~Brooklyn's Pov~

I wake up laying on Andy’s chest feeling his heart beat at a steady tune and it sounds beautiful just listening.I love hearing him in such peace and feeling his hot, warm skin under mine, it's mesmerizing. If I could kiss him all day everyday I would, but I have to stay strong and focus on getting Jack in jail like how he should be for hitting me. But, wait..... Andy doesn't know he's hit me a lot before, I was too afraid to tell him.

I slowly sit up off of Andy's chest and slip from under his arm on out of bed, I get up and walk to my big sweater on his desk. I slip my sweater on and walk out of his bedroom door without a peep, I walk downstairs and see my jacket and my keys are in the pocket. I walk towards my jacket and reach in it's pocket before I hear a husky sleepy voice behind me, "Why are you leaving so soon?" He asks.
"Oh um, because I have to go and do something." I say slightly panicking.

"Do what?" He asks yawing.

"Um, something that um, my parents asked me to do." I terribly lied to his face.

"You're lying." Got dammit Andy!

"No, i'm not lying." I say in a high pitched voice.

"Yes, you are. Tell me the truth or I'll get it out of you." He demands.

"I have to do something Andy, I hate lying to you, but I can't tell you. You'll go over the edge."

"Brooklyn now!" He demands louder.

"Don't yell at me! I told you I can't and I won't, if you're gonna start to act like Jack then I can
just leave!" I yell at him not meaning what I just said.

"Just go then." Andy says and storms back upstairs.

"Andy stop!" I yell as I start to run after him upstairs and get to his bedroom door, which he slams in my face. I fling the door open and sit by his laying body on the bed, I look at him just laying there till he turns his eyes to mine and lifts an eyebrow.

"What?" He asks.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean what I said it's just-" I was cut off by Andy sighing.

"You don't have to explain yourself to me, it's your business not mine."

"But I love you and want you to be happy with anything we do together or individually, I am going to talk to Jack." I finally confess.

"You're gonna do what?! Are you crazy, he's a fucking abusive asshole, i'm going with you!" He says all in one breath.

"Okay, but you have to stay in the car." I try to reason with him.

"Fine, but if he does anything. He dies." Andy says joking yet being dead serious.

I walk up to his front door with Andy standing no further than 2 inches behind me and almost breathing on my neck trying 'to keep me safe'. I knock on Jack's door and hear footsteps come after, I see the door swing open to reveal Jack's annoyed face.
"What Brook?" He snaps at me.

"I um, I have to talk to you." I say in a shy tone.

"For what?"

"I'll tell you that when you let me in." I say shyly.

"Is he coming in?" Jack asks referring to Andy.

"No." I say.

"Brook-" Andy tries to protest but I start to walk in Jack's house without him, I close his door and follow behind him to the living room.

"What do you want?" He asks in a dry tone.

"I want to ask you why you hate me. I don't get what I ever did to you to make you hate me, somethings that happened weren't my fault but yet you blame me. Why?"

"I don't hate you, you're just useless." he says emotionless.

"I'm useless?"

"Yeah, a fucking pathetic, cheating, useless, skank who can't take a hint when she's given one." He says calm looking at me.

"What hint?"

"I don't love you, you make my life hell and when I look at you I want to beat the living shit out of you for being the worthless piece of shit you are." he tells me and I feel like I just got punched in the gut by all those words, that sentence.

"Stop trying to hurt me and take me down, Jack! I'm sick of you always hurting me when I have done nothing to you but care!" I yell at him.

"Oh, you care? Is that why you gave that douche bag a lap dance and fucked him at Mark's party, you dirty fucking slut!" He screamed at me.

"How did you know about that-" I was cut off by Jack again.

"Oh, what? You think I don't have friends who go to parties either Brook? I told you, you can't leave me and you won't. I fuck whoever I want, you're my slut, so you stay with me." He says as we are now standing in front of each other, face to face.

"You hit me- no, you abused me and call that love, then I sure as hell would be scared to see hatred." I say as his hand connects with my face after that sentence. I feel the stinging again, I should get Andy but I don't. I stand there.

I push him and start to walk away till he grabs my arm and slams me to the ground leaving me with a busted lip and the hard wooden floor, I kick him in his stomach, but he punches me and demands at me.

"Now you go out there, tell him to leave, and you stay with me." I nod in response to what he said. I stand up and slowly stumble to the door to see Andy's head in the car listening to music, I don't want to walk over there cause if he sees my lip hell would break loose.

