~Brooklyn's Pov~

I wake up laying on a comfortably couch, a reconizable one at that. It's soft cushion on my head and a warm blanket over me, I slowly open my eyes to see multiple people sleeping around the living room. I see a lot of bodies and alot of pillows and blankets, where the hell am I? I slowly sit up feeling someone sleeping on my side, I turn to look and see the boy who hurt me holding me. I see his lip ring resting his lips and his eyes are so calm and peaceful, I just wish I could feel that way. At peace. I look around again and notice i'm at Andy's house, and I see that my friends and Andy's friends are the bodies around the room sleeping. What happened?

I start to slightly shake Andy, he winces but doesn't wake up so I shake harder and his eyes flutter open.

"Hey, how did I get here?" I ask. But Andy completely ignores my question and hugs me almost squeezing the life out of me, what's his deal?

"Brooky, i'm sorry just please! Please promise me you won't do that again!" I hear Andy mumble in my ear, do what- oh. I forgot, I slashed a gush in my wrist when I felt so sad.
I jump back a little and look in Andy's eyes with tears on the edge of mine, I look at him seeing shinyness. Was He crying?
I look at him and shake my head, I hopped off the couch and ran upstairs to the bathroom and vomit everything out of my stomach. I flush the toliet and turn my head to see Jordan and Alex looking at me slightly crying, I stand up wiping my mouth and walking past them and down the stairs. I make my way for the door till Jake gets in my way, I stare at him in shock when he shakes his head and tells me 'No'.

"Move!" I yell at him my voice cracking.

"I'm sorry Brook." Jinxx says behind me.

"No, get the hell away from me! I don't wanna be here, let me go home! My parents are probably need me home!" I lash out at all the eyes looking at me.

"I text your mom, she said you can stay as long as you want." Alex says with her voice soft.

"No! I don't wanna stay here, I wanna go home! Let me go, Just move!" I yell at them all and seeing pure hurt in all their eyes. Andy is the first to walk towards me and when he tries to hold me I flinch away only to see him look even more hurt.

"Stop! Don't touch me Andy! What if- what if what that girl said is true!? What if you're just using me for your own needs, and then toss me to the side when you're done! Tell me!" I lash at Andy crying my eyes out. "Just tell me, and prove that's not true." I barely say before running making my way upstairs to Andy's room, I slam his door shut and lock it. I need to get out of this house, I look at the window of the room and think of how I could jump out without damn near dying.

I get his pillows and fling them out the window to the ground, I slowly get at the edge of the window and jump. My feet make connections to the pillows and helps a little, but I almost break my leg due to all the pressure pushed on it. I limp my way out of Andy's yard till I hear someone from his bedroom window.

"Brook!" I hear and turn to see Jordan sticking her head out the window, then I see the the front door open and Andy starts out and as soon as I see that. I take off running anywhere.
I keep running and Andy has been keeping up with me for a block and hasn't slacked up once for me to slip away, I keep running till I trip and fall over something or nothing at all. I feel my head bang against the hard concrete and my arm gets scratched up from trying to block anything else from happening. I hear Andy's footsteps get closer and closer till they stop and I see a shadow over me, I feel warm arms wrap around my body and lift me off the ground but only for me to jump out of them. He looks at me kinda pissed off, then all hell lets loose.

"What is wrong with you Brook! I try, I try as hard as I fucking can to protect you but you just pull the fuck away and i'm sick of it! Stop pushing away from me, and just let me love you....please." Andy pleads to me.

"I do want you to love me, got damnit! But that's what the fuck i'm afraid of Andy, i'm afraid you'll have no use for me anymore and i'll have to go through something worst than before!" I lash out crying.

"What happened to you?"

"I - I was in a relationship with a boy, and he was just like Jack but he...he..r...r.r...raped me." I say with waterfalls coming out my eyes. Andy walks up to me and grabs my shoulders, but only to be pulled in for a passionate kiss and then a hug.

"I would never! Put you through something like that ever, do you understand me!? You're mine and I love you, I always will." He whispers to me and kisses my forehead which left a red spot on his lips, my head must've been bleeding. Andy lifts me up bridal style and starts to walk me to his home.

~.................Moments Later.................~

Andy walks through the door to alot of shocked and terrified faces turning to joy once seeing us, Jordan runs up to me and sees the gash in my head. She grabs a first aid kit not to far from her and wipes my head off as I sit in Andy's lap, she looks so destressed. I didn't wanna put her through that, so I take it apon myself and I hug her.

"I'm so sorry Jordan." I speak to her.

"It's okay, i'm sorry too." She says back and I slowly fall asleep on her shoulder, the noises still and all goes black......

I wake up to arms around my waist once again, and I lift my hand up to my head to feel a bandage wrapped around my head. I slowly start to sit up and see Andy start tp get up along with me, he loks at me with his hand resting on my shoulder.

"What's wrong?" He asks in a sleepy groggy tone.

"Nothing, i'm just really tired, that's all." I say shaking my head, i'm really hungry. I wonder if Andy has any food?

