I love you more than I could ever scream

Jinxs pov*
Andys face, he looked so, I dont know. But it wasnt right.
''You dont actually love me do you..?''
"Jinx..."
Look Andy, if you dont love me dont say it. I'm not Ashley.
"I dont love you Jinx. I love Ashley. And you know that, so why do you always fucking tell me you love me and talk to me about it?'' Andy said as he pushed me off him.
I-I-Im sorry.. I forced myself to whisper as tears threatened to stream down my face.
I went into the bathroom with my razor.
I got in the shower and cried. And cried. And cried.
I cut Andys name into my stomache.
The A didnt hurt.
The N made my cringe.
I started cutting even deeper.
The D made my dizzy.
The bathtub was full of blood.
The Y made things go black.

Jakes pov*
Me and the guys met up. 2 were missing, Jinx and Andy.
I called Jinx, maybe 15 times?
I didnt want to talk with Andy. I didnt even want Ashley to be here. But whatever.
So Cc Ashley and I went back to the house.
I banged on the door.
No awnser.
We didnt see Andys car, but Jinxs was there, maybe he was sleeping.
So we just walked in.
When we walked pass the bathroom we saw blood flooding out of the bottom of the door.
I tried to open it but it was locked.
I repeatedly threw myself against the door until it snapped open.
Jinx was lying there, no movement.
I couldnt move. Breath. Anything. Cc called the ambulance.
I fell to my knees.
I had to clean him up and make sure he was oko, so I did just that.
After the ambulance came and got him, I was the only one here.
I fell on the couch and sobbed uncontrollably. Why? Why Jinx? Why because of Andy?
I just prayed he was going to be ok. I was hoping on everything. I dont care if I lose everything, I just want him to be ok.
I ended up going to the hospital to see him.
Ashley told me he was going to be ok. Thats when Andy showed up. He ran up to Jinx acting like he cared.
Acting like he loves Jinx. But he doesnt. I cant believe he actually came.
But instead of doing anything I bit my tounge.
I was the only one who stayed every day and night waiting for Jinx to get out.
They kept him for a week. God i was tired of hospital food. But they finally let Jinx out.
I drove him home of course.
After we got there, we just got out of the car. I looked at him. And just pulled him towards me kissing me. He kissed me back.
I didnt know what I was doing. Something just came over me. Is this just out of pity again?
He ended up pulling away, neither one of us said anything, we went to the house and went to our rooms.
It was 11:27 pm when we got home.
I layed down. I couldnt stop thinking about him. No matter how hard I try.
Do I have feelings for Jinx? I cant.

*Jinxs pov*
I was thinking about Jake, how he kissed me. I think he just felt bad about Andy and was trying to get my mind off him.
Well it worked I laughed to myself quietly.
Of fucking course Andy would come in.
"Jinx, look... Im-"
No Andy. Im tired of being your little toy when you and Ashley dont work out.
"Its not like that" He said seductively "I want you now Jinx, not Ashley."
My heart melted.
Andy, st-
Andy crawled on the bed next to me and pulled up my shirt,
He traced my cuts with his tongue.
He made shivers go down my spine and my heart race.
Andy slowly kissed up my chest to my neck then my mouth.
So many things were going through my mind, I know this isnt right. I shouldnt be doing this.
I tried pulling away from him but he was holding me against him.
I turned my head.
"Andy, stop"
"Jinx, you know you want me, stop denying it" Andy said as he bit my ear.
"No I dont Andy get the fuck off of me!" I yelled hoping to wake somebody up
I succeeded because Jake came barging through the door.
Andy laughed and said "Aw, prince charming saving the princess once again."
Jake threw Andy off the bed and pushed him against the wall.
"Shut the fuck up Andy", Ill fuck you up like I did to your girlfriend Ashley"
Andy didnt say anything.
He pushed Jake off of him and stormed out of the room.
"Thanks, but you didnt have to do that."
"I know, but it was for you, so of course I was going to do it." Jake replied.
I could only smile.
I hugged Jake tightly.
Thank you so much..
"Jinx... theres something I gotta tell you."
"Yeah?"
"I think I have feelings for you.."

Notes

Hope you guys like it cx
maybe comment what i should do in the next chapter d: