Love Like War (Andy Biersack Love Story)

LA so amazing. I breath in the cool fresh air. My dream to live here and just be free.

"Three hours. If you are not here than we will go without you. Remember five thousand word essay. Make notes!"

Three hours alone. Wow.

I walked away from the group. Knowing the girls will hit the beach and shopping!

While the guys... I don't know what they will do.

But what I will be doing now is go to the place where I know I will belong.

Warped tour.

Main reason why I came in the first place. Not for history but warped tour.

~thirty minutes later~

I gave my ticket the guard and went in. All smiles and tattoos welcomes me.

I strolled around hearing the sound of Asking Alexandria on the main stage. Prophecy, one of my all time favorite songs.

Ashley purdy passed me with a smile not even knowing its me.

I gave a giggle and walked towards All time low merch table.

Next was Crown The Empire and pierce the veil.

I stood dead in my tracks seeing Andy at the merch table. I march towards him with a smile.

"Hey man what can I do for you."

Man?

"Uh I just wanted to say hi, you signed everything already."

Jinxx looked up shocked.

"Wow, you look so familiar." He grumbles.

"Maybe you saw me at a concert." I say.

"No, uh. You looked like my friends brother."

He consider me as a friend? Don't cry. " I will Take that as a compliment." I say in a lower pitch voice.

"Matty?" I twirled around seeing Edward. Huh.

Edward was my brother's best friend. He moved away after junior year.

"Oh my god Matinee Collins you have grown!" He yells picking me up swinging me around. "God you look just like Jamie."

Edward looked just like Ben Bruce from AA. Minus the British accent and the long hair.

Not to mention Eddy was my first boyfriend.

"God I am stupid." Andy mutters.

"Why did you not tell us you coming?"

"Last minute idea I guess." I whisper eyeing Edward, he looking confused as hell.

"Edward I would like you to meet Black Veil Brides, guys this was my brother's best friend."

Eddy gave a half wave still dumbsruck.

"I uh need to go, but I will be at home in two days. We should hook up while I am home."

"Deal." I gave him a quick hug and say goodbye.

Turning my attention back to guys they also looking confused. "Matty, why you dressed like Jamie?"

"Uh," I don't know what to say.

"Matty." Andy's voice full of warning.

"After you left I could not take it anymore. I missed him so much I need to be with him and that's this," I waved up and down my body. "Was the only way I could, or it was death."

"Come here for a second." Andy says.

I nod following him. We came behind a bus.

"Take off your jacket."

Huh?

"Why?"

"Take off your damn jacket."

I just step back. His face expression scaring the living shit out of me.

"Fine." He snaps grabbing my arms pulling up my sleeves.


"No! What are you--"

"Really? After everything you have been through you turned to this?"

"Andy, you are hurting me." I pleaded as he presses his thumb on my new scar.

"Its suppose to hurt." He growls eyeing me.

"If you going to cut, I will begin as well."

That threw me off guard and on my ass.

"Why do you care?"

He arch his brow and shook is head. "You. Me. We in this together."

A sudden flashback occurred as Andy says those words.


•Two days before the suicide•

"Jesus, Matty!" Jamie came in like a hero barging through the bathroom door.

Me on the floor, blood all around me, blade in one hand.


Jamie pulled around a cloth on my arm putting pressure on it. "I know its the way you cope but I am here, this scars will be forever on your wrist. It will show you where you have been and where you are going, don't end your life and never know where you actually going, you will be dead and in hell." He spats out flipping his hair out of his gorgeous face.

"You. Me. We in this together." He whispers pulling me in for a tight hug. "Forever."

•End of flash back•

"Do you promise me Matinee?"

"Promise what?" Tears begin to build.

"That you won't do this."

I nod slowly as it finally pours down my cheeks.

"Come here angel." He whispers pulling into a hug.

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