I slowly stand up and make my way to his kitchen in the dark and silence, I put my hand on the wall searching for a light switch. I flip on the light switch to see light become dawned over everything, I make my way over to his cabniets and open them. All I see are can foods, bags of chips, and a lot of cookies, it's like i'm dating a four year old. I smile at the thought of that as an arm reaches over to the top shelf and grabs a can of peaches.

"We can eat these if you're hungry or I could make you something." Andy states more questionably.

"No! We can eat these, I love peaches anyway!" I splurt out. I see a soft smile place at Andy's lips as he walks over to the drawer and pulls out a can opener. God, he looks so sexy right now, I just wanna-

"Brooky?" He says cutting off my thinking.

"Yeah?" I respond.

"I put yours in a bowl, so you can eat' em." He states sitting down at the table.

"Thanks." I faintly smile and walk to the chair across from him and sit. I begin to eat my peaches, which were so sweet, I loved them! I started to eat faster and faster because I was starving, when I finished I looked at Andy giggling at me and my foolishness. I start to giggle at his small laugh at me and feel every part of my body spark up because everytime we talk, or laugh, or even smile at eachother, I fall in love with him all over again.

I look into his eyes and get up from my spot to sit closer to him, I end up sitting on his lap. I grab his face and kiss his lips, they taste just like peaches. He slips his tongue into my mouth as they begin to swirl with eachother. I feel a raging hunger take over me, so my hands begin to roam his chest, but only for him to grab them, stop kissing me, and look at me.

"Look Brooky, i'm trying to help you get better and me being vaunerable isn't gonna help." He says upset.

Really?! Are you fucking kidding me, he's the one venerable?!

"Andy, I had to go through my own mental hell because I thought you could've been the same as my last boyfriends. But you don't even wanna make that up to me. You know what, screw it." I say as I stand off of his lap and make my way into the darkend living room where the others were asleep, I layed on the sofa and scrolled through my phone. I was scrolling through all my pictures till I stopped at one, it was of the old me. I feel tears sting my eyes and let one escape, I wipe a tear away and just think.....

'What If I Never Moved Here'

But it was too painful to think of, so I closed my eyes and went to sleep.
I wake up to the smell of eggs, bacon, and multiple other breakfast foods, I sit up and see Jordan, Jake, CC, and Jinxx sitting on the floor and in chairs with plates of food to eat while watching TV.

"Hey." I say quietly only to see a room full of eyes turn and look at me.

"Finally! Time you woke up, lazy!" Alex says as she walks into the living room with Andy and they were both holding a plate of food. As soon as I saw Andy, I turnt my head and looked the other way.

"Here, you haven't aten in a lot." He says softly trying to hand me a plate of food, but I refuse to grab it.

"I'm not hungry." I state looking the other way.

"Eat." He states sternly pushing the plate closer to me.

"I said, No!" I lash at him, he slams the plate on the coffee table and storms off into the kitchen. I stand up and begin my way to the kitchen, let all hell break loose.

"What's your problem!?" I yell at Andy.

"What the hell is yours?!" He yells right back.

"Are you gonna get mad everytime I say no!" I lash.

"Are you gonna get mad everytime I don't wanna have sex!" He yells.

"Screw you Andy." I say. I walk out of the kitchen and into the living room, I pass all the staring eyes and start my way upstairs. I walk into Andy's bathroom and turn on the hot water to the shower, I lift my shirt over my head and throw it to the floor. I pull my pants off and just stand there, I walk into Andy's bedroom and sit on his bed rubbing my shoulder. I sit there wondering 'Does Andy Think I'm Just A Slut' or 'Does He Really Care' I just want to kiss his hipnotizing lips and feel the touch of his skin without the shudder thought of him ever leaving.
I suddenly hear his door open with the one and only standing in it, Andy. I look at him not even bothering to cover my body in his presents, he walks over and goes towards his dresser. He pulls out boxers, a oversized tee, and baggy sweat pants, he throws them on the bed and walks out without a word. I grab his clothes and walk into the bathroom and strip out of my panties and bra, I step into the shower and feel the hot water sprinkle on my skin.

I rinse the shampoo out my hair and start to apply the conditioner, I feel the smoothness of the conditioner in my hair and start to scrub it in. I run my hair under water running it out, after i get all of it out my hair I turn off the shower. I step out and I walk to get a towel, I wrap the towel around my body and walk out of the bathroom and see steam follow behind. I sit on his bed thinking about how I ended up here, twice! I love this guy more than ever, but a bleeding heart can conquer every crush. I lay my head on his pillow and feel my eyes get heavy, I don't know why i'm always to fucking tired. I sit up and grab his big tee shirt and slip it on my body, I also take his boxers and sweatpants and put those on also.

I get up and start to walk down stairs, I see Andy and the rest of the gang in there watching TV.

"Hey, had a nice shower?" Alex says happily as if nothing had ever happened.

"Yeah, it was good." I say walking to the living room, I look and there's nowheres else to sit except by Andy. I walk over to Andy and squeeze right next to him in the chair, I lean my head onto his shoulder and feel his arms wrap around me.

"I'm sorry." He whispers in my ear.

"Me too." I whisper back. I lay my head on his shoulder with my wet hair dangling in my face.

I love this man with all my heart, even though He's A Bad Boy With A Mixed Heart....

Notes

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