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Cutting courage*On hold*

Your stronger then this

Andy~~

We were on our way to the hospital and I was trying to keep Skylar with me, she then went pale and limp and I knew she wouldn't make it with me driving so I pulled over, I got out my phone and called an ambulance, I pulled sky onto my lap and checked her pulse it was faint but there, I pushed some hair out of her face "sky please... please don't die" her eye's slowly started to open and a wave of happiness rushed over me "A-Andy, w-what's happening" she asked weakly "an ambulance is coming just stay with me hun, that's all you have to do" she nodded and tried to keep her eye's open "Skywer?" Addie asked from the back seat "I-I'm okay Addie" Skylar choked out I shushed her, I heard sirens in the back ground and I let out a sigh if relief as I saw it come into view. I opened the door and brought Skylar and let the paramedics take her.

I followed the ambulance to the hospital, I got there and got Addie out bringing her into the hospital with me "Is Skywar goin to be otay?" she asked softly I looked down and sighed "she should be... hopefully". I walked up to the reception desk "do you know what room Skylar Johnson is in? she looked up at me before looking back down at the papers "ahh yes Skylar Johnson.. she is in room... 666" I gave her a thankful nod and headed towards the room despite the room number.

When I got to the room the sight was horrifying, Addie wriggled in my arms and finally broke free running towards Skylar calling her name, she was about to jump on her but I caught up and grabbed her "Skywer pwease wake up" Addie cried I held her tight in my arms as she was crying it was literally heart braking.

I finally got Addie calm and asleep, the doctors told me that she could use the hospital bed across from Skylar, "Skylar please I know you can hear me you just have to open your eye's" I begged but all the same no answer, I sat there in that hospital seat for three days with Ashley Jake Jinxx and CC all trying to get me to move, they took Addie home the day after we came hear but I haven't moved.

It was now the fourth day... a Friday and the doctors say that if she doesn't wake up by Monday the'll have to pull the plug that though made me instantly sick... I couldn't loose he she was my world... "come on man you've been hear since Monday" Jinxx said trying to get me up from the seat, I fought him and he finally left me alone with Skylar...

It was coming on the last day, it was Sunday afternoon and I was slowly giving up on hope when suddenly her heart monitor and her eye's slowly fluttered open "Skylar?!?" she looked at me shocked "A-Andy?" she asked shakily, I ran to her bed side and hugged her gently, she started crying on my shoulder "shh baby it's okay, I'm her it's okay" I cooed softly "wh-what happened?" Skylar stuttered "it was your parents" I explained to her the hole thing then signed her out and we went to her house to pack her things up.




~*three weeks later*~ Skylar~~

My depression has been getting worse not to mention we have been having to babysit Kassiee Sammie's younger sister, because Sammie want's to go out the same nights her parents go out so she sticks her with us... bitch...

We are currently babysitting Kassiee and she's being a brat Andy has had to yell at her five times, thank god Sammie would be coming to pick her up soon, just then there was a knock at the door and Andy ran to get it, thank go it was Sammie after Kassiee got her things and was finally out the door I curled up in a ball on the couch then I got a text message

**Sammie: Well it's good to know your lazy ass is good fore something xoxo
**Sammie: Damn looks like I wont be needing you for a bit I got grounded so I actually have to baby sit, oh well you can go back to cutting now...

I've hade enough of her bullshit, I got up from my spot on the couch and ran to my bathroom that's connected to my room Andy following behind me, when I got there I took my razor and held it to my arm and made abut three cut's until Andy caught up and stopped me he took the razor and looked at me "if you want to cut yourself, then you're going to take my arm and cut me as many times as you would yourself" he told me handing the razor back I looked at him with sad eye's "I don't want to hurt you like that" I protested.. and then everything made cents and I collapsed to the floor in tears "every time you bring that blade to your skin you hurt me worse then a cut ever could" that sentence broke my heart and I knew I had to stop.. for me... for him... for Addie.

Notes

Sorry it's a short chapter but it's 1:35 and I'm tired.

Comments

update please :(

hannah... hannah...
12/18/14

update

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9/11/14

Update!

Awww

@BVBARMY6868
Hehe I just updated xD