Sorrow

"Holy shit, he is hot!" Greta moan's as Black Veil Bride's came on stage, the crowd cheering and moshing their heads off.

"In the end as we fade into the night, will tell the story of your life!" The guitars begin to sing, me holding my contact with Andy's movements. God he even turns me on when he sings, that's soulful deep caressing voice through my head down my stomach and into my-

"They are amazing, I can't believe the lead singer almost screwed you!" Sarah yells jumping up and down. I have never seen anything like this in my life. "Who will remember your last goodbye?!" He sings loud and proud waving his arms in the air.

I turn my head to Ashley who has his tongue out playing the hell out of that guitar. They are really good. How come I never heard of them before? Maybe I did or maybe I was just to occupy on how my life sucks and I did not bother to look up 'awesome band members I want to fuck so badly' god I am even sarcastic with myself.

Andy could not see because of the people but I can sure see him, and its a sight to see. Even on stage he is the most gorgeous man ever, and I totally blew my chance to be with him in chunks!

-Five Hours Later-


"God I am so drunk." Brady slurs making us all burst from laughter. And here I thought I was going to get fucked up but no, I rather did the opposite and went all Monster and cigarettes on my body.

The bands were amazing, some I had no idea exist's like OM&M and Bullet For My Valentine. Like I said I was too much in my own world.

"I am going to grab something to eat cause I haven't eaten shit!" Mike groans holding his stomach.

"We all did not eat you sadistic piece of shit, you forgot the food!" Gayle screamed so loud that people were beginning to stare at us; no they were not weird gazing but normal stares, some even laughed others just shook their heads. That was the beauty of being here, everyone knows everyone even if they don't know your name but we have one thing in common, we were all outcast's

"I am coming with ya." I mumble dryly grabbing Mike by the hand.

"Maxine?" I turn my head slowly around to see Andy. I complete and utterly forgot about meeting him.

"Oh shit."

"You still coming right, they are ready to hit the set." Andy says pushing his wet sweaty hair out of his facade.

"You guys want to come?" I ask hoping they would say yes, to be honest I don't want to be alone with Andy, I know there will be a butt load of people around us but still.

"Nah we gonna hit Motionless In White and after we gonna go to Jasmine's place to get some metal pills. And to party even hard." Mike grumbles still holding on to his hungry tummy.

"Oh, okay see ya later than."

"Yes go fucking nuts!" Sarah yells dragging them away from I and Andy.

"So, Asking Alexandria?" I nod slowly as he took my hand.

"Aren't people gonna like freak out when they see you in the crowd?"

Andy scoffed and nod. "They won't see me, its dark remember." Stupid question indeed Maxine!

We gathered overhead and there was sparks in the air as the crowd awaited for AA set to begin.

My feet and calves aching like crazy, the lights went out plunging the stadium in utter darkness expect for the stage, and the roar from the fans was boisterous.

"This place is gonna get mad." Andy warned feeling his grip on my waist. Yes I know, I have been to a mosh before. At the moment I was glad his hand was tighten around my waist, the last thing I want to do is lose him in the dark. Andy pulled away his hand and the next thing I knew he was behind me, his sweaty body to mine.


Bass thundered across the sea of people like a storm blowing over the ocean. I was so short I could not see much over the guys in front of me.

The song 'Prophecy' as Andy says begins to play and the crowd went insane. Literally insane. Andy lowered his head a bit, nuzzling his face to my hair, breathing me in. We were getting pushed around so much I could not tell if this was the lack of energy I have or just my imagination playing tricks on me. His arm's were like steel around me, not allowing even a centimeter between us.


I leaned my head against his chest escaping my world in to dream land. He trailed his lips down the side of my face, god yes I am not imagining it. His mouth slipped lower to my neck giving me soft sweet kisses. Even the triumph of the music I can still hear him groan. How I wanted him now. I am desperate, aching for his touch, I want to give myself to him in any way possible, hell the way I am feeling now he can take me here in front of these people and I would not have a care in the god damn world, as long as i can just be with Andy Biersack.

Andy nudged me around for a deep kiss, his lips hot and damp against mine, I needed him now and I needed more of it or more of him at least to douse of these flames in me before it incinerate's me into ashes. Our lips parted, I look up to him with so much lust. "Please." I whisper.

He sighed heavily as I feel his breath on my face. "Yes." He mumbles caressing my cheek as the 'Death Of Me' begins to play.

I could feel the cool solidity of Andy's Chevy fender beneath my ass as he pressed me against it, his sweet tender lips of his on mine. What's the use of talking now.


"Huh, how was the AA concert, or did you fuck your way through it?" Andy released me and took a breath turning around seeing Ashley, Greta, Sarah and CC eyeing us with huge grins on their faces.


"Hey leave them alone Ash, I mean see that's love- or whatever you want to call them." Sarah says waving her hand towards us.


"Uh, Listen man the girls are gonna take your bunk, so you might wanna stay up all night or sleep on the sofa." CC says with a 'I am sorry' smile. My breathing increasing as my hands pulled into fists pushing it against Andy's chest. Talk done already! I am bursting inside!

"You are going to bed already? And here I thought you are gonna go to Jasmine's place for a quick mental party." I ask with a weak smile.

"Oh yes, we are still going I mean come on it's only what," Greta mumbles getting out her phone. '7pm?"

"But why the sofa?" Andy moaned like a little boy that made me actually laugh.

"Uh we are going to crash somewhere else, I don't know like a hotel?" I suggest with a small pout towards Andy.

"Uh, huh let's get out of here before they both com bust into flames." Ashley mumbles slapping Greta's ass playfully.

"I just threw up in my mouth." I groan jumping off the car walking to the passengers seat. "Thank God we did not come to that." I motion to Greta and Ashley.

"Did we? Cause every time I see you I just want to..." He drifts off my making blush crimson.

We climbed in staring deep into each other's eyes, oh this is just weird. "I have been wretched without you."

He has? "Same here, my intention was to come here and blow of some steam, little did I know.." I bow my head shaking it side to side.

Andy starts the car and the smooth voice of Kellin Quinn came on. I slid over to him as he pulled his arm around my neck. "Not getting sleepy I hope." He teased.

"Would you splash me with some water?" I look up and he has a huge grin on face.

"Talk about water, I am sweaty and so are you. We should take a shower when we arrive at the hotel."

"That sounds like a plan," I whisper shutting the radio off. "Andy are we still made at each other?"


"No." He mumbles short and cold.

"Can we start over?" I really want to.

"Why would we want to start over when we can just left off where we stopped?"


I scoff shaking my head. "Remember you left me to be with your Juliet."


"Before that," he groans. "Can we not talk about Juliet please, what I want now is you and only you."

"Okay." For the moment I knew; I never really thought about having a real relationship. Having my world swept under my feet and than throw it into a mosh pit of confusing, guilt, sex and love. Was I really ready to give someone my 'so called gift' and just let it fly? Did Andy actually love me? He never
said it. But neither have I.

It was just a couple of days of meeting him and now I don't care what will happen to me, I am in the wrong state of mind to say this but I could lose my business tomorrow and I will still be happy, as long if I can have this man that's sitting next to me.

But for how long?

Notes

last chappie for the night, tell m what ya thik and sould go on.