Suffer In Silence

*Andy's POV*

I watch her as she runs up to her front door and disappears inside. I'm stunned, she just kissed me.... sure it was just on the cheek but fucking still. My cheeks feel hot, thank god no one is around to see this, I look in my rear view mirror, yep... blushing like a ripe as fuck tomato....

A car beeps loud and long from behind me, shit, I'm in the lady's driveway, must be Koda's mum... I mouth 'sorry' at her and give her a smile, which she returns, then I quickly pull away and head back the way I came until I see familiar streets again. I'm humming along to some generic song playing on the radio, when it hits me, oh my god I live near her! Only two fucking streets away!. I let out a retarded squeal of excitement as I pull into my driveway alongside my mums car.

*Dakota's POV*

I slam the front door behind me as I rush to my room. I dump my shit on the bed and strip. Once I've chucked on my home clothes, a long sleeve Pierce the Veil shirt I made, and My Chemical Romance shorts, I head over to my sisters room. "Carrie! Quick mum's home in a second, if you promise to act like I've been home this whole time I'll do all your chores for a week!", I blurt out the second I open her door. She ponders on it for a few agonising seconds, ".... mmmmmmm... yeah ok" she says finally, relief washes over me and I hug her, it only lasts a second before I let go and bound out of the room to greet mum, a fake smile already plastered on my face....

"Mum! You're home!" I exclaim as I hug her. She seems surprised but smiles, must be in a good mood... hopefully that will last... "I see you're in a good mood today, as it happens so am I, my friend Lisa and I had a girls day, we went to this amazing spa her husband helped remodel" mum says, I smile again, for real this time. She had a great day so as long as I'm good everything can be normal, I can at least pretend it is, anyway.

*****A few minutes later*****

I'm laying on my bed listing to music with baby Scout on my chest, and Bella at my feet. I had decided to finally tell mum about Scout, she was in such a good mood that she accepted him, even coo'ed at him and gave him cuddles. Thinking about that makes me smile. Suddenly I hear the front door slam, dad must be home, and he sounds pissed off. I hear him storming up to my room. Fuck.... I place Scout and Bella in Scouts safe area, in case dad gets violent. I try to be quick but seem calm, nothings worse than showing weakness.

My door slams open, he looks half pissed. "THAT GOOD FOR NOTHING BOSS OF MINE CAN'T TAKE A FUCKING JOKE!", he screams. Well, good news and bad news, good being I'm not in trouble.... but the bad?... I have to... entertain his boss again... I start to shake but hide it well, by now I've learned that when this happens, it means I have to put these really skimpy clothes on, and meet his boss at a hotel, their usually really fancy ones, at least. If I don't, dad would get fired and that would work out worse for me, even for mum and Carrie.

Dad leaves the room and once my door is closed I put a crop top on, exposing my thin, flat stomach with my pretty belly ring... 'thin? ha! You fat pig, go on keep fooling yourself...'. "Not now..." I growl, then I grab my one and only skirt, a sexy little black mini with pretty lace, it's not tight, but loose and fluttery, so it moves gracefully with my every step. Next is my accessories, I put my wristbands and bracelets on to cover the cuts on my left arm. And then use make-up to cover the old scars on my right arm and thigh. Lastly I put on make-up, I use light foundation to cover the bruises, a sexy red shade of lipstick, and thick eyeliner. I use waterproof mascara, my good one that makes my eyes look cat-like, I finish the look with dark grey eyeshadow, so dark it looks black, I apply it in a way that gives it a nice smokey look, Mr Pierce will love this... I shudder... Once my black ballet shoes are on I'm ready to go...

*****20 minutes later*****

We're pulling up to this really nice hotel, I can't help but wish I was here for any other reason, I feel like a dirty fucking whore. I'm so numb, but at the same time I feel like screaming and crying. I have no choice but to let this sick fuck... well... fuck me, not that I'm not going to struggle, 'cos I fucking will, which I guess is good since the fucking pedo has a rape fetish. Dad leads me out of the car, handing his keys to the valet, and takes me up to the room his boss has booked. He seems tense, at times like this I know he loves me deep, deep down, because whenever the door opens, as it is now, I see a small flash of regret in his eyes, but as always, it only lasts a second....

Notes

Hey so like I warned you guys in my authors note (which I have since deleted), there will be sexual violence in this chapter, I want you guys to know that I didn't enjoy writing it one fucking bit, sexual violence of any kind makes me fucking sick, but it's part of the story, I don't really know how to explain it im sorry, just know I don't condone sexual violence at all, please don't hate me :(

thank you to secretely_quotes_lyrics for the idea to have andy realise he lives closer to Koda :3

ch. Title credit: The Pretty Reckless - Make Me Wanna Die