Suffer In Silence

*Dakota's POV

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Yesterday started out so great... why did Andy have to go and ruin it?, why did he have to ruin it with petty jealousy?, I can be friends with people other than him and the others too!... Frustrated, I clumsily get dressed, not bothering with any make-up, barely even remembering to wear my long sleeve under the school shirt. Once I'm all ready and have done my chores, I put my earphones in and listen to nothing but angry music all the way to school. I don't have any classes with any of my friends today, so avoiding them will be easy....

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Here I am, once again, sitting in my secret little space behind the concrete stairs. Part of me missed it, it's safe, it's mine, and no one can find me here. It's the perfect place to hide from the others.... I pull out my book so I can read all lunch, I'm too stressed to eat. Right now I'm reading 'The Silver Brumby', my all-time favourite book series ever, followed closely though, by the 'Black Stallion' series, then the 'Thoroughbred' series. Before long, I'm sucked into the world of the Cascade brumbies, forgetting, for now, all my troubles...

*Andy's POV*

"Dude what the hell did you do?", Jinxx says, staring me down. I look at the ground, squirming in my seat. "I didn't mean to ok?, I accidently hurt her feelings, I'm not proud of it, in fact I feel like such an ass, I feel so guilty. I let my jealousy mess shit up!", I throw my head in my hands, holding my knees to my chest, groaning in frustration. "Jealous?, why the hell would you be jealous?" Sandra asks, sounding confused and angry. I sigh, better just come out with it... "Because I like her..." I admit, not looking up. "Like her?, dude we all like he-" I fling myself to my feet, cutting Ashley off. "I like like her!, I have a major thing for her, all I can think about is making her mine!, I-", Jinxx hugs me tight. "Shhhh it's ok we get it, we're sorry we didn't see it sooner, we could have helped you, just... find her, and right whatever you did ok?", he says soothingly. I relax and rest my head on his shoulder, letting out a deep sigh.

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School's been out for 5 minutes, I've been running around the whole damn place trying to find her, but she's nowhere!. Suddenly it hits me... If she didn't want to run into us she'd have left straight away!, fuck I'm thick!... I change my course and run towards our suberb, hoping to catch her before she get's home... I see a figure far up ahead, and run even faster, puffing hard from running for so long... Please be her, please be her, please be- it's her!, yes!... "Koda!, please wait!" I plead, only to be met with guarded eyes when she spins around to face me. "Leave me alone asshole" she hisses. I try not to feel hurt, I deserve it, but even so, hearing her resentment pierces right through my heart.

"Please, hear me out, I'm so sorry for how I acted, I can explain!" I plead some more, prepared to beg on my fucking knees if I have to. She starts to snarl, something I'm hoping is just a part of her guard. Realising she isn't going to willingly talk to me, I grab her by her arm and drag her behind the nearest parked car. It sounds weird I know, but the car is parked at the side of the road, and on the other side is a wall, so it kind of gives us a little privacy.

Before she can leave I start trying to explain myself, but it just won't come out right. "Damnit I can't say it right!, look, I'm really sorry ok?, I feel so bad about being such a jerk, I have a reason for why I was acting that way. But look, you didn't exactly help by storming off and refusing to talk the rest of the way!". Ok, I'll be the first to admit, I probably shouldn't have added the last part... She lets out a frustrated groan, "why are you even being like this?!, things were great before!, what the fuck do you want from me?!" she yells.

This is it, whatever I say next will make a huge impact. I can't fuck this up... What the hell do I do?!... In a panic, I answer in the only way I know how... I push her against the car, my arms on either side of her, pinning her there. I press my lips against hers, kissing her desperately. At first she's too shocked to respond, but then, she kisses back. Her hand reaches up and grabs a handful of my hair at the nape of my neck. The kiss quickly becomes more and more heated, until she suddenly breaks away, pushing me off of her. Before I can say anything she slaps me... hard. I'm in too much shock from the whole thing, to do anything but watch as she runs away, leaving me behind....

Notes

With great pains thanks to my laptops internet running out, I've managed to upload using my old phone, then editing with my current phone haha

I'd really love to know what you guys thought of it, even if you thought it was shit. Comments from you guys is a massive motivator to keep going with this fic :3

I already have ideas brewing for the next chapter which is awesome, it's all thanks to everyone who's ever given me ideas.

Without further ado, time for the credits!:
credit for the idea of; Andy chasing after Koda, finding her, and them kissing; goes to: Gotham Fox.
Seriously thank you so much for the idea, I had no idea how I was going to introduce the 'sexual tension' (haha) into the fic between them haha.

Ch. Title Credit: Hot Chelle Rae ft. Demi Lovato - Why Don't You Love Me?