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All Your Hate

I Don't Know Why I Agreed To This.

I woke up on the bus, we were now driving to Sacramento to play a show there. I looked around and saw Blake and Dustin had fallen asleep on the couch and Alexa was in her bunk above me. I got up and got ready, and I was just finishing my make up when Ashley walked into our bus, I hadn't even noticed that they had stopped about 5 minutes ago. He went straight to Alexa's bunk and I watched him. He obviously didn't know I was there. He leaned over and kissed her lips softly, telling her to wake up. My eyes grew wide and I suddenly fell forward, tripping over one of my boots. Ashley jumped and turned around, and when he saw me his cheeks turned pink.

I sighe, smiling, "how long?" I asked, gesturing towards them.

"A week," said Alexa, who was now awake and looking at Ashley. They smiled at each other and started to lean in.

"OH okay ew ew gross guys that's really great but I don't have to see it okay bye," I said, hurriedly walking over to BVB's bus.

"Hey Scarlette!" said CC who opened the door for me.

"Hey," I said, still sounding disturbed. All of the guys - Andy included - were sitting around the lounging area and I went and sat next to Jinxx. I smiled at all of them except for Andy, who just ignored me. Well, that's great.

"What happened?" asked Jake.

"Alexa and Ashley are sucking each other's faces off in our bus.... so I thought I'd come here! Hi!" I said, as the guys started to laugh.

"Wait wait... Alexa and Ash?!" asked Jinxx, clearly surprised.

"Yup," I nodded, and then looked around the room. "Hey, you guys wanna go get a coffee?" I asked, looking outside and noticing a Starbucks across the road.

"Sure," said Andy, speaking for the first time. Oh, I guess he was coming as well then. All the guys except for him walked off the bus, heading towards the store.

"Try not to spill it all over me though babe," he winked at me and I gritted my teeth, trying to stay calm.

"Don't call me babe," I said quickly, getting annoyed. I stomped off the bus and he followed, laughing at my somewhat childish behaviour. Whatever, he didn't have to be so annoying.

We all got our coffees and then walked back to the bus. On the way, Jinxx got a call from Jon.

"Oh, hey Jon!" he greeted. "No way, that's awesome! You serious? Oh my god, I have to tell the guys! When is it? Tomorrow night? Cool. Sammi's coming today as well, yeah I'm bringing her. Thanks Jon," he said, hanging up.

"What's going on?" asked CC.

"Wait did you say Sammi's coming? I have to meet her!" I said, excitedly. Jinxx smiled and nodded.

"Okay but dude what did Jon say?" asked CC, getting impatient.

"We're nominated for best single at the Kerrang! awards, which is tomorrow night!" Jinxx exclaimed.

"No way, which song?" asked Andy, grinning.

"Rebel Love Song!" he said, doing a happy dance. I laughed.

"Well guys, congratulations! That's really cool. But someone has to tell Ashley," I said, looking at them.

"Nah, we'll tell him later. Don't want to walk in on anything awkward," said Jake, cringing at the thought. We laughed and agreed, going back to their bus. Dustin, Blake, Alexa, and Ashley were there when we opened the door.

"Hey guys! Where'd you go?" asked Alexa.

"Starbucks," I replied.

"Hey Ash, we got something to tell you," said CC.

Jinxx told him the good news and his smile grew. "This is awesome guys! That song is pretty amazing," he said, nodding.

"Yeah, and we're all bringing an escort apparently," said Jinxx. "Sammi's coming so I'm bringing her."

"Oh Alexa dear, will you do me the honour of letting me take you to the Kerrang! awards tomorrow night?" Ashley said, in a fail British accent. She started to laugh.

"Yeah," she said, trying to catch her breath, "if you never do that accent again.. it was horrible!" she said and burst out laughing, Ashley looking embarrassed.

"I met this cool girl the other night, her name's Lauren. I'm gonna ask her if she wants to come with me," said CC, pulling his phone out of his pocket.

"Yeah, I've got someone I'm gonna take as well," said Jake.

