I Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream

The pain on Jasey's face was so clear to me, and it's because I've only seen it once before, when Peter almost raped her. She looked like at any moment, she could drop on the floor, dead. She kept dancing, and it was beautiful. She was beautiful, and she belonged up their. Not now though. Right now she needed to be in bed with her foot propped up, not dancing flawlessly in front of a 1000 people. The show finished, and as soon as Jasey walked off the stage after her bow I jumped up, and ran back to her dressing room. It took a while to get back their, everyone with me wanted to come too, but it just needed to be me. Sandra looked angry I wouldn't let her come back their with me, because she knew too. They were best friends, and she could tell when Jasey was in pain. Ashley, Jake, and Jinxx all had their girls with them. They wanted to see Jasey too but I once again said no. I finally made it back to her dressing room, to see Jasey in a chair, her head in her hands, and a pool of tears on the floor. I ran over to her, and pulled her against my chest. She sobbed, and clutched on to me.
"I can't believe this is happening." I looked at her ankle, it was huge. So swollen their was no way she'd be able to walk. She had changed from her tutu to a Black Veil Brides shirt, and yoga pants. I noticed her tutu on the ground next to her chair, and realized she must have changed sitting down because she couldn't stand up. I stroked her hair.
"You were so beautiful, you probably just sprained it." I said to her reassuringly.
"No Andy, you don't understand." She said gasping.
"What don't I understand?" I said.
"I felt something snap." She said sobbing harder now, "I snapped my tendon, and I think my ankle was already broken. The pain was so bad, I felt it in my knee, and I think I hurt that too." I kissed her forehead. "If I can't dance, I don't wanna be alive." She said into my chest.
"Please don't say that!" I said pulling away from her, "If you leave me I'm coming with you."
"You wouldn't kill yourself for me." She said in a whisper.
"Want to bet? I'd do it the second I found out, no matter where I was." I said, the fear of her death making me quake. "Jasey, I love you so much. I think you need to understand, that even if you can't dance be it forever or a year or two I'm going to be here with you every single step of the way. Never talk like that again, your not killing yourself..ever." She just nodded, and clung back to my chest. We stayed like that for a good ten minutes, until I decided we needed to get out of here. I gathered all of her things, and threw the bag over my shoulder, as Jasey sniffled in the chair. Then, I picked her up bridal style, knowing she couldn't walk. I was taking her to the hospital, right now.
"Where are we going?" She asked, I texted our friends and told them we left the theater and were on our way to the hospital, and that this was urgent.
"The emergency room, you need to get your foot checked out." She only nodded, and closed her eyes as I drove quickly. We finally reached the hospital, and I carried Jasey inside. "She thinks she broke her foot." I said reaching the counter, the women looked up at us, and nodded. She instructed us to wait for a doctor to be available, and I sat down in a chair keeping Jasey on my lap. Sooner rather than later, a nurse instructed us to go into the x-Ray room, and have her foot looked at. She winced as I set her down on the cold table, and they placed a lead mat on her lap.
"Okay Jasey," The nurse said to her in calming voice, "I need you to be as still as you can, alright? Now how did you do this?"
"I'm a ballet dancer, and I was being lifted and my partner put me down, and I hurt my foot and I felt something snap, and I think my foot was already broken but this was my first lead role, and I had to do it." Jasey ranted, and it broke my heart to see the tears start to fall down her face again.
"Okay honey, were done, you can take her to the room across the hall, and I'll tell you the results." She said, and I picked Jasey up. I placed her on the cot, and I sat in a chair next to it. The nurse, and doctor walked in holding Jasey's x-rays in his hands.
"Well Jasey, your Achilles Tendon has snapped, and your foot is broken in two places, also the cartilage in your knee is torn. I'm sorry to say this, but I don't think your going to be able to dance for a very long time."

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Oh no!!!!!!!