Say Something

“I ordered pizza!” Jake yelled as we finished unloading that last of the food. I sighed and shook my head.
“I hope you realize he ordered one all for himself.” Andy stated, chuckling softly.
“I noticed that…he hogged all of my bacon during breakfast.” I grumbled. Bacon was my best friend.
“You haven’t changed much.” Andy smirked. I felt myself tense slightly. How the hell would he know? He left me. He wasn’t there! He doesn’t care.
“You weren’t there, so how would you know?” I hissed.
“Where did that come from?” Andy seemed taken back.
“Oh I don’t know? Maybe when you fucking LEFT me to deal with everything by myself.” I stated and stormed to my room. All the guys, aside from Andy, stared between us. I slammed my door and locked it. I started taking deep breaths. A knock at the door startled me.
“It’s CC.” His voice was softer than earlier. I opened my door and looked at him.
“Yes?” I asked as calmly as possible.
“Are you okay?” He asked.
“Yep, peachy; just sensitive subject between Andrew and me.” I sighed, running a hand through my hair.
“Shall we go eat pizza?” CC knew that you needed cheering up, not someone asking you what the hell is wrong and such.
“How did you get her out of her room?!” Andy asked, shocked.
“Food, Andrew, it works every time.” I smirked. He just shook his head. I grabbed a slice and went into the kitchen to get something to drink. I grabbed a glass of water and chugged it rather quickly. I walked back and sat between CC and Ashley.
“So, you should like totally help design a guitar for me.” Jake chimed in after stuffing his face with his fifth slice of pizza.
“Well, I currently have about…five orders I’m still working on.” I said, thinking about the sketch I was finishing up.
“What video games do you have?” Ashley asked, glancing over at my PS3 and PS4.
“Call of Duty…all of them.” I smirked. CC and Ashley looked at each other before they jumped up and began playing where I had left off. I shook my head and laughed.
“Hey Tara…can we talk?” Andy looked at me. I sighed and nodded. We both stood up and lead him to my room.
“What?” I asked, knowing where this was probably going.
“I’m sorry…” He looked down.
“Did mom and dad tell you how bad it got?” I asked, glancing out the window.
“Yeah…I’m so sorry…I shouldn’t have left like I did.” He looked like he was going to cry.
“Andy, you followed your dream. I’m just being fucking selfish.” I mentally kicked myself for that.
“No, I was supposed to be there for you, instead I left you alone. I know those kids were cruel, I didn’t know they’d put you in the hospital.” He pulled me into a hug. I returned the hug.
“Andy, it’s done and over with.” I sighed. I’m just a selfish bitch.
“Have you cut?” He asked. That threw me off. I didn’t think he’d remember. I shook my head and showed him my wrists. He smiled. A small pang of guilt coursed through me. I hated lying.
No one checks your thighs…freak!
I shook my head.
“You okay?” Andy raised an eyebrow.
“Yeah, just tired.” I lied. He nodded. It was around eight pm. I needed sleep.
“Why don’t you get some sleep?” He suggested.
“I think I will. Night bro.” I smiled, hugging him. “Tell the assholes I bid them a goodnights sleep.” I added. He chuckled and nodded.
The sun danced across my skin mercifully, causing me to wake up. I groaned and rubbed my eyes. After blinking a few time to let my vision adjust, I checked the time. It was around noon.
“I was tired.” I muttered, climbing out of bed. I grabbed some clothes and went into the bathroom to shower. I stripped from my pajamas and got in. I let the water beat down my back and relax my muscles. I then did my usual routine before getting out and drying off. I then dressed myself in black skinnies and a Of Mice and Men t-shirt. I didn’t bother with my hair or makeup.
“She’s awake!” CC bellowed, once I set foot in the living room.
“We thought you died.” Ashley added. I laughed.
“Guys, I was tired from picking your sorry asses up.” I rolled my eyes and sat on the couch between them. They were playing Call of Duty and Ashley was kicking CC’s ass.
“Damn, Ashley!” CC groaned.
“Give me it!” I giggled and took the controller from him. In the span of five minutes, I killed Ashley five times.
“Jesus Christ, I quit!” Ashley complained, putting the controller down and pouting.
“You’re such a sore loser.” I smirked, poking him. He squirmed. I smiled mischievously and began tickling him. He curled up and began laughing.
“S-stop!” He managed to get out in between laughs. I stopped.
“Why is Ashley in the fetal position?” Andy raised an eyebrow. He walked into the living room followed by a tired looking Jinxx and Jake.
“I tickled him.” I shrugged, giggling.
“It’s on Biersack.” Ashley glared jokingly.
“What’s the plan for today, sis?” Andy asked, chuckling.
“Well, here in beautiful Baltimore Maryland, it all depends on Mother fucking Nature. And trust me, she doesn’t show us any mercy.” I smiled, “But, we could go to the mall and then get food.” I stated. They all nodded in agreement. I went to grab my keys and toms.
“We’ll go get ready!” CC smiled. He was cute, the way his eyes lit up when he talked, how easily he could make me smile and just the way he smelled. God dammit, I like Christian Mora.

Notes

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