When Darkness Is All You See..

-Hopes POV- my head was spinning. i felt the need to throw up. i gasped in breathe as i opened my eyes and sat up. mabye to fast.. i felt the migrane come in. where am i? what happened? "your awake." i heard a voice from behind me said. i came face to face with the person who brought me here. the same boy from the pier. he had dark green eyes and light porcelan skin, followed by dark hair that slipped and his lips where pierced. oh my he was.. beautiful. "you fainted so i brought you to my apartment to clean you up. i think you broke your arm landing on the concrete back there." i nodded. i was somewhat calmer than before, even though i felt broken that i wasnt able to succed in killing myself and just ending it. and i may just have broken my arm. but.. my arm feels fine. accept for the stinging in my cuts. maybe he just though on how i was acting with my arms being hurt? and i was being to careful with them it was noticable. "here let me take a look.." he reached for my wrists but i threw them torwards me and backed up a bit. i dont know this person all he did was.. save my life.. "no. no im fine. i didnt break my arm." he gave me a look but only nodded. "im fine really. if anything i didnt get hurt at all." i assured him. "you tried to kill yourself. why?" he asked me. i sighed. i dont think im ready to even tell anybody, including a boy i just met. "no reason." i mumbled. "hmm.." he sighed. "do you have a place to stay?" yes, ofcourse i do. accept i hate the place i am staying at. im only 17, but my birthday is coming up so i guess its fine if i find my own place. i will not go back to that hell hole i was living in, though. my abusive father, all the people who tp my house and throw ricks at me in the neiborhood. atleast when im out of there im somewhat invisible. "no.. i dont.. but i will find one." i tried to get up but i slammed down on my teeth as i felt all of my muscles clench in pain. i winced in pain and let out a yelp. once as i almost fell, the boy was there and grabbed me before i fell and put me back on the bed. "woah.. maybe you should stay here for a little bit.. i promise its safe." he assured me as he smiled. i stared into his eyes and something inside of me flicked. i felt all warm the more i stared into this boys eyes. "o-okay.." i asked, but before he stood up and left the room, he said, "im alexander by the way." "im hope."

Notes

the next chapter is dedicated to my bestest friend in the entire world. her name is Alexis Christine Moats. And shes literally in love with chris motionless, so here you go POTATOE! the next chapters for you!