"Andy!" I yell and wave to get his attention. He rolls down the window on the passenger side and yells back.

"I'm staying here, so just go home!" I saw Andy crack a little by the way he turned to look at me.

" No! Come here!" Andy yells back.

"Can I go, I have my stuff in there." I ask Jack, he nods in response and I rush over to Andy's car and jump in.

"Hurry Andy drive!" I command, Andy steps on the gas and we drive off into the distance. I see Jack run outside pissed beyond before watching as we drive away, I turn to look at Andy and he's just silent.

"You couldn't just let me protect you." Andy says still staring at the rode.

"It's okay, i'm fine." I say looking at him.

"Really, you're fine? Then why is your lip busted?" He said more than asked, I couldn't say anything I was silent. "Exactly."

"What was I supposed to do Andy, scream? Then what, huh? Have him beat the livin hell out of me more than ever!" I snap at him.

"He wouldn't have hit you."

"Oh really?! Why not?"

"Because I would've been in there beating the shit out of him before he could lay a finger on you!" Andy barks at me. I stay silent, having no words to what he just said.


We pull up to his house and he almost practically shuts the door in my face, I open it again and follow him upstairs to his room. I walk to his room to have the door slammed in my fucking face again, "Andy!" I yell with tears burning at my eyes. I just stand there and wait for him to open the door and he doesn't, so I slowly walk downstairs and out his door. I don't know how far of a walk my house is, but I can manage.
I start to walk down the sidewalk in my lazy clothes and my hair in a messy bun, looking like a filthy mess.
"I don't hate you, you're just useless."

"I'm useless?"

"Yeah, a fucking pathetic, cheating, useless, skank who can't take a hint when she's given one."

It keeps replaying in my head over and over again, fuck man Ohio sucks. It's about to rain and i'm barely home and Andy doesn't want me at his house, I feel like shit. All of that's true, i'm pathetic, cheating, useless, skank, who can't take a hint. I feel fucking sick with myself.
I make a far way from Andy's house and it starts raining, I cover my head with my large sweater sleeve and start to run. But come to think of it, I have no clue where I am. I walk down a pretty dark street where the street lights must've busted, or someone busted them. I keep walking, then starts speed walking, then I hear a slight crackle, now i'm sprinting, now I am jogging, oh my god I don't wanna die!

I was slightly running until I saw a figure come out of the shadows, then another. I stopped and went to turn around, but there was a big man standing behind me and I bumped into him. I began to back up, but then was cornered by the three guys. I knew them. They went to my school.... they were friends with Jack. Fuck i'm screwed.

"I know who you guys are, and you don't have to do this." I said calmly, but my body was shaking.

"Nah, I think you look like you could use a guy or two on you." One said smirking.

"Please don't do this. Just let me go." I pleaded.

"That's stupid, Jack wanted us to greet you. And give you some pleasure." The second one said and tried to get my sweatshirt off, but I began to run, but before I could turn onto the street, the big burly guy grabbed me and lifted me up off the ground by my throat. I kicked and gasped for breath, that was until I heard the two guys running away. The big man was squeezing the life out of me. I looked and then was dropped onto the ground. I took deep breaths and was coughing trying to get air into my lungs. I kick him in the shin and start to run towards Andy's house, I run as fast as I can not once looking back. I make it to Andy's front door and start beating and banging on it with tears practically waterfalling out my eyes. I see Andy open the door and pull me in, I grab him and hug him crying uncontrollably.


"Calm the down, Brooky." I heard Andy say, but then I just cries harder into Andy's chest, we sink into the floor as he rest his hand on my hand and arm around my waist. I scrambled away out of Andy's arms trying to breath, but Andy came over and grabbed my face and looked at it. He wasn't smiling like he usually was.

"Who hurt you?" Andy asked softly, in his deep voice.

"Jack f-f-friends, t-tried t-t-to r-rape me!" I stuttered out and began crying again.

"Listen to me, i'm so sorry for acting like that. It's my fault you left and thought I was mad and didn't want you here, I'm so sorry Brooky." he says so softly and then kissing my forehead to give me a tight hug.

“I’m sorry for being so useless and pathetic.” I mumble in his chest.

“You’re not useless or pathetic, be quiet okay? Come on you can take a shower and get cleaned up.” I nod my head and slowly stand up along with Andy.

