Cutting courage*On hold*

Skylar~~

On the way home I started to feel more tired I couldn't keep my eye's open, my head was nodding off "Sky, Sky you have to stay with me were almost home, DAMN IT SKY DON'T QUIT ON ME" I slowly opened my eye's again "I- I'm trying" I said weakly,he put his hand on my knee "A-Andy... I can't" I said barely audible "shh yes you can were hear" he said as he got out of the car and came to my side, lifting me up and carrying me inside my house, he brought me to my bathroom and started to clean my arm up, I winced at the pain "sorry" he whispered, he wrapped my arm up and we just sat there in silence for what felt like hours "I-I'm sorry" I said quietly he looked up with a pained expression "A-Andy. I-I'm just so so sorry" I sobbed he wrapped me in a hug "it's okay baby, I'm the one who should be sorry, I wasn't there when you needed me, I'm the one who didn't return your calls or reply to you texts, it was my fault non of it was your fault" he exclaimed while he hugged me I just bawled on his shoulder babbling nonsense, I was getting more and more upset and his grip tightened "Sky, you need to calm down, you're to send your self in to a panic attack" he whispered in my ear, My breathing was deep and shallow I just griped onto him tighter and he lifted me up onto his lap and started to rock me back and forth...

"Those times in life we learn to try, with one intention
Of learning how and when we'll die, but we can't listen
I wish to God I'd known that I, I didn't stand a chance
Of looking back and knowing why, or pain of circumstance

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm

So here's my song I wrote in time, when it was needed
Through pain of heart or loss of mind, your burdens lifted
You aren't alone just know that I, can't save our hearts tonight

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
Let's face today
You're not alone

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
Let's face today
You're not alone

You're not alone
We'll brave this storm
Let's face today"

Andy sung quietly in my ear till I was calm "sky, baby, are you okay?" he asked quietly I just nodded, he lifted me up and carried me to my-... er... our bed? and we drifted off in to sleep.

-later that day... around 12:00 PM-

Andy left at some point he said something about grocery's, so now I sit hear alone looking for a good show to watch suddenly I hear the door opening thinking it's Andy I run up to the door, I was going to give him a hug but I get greeted with a punch to the side of the head blacking out immediately...

I woke up in the basement of my old house my sister Addie yelling my name over and over again every inch of my body was in pain I could barley move my phone started to buz and I checked the message(s) all 13 from Andy 10 text's and 3 I knew I couldn't reply back because of my dad and mum then my phone started to ring again this time it wasn't on silent but it was Andy so I answered "Andy!!!!" I cried "Sky baby where are you" he asked "m-my dad go-" "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING BITCH?" my dad yelled I hung up my phone and stuffed it in my pocket "no-nothing" I lied he gave me a disgusted look and dragged me up the stairs by my hair and Addie by her arm "daddy!! no!!! let me go!!!!" Addie screamed, he slung us down to the ground and started to beat me.

Andy~~

\i have been calling Sky all day and she has not been answering, I was so worried just when I was about to give up on calling she answered "Andy!!!" she sounded terrified yet relived to hear from me "Sky baby where are you" I asked "m-my dad go-" "WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING BITCH" her dad cut her off by yelling then the line went dead "Sky?"... no reply "SKYLAR!!!??" shit shit shit shit SHIT wait where did she say she was..... her parent's..... fuck where did they live. I thought for about 20 minutes before I actually remembered I ran out the door as fast as humanly possible and drove to her parents house.

Skylar~~

I was lying on the cold wood floor of the living room trying to protect my sister from our dad our mum just sat back and laughed, then it was her turn to beat me, she got half way through her beating when my dad pulled out a gun "NO.. no dad please no" he lifted the gun up and shot it, I screamed but then noticed that nothing happened "next time it will be you! then there was a knock at the door and our mum went to answer it, our dad shoved the gun in his back pocket and peaked around the corner and then quickly picked me up bringing me to this closet tying my hands and putting a gag in my mouth to keep me quiet, then he walked away closing the door I was starting to get dizzy from the loss of blood but I had to keep fighting, maybe just maybe, Andy will come to save me, and to my avail I heard his voice.

"Where the hell is she?" Andy asked angerly "there's multiple she's in this house you have to be more specific" our dad retorted sarcastically "you know god damn well who i'm talking about no where is Skylar!" my dad chuckled "oh... too bad, too late, she's already dead" my dad lied "you sick bastard how could you kill your own daughter? you make me sick" Andy spat my dad laughed "just like this" my dad stated then I heard a gun click... oh shit "put the gun down" Andy said shakily "get out of my house and I wont shoot" my dad said coolie then I heard some one get slapped "bitch" Andy gasped I'm guessing my mum slapped him, then there was a hole bunch of noises and yelling I couldn't make out a single word I then heard two gun shots one after another and I screamed out through the gag.... Andy and Addie... dead, I'm next.

I heard the front door open and what sounded like a car door closing then I heard foot steps coming up the stairs I was sobbing and then I realized that my head was bleeding and my ribs were no doubt broken I was starting to get dizzier as the foot steps came nearer but they didn't sound heavy like my dad's but they weren't as light as my mums or Addie's, that could only leave one person.... Andy, "Sky?.... Skylar...Skylar please I know your not dead where are you" he was searching for me... I heard him drop to his knees "Damn it Sky I loved you I'm sorry I couldn't protect you" I tried getting the gag out but couldn't so I decided to scream the best I could... It came out muffled but did it's job because the next thing I know is the closet is flooded with light "Oh my god!!!, Sky baby" Andy exclaimed dropping to hi knees and untying my hands and removing the gag from my mouth "I'm so sorry this happened to you"he said while hugging me, a sharp pain went through my stomach and I cried he jumped back "m-my r-ribs" I could barley breath, he lay me down flat on the floor and lifted my shirt "Sky..." Andy gasped lightly touching my bruised stomach "we have to get you to the hospital" he said picking me up bridal style "Andy, wh-what about Addie" I asked "don't worry shes fine she's in the car just relax" I listened and curled up into him moment's later a car seat replaced Andy's arms he tried buckling me in but it hurt, he kissed my forehead and got in to the driver side it was getting really hard for me to hold on "Andy" I said weakly he turned to look at me "i'm not going to make it" I coughed "yes you are Sky just keep fighting, but the fight got to hard, and darkness won, the last things I heard from Andy were "Sky were almost there don't quit on me, not yet" then nothing.

Notes

I had a complete different chapter but I lost it, I had half of this one saved so I just recreated the hole other half but it still works hope you like it!