When Darkness Is All You See..

(Hope thompson (new character) pov)

Fall. My most favorite time of the year. It's sweater season, which means longer sleeves, more cuts.

I roll out of bed and write in my journal. Before I sat down I winced at my side then the events of last night hit my mind again. My father was angry at me for no reason again. This time her got me on the ground and kicked my hip.

I remembered to write that down in my journal as I hid it back under my bed. I'm sick of all the shit. I just want freedom. The endless beatings. The nonstop bulling. Me..

'Just end it all.'

I thought to myself. You know what? I'm gonna do the world a favor. I smile at the thought of it all ending. Since my father was at work, I was able to take a shower. I wouldn't have to starve myself anymore, so I can take a warm one. But one think I can't help to do.

I race back into my room nude and grab my phone case. And grab the silver razor inside of it. I run back inside the shower room and hop in. I sat on the cold shower ground as the warm water pattered down. I held the tiny sharp metal in my finger tips as I looked at my arm.

There was still bleeding marks from last night, but this is the last time I'm gonna do it. As I've begun slashing at my arms all the way down my wrists, I found happiness. I have found my inner piece. I can't believe bringing my self pain makes me so happy..

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As I open up my closet door I decide what to wear. This would be my last outfit anyways. I get goosebumps at the thought. I decide on a pair of my black leggings that I haven't worn in over a year, my ex boyfriends sweater. I hate him. But I miss him so much.

He told me I was his world, then caught him in bed with another girl. Ugh I wish love wasn't so complicated. I grabbed my little black fluff boots that where comfy. I also grabbed my black beanie headphones and iPod.

As I walked everywhere deciding how I would do this. I listened to music as I did it. All types. One that was my favorite today was Picture Perfect by escape the fate. I smile as I saw people from my school throw things at me and laugh as I walked on past busy streets.

Just smiled knowing that I won't cause them any happiness anymore. I'm gonna be alive for once, even if I am dead. As I arrived at my destination I took out my headphones and iPod I threw it to the ground as I smiled and looked straight forward. The Peer. I walked and thought of all of the bad memories that flashed threw my head.

I stopped at the clear end of the peer and took off my shoes. I don't want to get them wet. As I thought of the feelings running threw my mind I felt absolutely nothing but pain and emptiness. I went out if this cruel world alone and hated. But I was okay with that. As soon as I picked up one foot and was about to take my last step, I wasn't a good swimmer, I heard a low voice calmly say,

"Please don't do it."

I didn't even want to turn around. It was probably somebody who bullied me before but feels sorry. "Why not?" I asked the mysterious voice. "Because you have a lot to live for. Don't prove those people wrong." Can't I ever get a break?

"Okay, look. I don't know you, and you for know me. So why try and help. No body would miss me." A single tear escaped my eye as I wipe it up. 'Don't be sad, hope. It's your last day.' "That's not true. I would miss you." "Ha. Yea right. But I'm so far down the rabbit hole it would be crazy to call me sane." I laughed

"Goodbye." I whispered.

As I closed my eyes, I took a light Jump. And for a moment, I didn't feel the ground, which for a moment gave me a spar of adrenaline. But my heart Sank as I felt a groan behind me and strong lanky arms wrap around my stomach and pull me back into reality. As I fell sideways against my savior my arms hit the hard concrete of the peer.

"Are. You. Okay?" The voice asked me again. But I said nothing. I just cried as I tried to let oxygen into my throat. I felt his weight shift and and I was lifted and arranged in a different position. How did he save me. He sounded a lot further away, and he was there in seconds. Why would he even do this. I felt pain all on my stomach, arms, and knees. "Shh. It's okay." He told me. It's not okay. Nothing's okay. I was support to die. I was suppose to end it all. I was now furious.

"Why the fuck did you help me! I wanted to die." I screamed and shouted and hit his chest. But I felt a weakness. I felt a tiredness grow inside me. My arms really hurt. I know what happened.

My cuts re opened.

Everything felt dizzy and I couldn't concentrate. "Hey hey! Are you okay? Answer me. Please." He asked me. "Everythin-is-dizz.." I slurred. I passed out as I felt myself being pulled into the darkness, hopefully forever.

Notes

So I'm gonna give the other characters mates, ad soon everything will work together. I'm gonna update later tonight! So be ready!