I Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream
Hollowed
"How long?" Jasey asked, her tears had already started falling again. I felt like my heart had been ripped out of my chest, why do terrible things keep happening to my perfect angel? What has she done?
"Jasey, I don't know if you are ever going to dance again." The doctor said, and I immediately pulled her to my side. She grabbed fist fulls of my shirt in her hands, and sobbed. The doctor looked incredibly uncomfortable, and like he had something else to say. Jasey looked up from my chest again, "I would at least take these next two years off. In the mean time were going to put your foot in a cast." Jasey nodded stiffly, and I wiped away as much of the makeup out from under her eyes as I could. The doctor instructed me to follow him, to get her foot in a cast. He offered a wheel chair but I declined it, and picked Jasey up. I sat her down in a chair once we were in the room. The doctor wrapped her foot in a black cast. She appeared to have cried all of her tears out, because she wasn't crying anymore. Their was just a never changing look of sorrow on her face. She stood up, after he finished explaining everything to her.
"Jasey I'm deeply sorry." The doctor said, and she just offered him a small smile, before we walked out to the car. Their was a small boot underneath the cast so she could walk without pain. I grabbed her fingers, and she didn't hold them back. Instead she just grabbed onto my side, and I wrapped my around her.
"I love you, baby." I said kissing her forehead.
"I love you too." She said solemnly. She got into her side of the car, and we began the drive home. "What am I going to do Andy? I didn't go to college because I wanted to be a dancer!" She started crying again. I thought to her new hobby of photography.
"You can be our tour photographer!" I said squeezing her hand, she just sobbed again.
"Andy, I want to be a dancer." She said staring at me.
"I know, Jase." I sighed, "But you can't, you'll hurt yourself more. Please be our tour photographer, that way you can go on tour wth me, and your really good at it! You can look for a job in photography too! You were telling me how much you loved it just this morning!" She looked at me, and gave me a sad smile.
"Okay." She said, and I realized that she was never going to be the same again.
Notes
At least their going on tour together right?
I love this so much eight now!!!
11/4/15