"Andy, what about you?" asked Jinxx.

"Nah, I don't have anyone. I would have if Miss Moore here hadn't been a complete bitch to Kaylee," he said, looking at me.

"Oh my god Andy, for the millionth time her name was Karen. Not freaking Kaylee. Who the hell is Kaylee?!" I asked, rolling my eyes.

"Yeah, whatever, it's your fault anyway," he retorted.

"Hey I have an idea! Since you lost Andy his date, you should go with him!" said CC, looking proud of his solution. My eyes bulged.

"Excuse me? How about no," I said, looking around at the others.

"I don't know Scar, I mean, it sounds fair," said Alexa, and I started shaking my head.

"No no no no no no no. Like, no! Why?! No. I don't want to. I won't," I said, starting to panic a little.

"Oh come on Scar," said Andy, putting an arm around my shoulders and looking down at me. "I'm not so bad," he smirked.

"Oh for Christ's sake," I said. "You guys are gonna make me go aren't you," watching all of their faces as I finished speaking. They all looked at me and nodded. I didn't dare to look at Andy. He was probably extremely proud of embarrassing me like that now. Instead, I ripped his arm off my shoulders and stormed out to our tour bus, climbing into my bunk and snapping the curtains shut. I heard footsteps and saw Alexa's face looking at me, uncertain.

"What," I mumbled, going red.

"Look Scar, I know that you don't wanna go with him. But you gotta just give him one chance. Please, for me?" she asked, making puppy dog eyes. That bitch, she knew I couldn't say no when she did that.

"Fine," I said, sighing.

"Great!" she smiled, and looked at me. "We've gotta pick out our dresses. It's apparently really formal!"

*The next day*

"Scar, you ready yet?" asked Alexa, knocking on the bathroom door of our hotel that we were staying in. Thankfully I had gotten her as a roommate this time.

"Yep," I replied, sighing as I looked at myself in the mirror. I was wearing a short black dress with a silver belt on the middle and a leather jacket. I had put on a cross necklace and matching earrings, and lace gloves on my wrists. I wore my studded black heels again and I had my hair straightened and tied up, with dark eyeliner and mascara. I opened the door and Alexa's mouth dropped.

"Oh my god Scar you look amazing, I bet Andy's glad he'll be taking you," she winked.

I scoffed. "Come on, let's go to their bus. The limos leave in like 15 minutes." We got to their bus and knocked. A pretty girl opened the door, and I realized that it was Sammi Doll! She must have arrived earlier.

"Oh hey! Aren't you Alexa, Ashley's new girl?" she asked, looking at Alexa. She blushed and nodded. Aw, I think that she really liked him. Then Sammi turned to me.

"You must be Andy's girlfriend," she smiled at me. My eyes widened.

"Oh no, I'm not his girlfriend. The opposite actually, I kind of hate him. He probably hates me as well, he just isn't so... open about it," I said, awkwardly.

"Oh, so why are you going to the awards with him then?" asked Sammi, confused.

"I was forced to," I said, looking at Alexa who smiled sweetly. The rest of the boys came over to us and then I saw two other girls there as well. They must have been the ones that Jake and CC were talking about. We all introduced ourselves and then went to the limos.

I heard a voice in my ear, "you look good tonight, Moore," and realized that it was Andy. I smirked and turned towards him - woah. Okay, I had to admit, he looked pretty good as well. But I decided not to tell him that.

"Uh, thanks," I said, "Are we going now or?" He looked around and saw that the rest of the guys and girls were already in the limos. Blake and Dustin waved from the lobby of the hotel, I was so jealous of them right now. I glared at them and they laughed, then I walked to one of the limos with Andy and we climbed in.


this is kind of a filler chapter.. i'll be posting another one after because school starts again tomorrow so updates won't be as frequent.. i get really busy during the week!


I remember when you first wrote this fic and I hoped that it would never finish. This story is what got me Into reading fanfic. I hope you continue to write more! You're incredibly talented!

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omfg i just fangirled for two hours!!! loved it!!!

Oh my fucking god this was amazing

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