Even with wings I fall. Andy Biersack fanfic. *Sm#t

The smell of tobacco and musky skin was the first thing I noticed as I woke up. I kept my eyes shut just in case I was still near Lial just because he liked to wait for me to wake up to continue. The second thing was my head was hurting like hell and it was so bright I felt like my eyes were going to melt. The ground under my head moved and a hand cradled my face. "Is she going to die?" A sad broken voice broke the silence and scared me to the point I broke my act. I jerked away from the voice and ended up falling in the floor. I wrapped my arms around my head and curled into a ball,if I let my guard down like last time I would end up dead. A choked up sob broke the silence as I was pulled protectively in some one's lap. " Who does this to people?" I knew that voice, it was Kellin Quinn from Sleeping with sirens. I tried to pull away from him, I was dirty and tainted. The door opened and chaos filled the once quiet and empty room . Angry and pain filled voices asked questions at a rate my dizzy brain couldn't handle. I peeked out from under Kellin's arms that was death gripping me and saw a sight I would kill to have erased from my memory. Grown men, men who I had believed to unbreakable and indestructible were looking at me like I look at those sad animal ads. Some eyes were puffy and others were filled with anger I thought only Lial possessed. " He ran off before we could catch him. Is she okay?" I was finally untucked for all to see. My body was at least clothed but they werent mine. The wounds and cut stood out on my pale skin like neon signs. I wanted to crawl into my skin and suffocate.

The medic did a rape kit and asked me some questions before letting the police have their turn. After two hour I finally was free to go but where? The house was his and my family hadn't talked to me since we had moved in together because he had convinced me that they hated me . The hot and damp night air greeted me with open arms. I was alive but I really didn't want to be. I had no where to go, no money or family. I was fucked. My shoulders slumped foward and I cried for the time I had wasted under his thumb. " Honey are you okay?" It was Andy. The thought of my grit and dried blood near Andy sent me into racking sobs. He would see me for as lowly as I was. A whore for a abusive asshole. Andy quickly sat beside me on the curb and wrapped a arm around me. " Hey .. no tears sweet heart. We'll catch him." I shook my head trying to push his arms away from me. "Don't touch me. I'm disgusting.. please just leave . " He pulled me on his lap and tucked my head under his chin. " You are not disgusting. You lived. You survived. I'm honored to hold someone that needs comfort." I finally gave in to his warmth and let him hold me. "I'm all alone now. I have no money. No home . No life." I
shook from the very thought. My worst fear had came true. I was alone with the monsters who hid inside me. How long before they came to me again and pulled me under the dark water of my depression?
The boys walked up. " If she doesn't have a home can we keep her?" CC asked leaning down and rubbing my shoulder. Andy shot him a look as I sat up. " She's not a stray dog CC we can't just keep her. You need to ask the lady herself if she wants to even put up with our crazy asses enough to stay." I chuckled. " But I don't have any money to give you guys. I could get a job or something. " Andy was quiet for a second then smiled . " You could be our merch seller."

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