Sorrow

My friends were going to take one look at me and know, but you know what, I did not care. Every time I moved I felt him, Andy left a raw aching between my legs. I could just stay here at this crap motel and lay in arms till the world ends, but we have to get back to reality, I have to get back to my tattoo shop and to his band.

After the motel scene we hit the road, the closer we got home the tenser I became, yes I had sex with Andy but why do I feel so guilty we are together right?

Andrew kept a firm grip on my hand as he drove; at least I am beside him now and not in the back seat with Jake and Ella.

"What do ya want to do?" I ask with a weak smile.

"Do you want to come home with me?"

My eyes grew wide: I close my eyes and open them again. "Are ya sure?"

"Yes. You can stay with me as long as you want."


"But don't you have a house with the guys?" I ask with my brow arch.

He shook his head giving a dashing white grin. "I brought an apartment when I came home."

"Okay than," I agreed resting my head on his shoulder as we drove home. "Do you think your mom will like me, when I- I don't know meet her someday?"

"I think she will be crazy about you, like me of course why would she not?"

I sigh heavily thinking about my family. "Well, my own parents hates me, so its stand to reason your mom and dad might to."

"They don't hate you angel, they just don't know you."

"I love you." I whisper looking up to him.

He nods kissing me on the nip of my nose. "I love you too."



When we arrived in LA, I and Andy decided that its best if we go to my apartment first to get some clothes and well eat, we haven't eaten in hours.

I jumped out of my dirty jeans and tank top, not caring if Andy sees me naked or not, he already saw the whole deal.

"Babe, where is the pasta!" Andy yells from the kitchen. Is he serious? Is Andy Biersack going to cook?

"Uh, bottom drawer to the left!" I shout back turning on the shower.

The hot stream spreads and flowed of my body as I welcome the cool stream on my skin.

"Gosh this feels good." I mumble to myself as I grab the body the wash.

Who would of thought this was going to happen to me? I mean me? C'mon who am I? Nothing ever good in my life happens without a prize, what is this ending gonna be? Andrew breaking up with me because his beautiful ex girl wants him back?

A few minutes later I exit the bathroom wrapping a clean towel around my body. Mm smells good.

I lay down my shorts and tank top and went out the door seeing Andy all busy being Mr. Chef in my small kitchen.

"Smells divine dear sir." He twirled around and grabs me by the hand.

"How dare you come in here with just a towel?" He pushes my hair back kissing me passionately.

Andy gave me a wicked grin and tug his thumb in my towel letting it fall. "Oops."

I laugh with glee pulling my arms around his neck; he lifts me up placing me on the kitchen counter, his sweet kisses travel down my neck, down my collar bone and between my breast.

I reach for his pants un buckling it, our eyes still on another. Just when his jeans were loose something like fire smelled.

"Uh, Andy. Your pasta is burning." I whisper motioning to the pot.

He spun around saying all types of words, something involving a donkey and a idiot.

I jumped off the counter grabbing my towel. "Take out?" I ask batting my eye lashes.

"Yeah, I think I just ruined your pot."

"Its okay, I stole it anyway from my mother's house." I giggle walking out the kitchen.

When I was clothed Andy came in with a huge sigh crashing on the bed. I sat next to him with my legs crossed. "Tell me." I command.

"We almost had sex, unprotected sex Maxine."

"God please tell me you don't have herpes?"

He shot up his head shaking it side to side. "No, I don't. For your information I am clean Maxine Knox. I haven't been with anyone since Juliet and I will never cheat on you, you know that right?"


"Andy I know, " I whisper, frowning at him I know he will not cheat on me, but is he afraid I would cheat on him? with who? My stuffed unicorn? "I will see about getting on birth control as soon as I can, so we won't have to worry about something happening, I don't want a little biersack now." That came out like a sarcastic remark, luckily Andy did not notice.

Andy lifts up his hand brushing it gently on my cheek. "You will do that for me?"

"I don't want to be surprised Andy, and neither do you."

He nods and closes his eyes. "You know birth control is not always affective."


Gee you are so smart Andy, "I know and there is a thing called morning after pills as well." I spat out leaning my head on his chest eyeing the ceiling.

"Yeah I know but we can always ask Ashley for one of is double plated condoms when I am feeling extra horny."


I burst from laughter and nod. "You mean to tell me there are actually days when you are not super horny?"

"Ha! Babe I am always horny when I am with you."

I playfully smack his chest as he plays with my hair. "We should eat."

We should sleep." I respond.


"I think that's a good idea baby." He mumbles kissing me one last time. "Just a cat nap okay?"


I nod and agreed. I cuddled in his arms throwing the blanket over us. The next thing I know, I hear Andy snore and me slowly drifting to dream land.

Notes

wow! thanks for the comments!!! l love it!! Its about 11:32 now hre, and I dnt know Why I am awake. So yeah I decided to post a chappie for ya guys. The story is just beginning. So yeah comment and tell me what ya think? I would love some feedback and who your favorite character is!!!