Sorrow

We found a nice motel downtown, first it was a struggle for I and Andy to choose who actually pays, well me being me I won. My family would of fallen dead on how I am acting, like road side tattooed hooker.

Once were on inside I crash down on the bed giving a weary sigh. "God I am tired, I though you are going to collapse or something, you being the one who was on stage and screaming your lungs out." I mumble trying to lift myself up from the bed but terribly failed.

"Used to it I guess, you want me to get is some grub?" He asks with a small smile.

"Nah, what I want now is a cold shower." My eyes closed trying to build up my strength on what is going to happen tonight in this motel room. Sleep stalked up to me when something hard pressed against my body. I slowly open my eyes to see Andy staring down at me with a huge grin.

"Mm, that's sounds nice." He stood up and held out his hand to me, I nod grabbing it as he helps me up. For about a second we stare deep into another's eyes. "Can I take this off?" Andy asks playing with the hem of my tank top. I nod biting on my lower raising my arms up so he could pull it off. "I have missed you Maxine."

"I have missed you as well Andrew." I whisper caressing his cheek as he threw my damp material across the floor.

Mere moments later; my skinny jeans were off leaving bare in my red lace panties and bra. "You're are amazing you know that."

"I always was afraid you would not like me, because of my tattoos covering my entire body."

"I love your tattoos; it explains you past and maybe even are future." Did he just say we? "Don't ever run away again."

"What if I do?" I tease, biting the inside of my cheek.

He leans in slowly caressing my inner thigh. "You won't." He purred in my ear making me softly moan.


Somehow we managed to get to the bathroom, Andy stripping down making me gulp. Licking my lips as he pulls off his last set of clothing. We climbed in the shower naked pulling me into his arm, his mouth to mine. I reach down stroking his erection but he quickly yanked it away. My mouth popped open in shock.

"No, not now." My eyes narrowed eyeing him as i grit on my teeth. "It looks like you want to eat me alive." Andy mumbles.

"You have no idea Mr. Biersack." I pushed him playfully away grabbing the soap washing myself under the warm stream.

"Are you going to ignore me now?"

I scoff shaking my head. "I am busy." I silently hum to My Chemical Romance 'Helena'

"Yes you are, but just remember you can't run anymore, I have got you hooked and you know it." You.

The corner of my mouth quirked up, "impossibility, wanting something you can never have."

"What do you want?" He asks, my face towards the wall and not to him.

"Love." I admitted, pushing my head to his chest.

"Minx-" he sighed heavily knowing he could not say it, what did Juliet did to Andy that he can not all in love again. "I think we are done here." Andy spats out making my eyes grew wide; I twirled around with fear. "No, I mean we are done here in the shower." He chuckled at my face my expression.

"Okay."

We lay down eyeing the ceiling being all weird that's when he broke the silence eyeing me with a weak beam. "You sure?"

Oh yes I am, god dammed I was ready! "Yes." I whisper shyly.


Making a quick roll out of bed Andy grabbed his wallet and pulled a condom, he slowly open it with his mouth and rolled it out. I close my eyes trembling so hard I am sure Andy could see it.

Andy settled himself between the open cradle of my thighs, as he guide himself to my entrance. "You ready?" I nod once more with my eyes still closed waiting for the pain. Andy slid in me making me squirm. "No open them Maxine, please look at me." I did as I am told, trying to hold the tears back on what was happening to me now. Feeling as he pierced through my hyman, pain, fear, love and determination scattered around my body. The pain sharpen through my spinal cord forcing me to move with the rhythm.

Andy stopped moving, I shook my head slowly. "Don't stop." I beg moving my hips seeking to rejoin him. This time was different; he smashed into me making me gasp, white hot tenderness flooded all through my body.

"Talk to me Minx, does it hurt?"

"I..." I could not speak all my words had vanished into thin air.

"Breath, relax. I don't want you-"

"Just shut up and fuck me!" I groan pulling his hair with all the might I still got. His eyes grew wide as I muttered up those words.

A few minutes later from bashing into me, again and again and again we both exploded in sweet covetousness. Andy pulled out crashing next to me with a heavy sigh; I am not a virgin anymore. I am finally something I never thought I came to be, not a damn virgin.

"Shit Minx."

"I can't help it you bring something out of me and I lov -need you." I almost said it, and he heart it, I am so stupid, why do I ruin everything!

Andy left the bed and came with a damp cloth slowly removing the blood from inner thighs, I climbed in the sheet with Andy next to me. I turn my face into his shoulder, the shyness still upon face on what just occur.

"Better?"

I gave him a weak smile and close my eyes. "Uh,mm"


•-Andy's P.O.V-•

"I love you," I could not stop it. I might have well commanded the wind not to blow on the way I just said that. "From the moment I met you." As far as I could remember I have never uttered those words to a woman, not even Scout or Juliet. And here they have fallen out of my mouth and I did not even have the balls to make an excuse. There were no excuse I love Minx.

"I love you too." Minx says, not even a pause. Simple as that.

"I am sorry I hurt you Maxine." The words barley came out, but I need to apologize.

She stood up leaning on her hand. "Andy you haven't done any-"


"No, I have. Even being with Juliet when I... When I knew I should not left you alone that night."

"You and Juliet have a past, you loved her of course you will still care for her." Was she actually trying make an excuse for me that I was a dick to her?


"Juliet did not brighten a room when she walked in, she did not made my day any better just by smiling at me, you do. I am fucking crazy about you Maxine, heavens know I try to ignore the feelings I have you, but I can't, u just can't anymore I want and need to be with you." For the first time I am telling a woman on how I really feel. It hurts.


"Thank you, I feel the same way." She responds with a soft sweet kiss to my temple. "You rescued me."

I did? "Am I wearing a mask?"

She burst from laughter shaking her head, god even her laugh gives me goose bumps. "I am not cat woman andy."

"You know of cat woman?" She blush red and bit her lip, how I want to bite that lip now.

"When things went south with us, I watched all the batman movies, just to be close to you."

I ha no right to be proud of myself on what I have been putting her though. "I am now here Minx; I don't want you to feel alone ever again."


She grins and nod. "God how much I love you." She whispers tilting her so she could capture my mouth with hers.


Let tomorrow take care of itself. I am here now with Maxine Isabella Knox and nothing can take that away from me, not even my band or her family. To hell with everybody. I love her.

Notes

Soooo yeah. iwould love some feedbaCk
on this chapter.