Even with wings I fall. Andy Biersack fanfic. *Sm#t

I stood toward the middle of the crowd, where I was told to stand . The screams and yells as the band came out was deafening . I wasn't the only one dying from excitment. Their presence and vibe rocked us in waves of energy. We pulsed like a solid living thing. The words moved us all . We were exactly where we needed to be. With our Army, brothers and sister , shoulder to shoulder. Their set left me dying of thirst from screaming lyrics and hurting every where. Andy locked eyes with me a few times , smiling I screamed the lyrics with him. I would hold this memory forever to get me through.

The tour was shutting down for the night . Day one over, It was like saying good night when you weren't ready to give it up to sleep yet . I missed my family and the bands, but fuck I hurt every where. I walked to the car to wait for Lial but yelling stopped me. It was The boys on a golf cart. I smiled and turned around. Ashley stopped the cart. " Hey come to the Bud weiser tent . " I nodded and waved to the other guys who were so drunk they had been bundge corded to the cart. The bright eyed but smashed Andy waved at me smiling like fool. Even as they drove off and disappeared into the hazy fog of smoke and bonfires I smiled. " Maybe I can be a normal woman just hanging out for once. make friend-" My words were cut off by my neck being grabbed and my head being slammed into the door of the car. "Who the fuck was that? Are you fucking all those men Kayla?" I wasn't even allowed to talk to people. He was jealous and that was so dangerous I shook. " No .Of course not . They asked me where the beer tent was . " He punched me in the stomach , using my hair for leverage. " Lies, Lies,Lie. What happens to liars ?" I starting crying . Oh god please anything but that. Last time I lied he cut me , in the worst part you could ever hurt a person. He drug me around a corner next to a black bus. God please don't let his friends be here too. Last time he let his friends punish me I had to go to the hospital with rips and tears every where in and on my body. He proceeded to beat me till I fell near the curb, facing the bus tire." I'm doing this because I love you." He pulled my clothes off and jammed fingers against my body. " Stop!!!!!" Lial slapped me and laughed. " You act like you have a say. You aren't even a person. You're a hole to me and a slave. One more word and you get the blade here too." I shut up. When he bit me though I jumped away. I received a slap and he pressed my face to the tire as he violated me. I faded into the blackness of my mind as the blossoming pain stopped and the weight on my chest was lifted. I was ready to die this time.

Notes

sorry It's violent but its my way of dealing with what has happened to me. thanks for reading love u guys!