I Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream

I jumped up and down shaking out my nerves. This was my big break, and everything was riding on it. The first part of the show had gone really well, and now it was time to do the Pas De Deux. I ran out on stage, and started dancing. All of my thoughts, the pain I felt from rehearsing so often, it all went away. I just danced, and smiled, and forgot about everything. At one point I looked out at the audience, it was huge over 1000 people. A little girl in the front row had tears streaming down her face, and that made me burst into tears of happiness. I noticed a pain in my ankle but ignored it, being so happy. I finished the pas, and ran off stage to change into my black swan tutu. It went without a hitch, even the fouetté's. Before I knew it, we were in the finale. Thomas lifted me, and I caught Andy's eye in the audience. He had tears streaming down his face, I came down from the lift, and pain pierced through me. Thomas planted me on my right foot, the injured one. Tears of pain fell from my eyes but I kept dancing. I know my face must have been horrendous but the pain was almost unbearable. Finally I ran up to the cliff, and took one last look at the audience, I had never been in so much pain before. I saw Andy in the audience who had a look of horror on his face, he knew. I jumped off the cliff out of love for the prince. I sighed once I hit the mat, I just fucked myself up. I tried to stand up, but cried out in agony. Someone backstage helped me stand up, but I couldn't walk. I was in searing pain, as I walked out pretending like nothing was wrong for my bows, Andy had the most concerned look on his face. Mr. Burns came out with flowers for me. He leaned in and hugged me.
"You hurt your foot didn't you?" He asked me, I nodded, and he gave me a concerned look before exiting the stage. The curtain closed, and I broke down into tears. I broke my foot, and it was bad. I had to have broken it in several places. I went back to the dressing room limping, and started changing. I sat down in a chair, and put my head in my hands. Tears flowed out, and my makeup was halfway down my face. I've ruined myself, I may never dance again.

Notes

Awwh no poor Jasey!!