Cutting courage*On hold*

Skylar~~

As soon as I fell asleep I drifted into a nightmare...

**I was running home back to my parent's I knew I was late but that's only because the bitches at my school tried to drowned me in the fountain out front of the school, I was cold wet and sore, as soon as I entered the house I got greeted with a slap to the face "where were you, you ungrateful little twat?" my dad yelled at me "I-I had to stay after school for a c-club meeting" I lied he scowled at me "you lying little bitch" he roared before punching me in my stomach causing me to double over in pain "st-stop" I cried clutching my stomach "no bitch your going to die tonight" just as he brought his hand up to punch me the front door bursts open and Andy comes rushing in, my dad drops me and lunges for Andy but he swiftly moves out of the way helping me to my feet then running out the door with me, leading us to his car.

We were speeding down the highway "Andy slow down pleas" I begged "not yet, not till I know we have lost them" he argued I saw a stop light up ahead "Andy..." no response "ANDY STOP" I yelled as my parents car shot out in front of us, he hit the brakes and we flew forward... thank god for seat belts, as the car came to a halt the first words that came from Andy were "on my god Skylar are you okay i'm so sorry" I was just in pure shock,he undid his seat belt and turned to face me but before he could get one word out my door flew open and a pair of arms grabbed me I was flailing and kicking "Andy" "Andy no please don't let them take me" I cried Andy jumped out of the car running to me he grabbed my out stretched arm and tried to pull me into his protective arms but it failed, I some how managed to get out of my dads grip and into Andy's I couldn't stop crying, just then I heard a gun cock and shoot seconds later a sharp pain went through my spine "A-Andy" I gasped "NO" I heard him yell, things got quieter "That bitch deserves it" my dad spat, now all I could hear was Andy "please.. please don't leave me"..

then the scene changed and I was face to face with my Ex Danny "hey little slut" he cooed I tried to crawl away but he stomped on my back and caused me to flop down on my stomach he flipped me around so I was facing him, he got a hold of my face and violently pushed his lips to mine I was kicking and screaming suddenly I heard Andys voice again and I came back to realty**

"SKYLAR!" Andy shouted as he shook me violently I sat up screaming and crying and Andy brought me up onto his lap making 'shushing' sounds "Sky.. it's okay it was only a dream your okay, I'm hear just breath "A-Andy t-they t-tried t-to take m-me" I cried into his chest, he just hugged me tighter "no one is going to take you, your safe with me it's okay" he said while rocking me back and forth "baby you need to calm down" he said as he kissed my temple "A-Andy?" I asked shakily "yeh?" he questioned I started to freak "n-never mind it was a stupid question because I know what the answer is" I said as I got up from his lap and headed out my door to the living room on my way there I caught a look at the time 4:45 in the morning...

I sighed to myself as I curled up on the couch with my batman blanket I heard foot steps coming down the hallway... just grate hes going to make me tell him what I was trying to avoid... telling the truth then getting hurt, he came over and sat in the chair next to the couch he sighed "what were you going to ask me?" he asked uneasily "It's not important" I lied... to be 100% honest it was really important I was in love with my best friend for fuck sake's "I know that's not true, and you know I can tell when your lying... now spill" he ordered "no Andy I don't want to" I said as I curled further into my blanket "why not? what happened to telling each other everything, nothing got by either of us, we were an open book, what happened, we used to tell each other who we liked, and now i feel like were strangers" he raised his voice a little "YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED YOU MOVED AWAY I GOT LEFT HEAR WHILE YOU WERE OUT TOURING WITH YOUR BAND, AND NOT ONCE DID YOU THINK TO CALL" I started to stand up "DID YOU EVER THINK OF HOW THAT MADE ME FEEL? DID YOU EVER ONCE STOP AND THINK 'OH I WONDER HOW SKYLAR IS DOING I SHOULD TEXT HER TO FIND OUT' PROBABLY NOT, YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED WHILE YOU WERE GONE? MY MUM AND DAD CAME OVER DAILY AND BEAT ME FOR NO FUCKING REASON, THEY WOULD CALL ME A SLUT AND A WHORE AND A BITCH, FUCK ANDREW I EVEN TRIED TEXTING YOU AFTER THE BEATING BUT YOU NEVER ANSWERED OR PICKED UP SO FINAL I JUST GAVE UP ON EVERYTHING" I yelled, his face was drawn blank "Sky I-I didn't know "there's allot you don't know" I scoffed "and the person I like well hes to blind to even see it, he may be smart, funny, witty, and have the most amazing eyes.. but he has changed" I sighed, he looked up at me with his gorgeous eye's fuck his eye's "who is it you like" I sighed angerly "YOU... it's you, but it's obvious you don't feel the same way so... whatever" I scoffed before grabbing my keys and running out the door with tears falling from my eye's, I heard Andy's voice calling my name but I kept running I didn't know where I was going but I didn't care, soon I came to a stop and realized it was an ally way with broken glass all over the place, I wanted it so bad right now, and who is there to stop me even if Andy found me he would just bring me to the hospital, the'll patch me up, give me a prescription for anti depressants, get me a concealer and send me on my way Andy will be extra careful with my emotions and say he loves me too when it's all just an act of pity on me because he feels bad, I hadent even realized it but I already had the glass in my had marking up my wrists yet again "Stop!!" a familiar voice rang.. I knew it wasn't Andy's because it wasn't deep enough but I ignored it and made another one, the glass was soon yanked from my hand and thrown across the ally, I looked up to see Ashley standing there with a pained expression on his face "I found her" he called out loudly and soon after the rest of the guys appeared Andy looking the most hurt, he started to walk closer and Ashley left with the others "Sky, I'm so sorry I... I am an idiot you're right I should have answered your text's I should have called you back when you called, I am blind I couldn't see how bad you were hurting, but now I do and all I'm asking for is a chance, a chance to love a amazing beautiful girl like you, you deserve better I know but if you could just give me a chance that's all I want because the truth is Sky I-" I cut him off by kissing him, I took him by surprises but he soon melted in to it he licked my bottom lip and I gaped my mouth a bit letting him enter, when we parted he stared into my eyes and I stared back "love you" he continued after catching his breath "so... is that a yes?" he asked I nodded "yes, its a yes" I smiled and he helped me up "now lets go clean you up" he said as he picked me up bridal style and brought me to his car.
Hes... FINALY... mine

Notes

I feel like my story sucks.... eh oh well I love writing xD