I Love You More Than I Can Ever Scream

This past week I've spent everyday with Jasey. I waited for her while she was at dance, and since her parents were out of town until the Nutcracker, I even asked her to stay at my house until they came back. She happily agreed, and since her confession to me six days ago, I think I helped her move past the sadness that had become her.
It was hard at first, because she didn't even know she was as sad as she was, but we eventually figured out that she felt as though the weight of the world was on her shoulders. She told me that everytime she saw Peter and Danielle she broke a little more inside. I asked her if she needed to talk to Danielle, and maybe try to work it out. She said yes, and we tried to talk to her but Danielle slammed the door in our faces. That took a lot of repairing afterwards, but Jasey and I decided that if Danielle was going to be so difficult she wasn't worth all of the sadness. Now it was the day before The Nutcracker, and Jasey was in the studio rehearsing while I was down in my car waiting for her, since it was letting out in about ten minutes. Jasey's parents were coming home today, and she reluctantly had to go home for a night before staying with me after the show was over so we could leave for tour the next day. We got out of school for break earlier today, and we were all so unbelievably happy. Getting away for three weeks, two of those being on tour, was just what we all needed, especially Jasey.
I was afraid she was going to harm herself after she told me how depressed she was. She never did, and that fact relieved me. I honestly don't think I could live without her. Our five month anniversary was over tour. I couldn't believe how long we'd already been together, it was insane. I was almost positive that Jasey, and I were never going to break up. We already devised a plan that after high school both of us were moving to LA and anyone who wanted to follow us could. Standby Records has been contacting us regularly. A representative of them was even coming to one our shows. It was the last show of the small tour, and I was already nervous. They had been telling me that they were very interested in our band, and that they presumed a record deal to be in order. I wanted to get the band off the ground, but everyone was hell bent on seeing high school through. I mentally groaned at the idea, and I just wanted to get to LA so we could start this adventure.
Jasey was with me, and she even told me she'd try to get her GED so both of us could move to LA by ourselves, but I couldn't leave our band behind. My parents already told me if I could get my GED they'd be fine with it but Jasey's parents would take some convincing. She told me we could do this, she had a job lined up already with the Los Angeles Ballet. They offered her a contract after she finished high school so all she had to do was finish early. It was all I could think about other than Jasey. I wasn't sure if I was ready to leave yet but something was calling towards me, and telling me to get out of this god forsaken town.

Notes

Just a big paragraph to kind of explain where things are probably going to go! The Nutcracker is next chapter, and then the next four after that are tour, and then I Belive something big is going to happen!