors slowly raising it up to my hair.

"Maybe this could help me." I begin to cut and cut as my hair fall down the ground.


Grabbing the bleach I begin to whiten my hair, Jamie's hair was natural black, black as the night. My hair was brownish black now, but I want to be like my big brother.

A few hours later I finished. Throwing away all my clothes in a trash bag and throw it in the basement, And grab Jamie's clothes, all of it.

I grab my old blue contacts lenses and put it in.

I turn back to the mirror and what I saw shocked me.

"Hi I am-"

I shook my head slowly clearing my throat. "Hi I am Jamie Collins."

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