I'm soaking wet walking up the stairs of Andy's house and make it up to his bedroom, I walk in with him and wait for him to get stuff. He turns on the shower and he is about to walk out till I stop him at the door, I lock my lips with his passionately and feel nothing but magic and love within that kiss. I slowly back him up and we enter the shower, the water falling on top of us at this moment feels like i'm completely safe with him. He turns me around and I slowly back into the wall and we start to fall to the ground, as we hit the floor I laugh a little and he smirks. This bad boy isn't all bad, he's honestly really sweet with a bad reputation.

I wake up in an empty bed, Andy's empty bed. Where the hell's Andy?! I sit up and hear little talking from the bottom of the stairs, I slowly walk out of the room and sit at the top of the stairs so no one can see me. Who is he talking to?

"Andy it's yours! Stop trying to back out of it!" A girl yells. I lean my head down to look at Andy and her standing by the sofa, and she looks like a fucking 2 dollar whore!

"It can't be mine, I wasn't a fucking dumbass and didn't use a condom! You said you were on the pill anyway!" The pill? A condom? That girl's pregnant with possibly Andy's kid!

"See you don't wanna own up to what you did Andy! What, are you sure you didn't get all the other girls you fucked pregnant too!" She lashes at Andy.

"You're just fucking pissed off because after I fucked you I left you, so now you wanna make up a fucking excuse to come back!" Andy yells. I gasp at the fact he said that and they must've heard me because they both turned to look at me.

"Brook-" Andy starts but the other girl cuts him off.

"Who's that the next girl's panties you're trying to get into?!" She yells.

"I was just leaving." I said with my head down and standing up. I ran into Andy's room only to hear him come after me, I shut his door and lock it. I grab all my stuff and shove it in my bag, I unlock his door and storm downstairs with him following behind me.

"Brooky listen." Andy starts but I cut him off.

"No, it's fine Andy. You have stuff to take care of, I should go anyway." I say as I slowly text Jordan to come get me from Andy's house.

"Just listen to me Brooky-" he says grabbing my arm

"Don't! Just don't touch me, okay?" I snap at him, but honestly I break on the inside. What if, what if i'm just another one of Andy's girls he wants to fuck for a month and ditch me. I can't handle that, I just- I can't. I walked outside and waited for Jordan to get there, which was in a matter of minutes. I hop into Jordan's car and she speeds off, I can feel her turn to look at me as I look out my side window.
"Brook, what's wrong? What happened?" Jordan asks sounding sympathetic.

"Um, last night I tried to walk home but some of Jack's friends tried to uh, rape me and um- uh." I couldn't even finish before tears started to welp in my eyes making it blurry to see.

"Come on, finish Brook. I'm here don't be-"

"Andy got a girl possibly pregnant, and she said i'm just another one of Andy's sluts!" I lash out crying. I can feel Jordan pull into a parking lot and stop, she was looking at me I could feel it.

"Brook, i'm always here for you. If you love him that's fine, but Andy is a really bad guy." Jordan speaks out trying not to tear me down harder. I turn around and I bury my eyes into her shoulder and cry, I cry about last night and what just happened. I can't believe what I heard and what happened to me, I feel like a pathetic, cheating, useless, skank who can't take a hint when she's given one.

I get home and run up to my room without saying a word to my Jordan, I need a release. Something, JUST SOMETHING- I need.......pain. I walk by my dresser and get the box cutter from when we moved in and I opened new stuff, I clicked it all the way up. I walked into my bathroom and looked in the mirror, I slowly let the blade go across my skin wincing in pain. I see it, all the blood slithering out of my arm like the cheating snake I am. I never pictured myself being the type of girl to do this, but I need something. I kinda lost a little happiness in me by Andy possibly using me!
pathetic, cheating, useless, skank, pathetic, cheating, useless, skank, pathetic, cheating, useless, skank
replays in my mind over and over, all the blood leaking out of my arm is making me so......d-dizzy. I drop the blade in the sink and fall to the floor, I hear something open my bedroom door.
"Hey Brook, you left your- OH MY GOD!" Jordan says as she rushes to me. I lay in her lap with her rocking back and forth, she dials a number in her phone.

"Hello?!" I hear mumbling from the phone.

"You get here now and get the guys, we have a big probl- NO STAY AWAKE!" Jordan yells at me, but I get too dizzy. I lay my head back and Forget All The Problems, Take All The Pain, and everything goes black....................

Notes

~Hey You Guys, I Know It Took Forever But This Chapter Is Here!! Comment And Let Me Know If It Was Good, I Tried Really Hard! Thanks & Enjoy!~✞