Highschool story (no longer being writen)

Kelsey's POV
About a half hour into my run I found myself sitting down under a tree in a old playground looking up at the grey sky. I was falling apart I could feel it. All I wanted to do was be able to ignore Kristi and all the voices of other people from my past telling me I was fat. All I wanted was to be okay and be happy. But I can't. I sat there clutching my knees. I don't want this life I never wanted this life. After about ten more minutes I got up dried my eyes and started running again. I some how ended up back at home. To be honest I wasn't really paying attention to where I was going. I saw Andy sitting on his steps and thought about going over there, but he beat me to it and started walking over here.
"I'm sorry" I said before anything else
He looked confused
"I shouldn't have snapped at you like that."
"Don't worry about it"
"Andy I know you were worried and I know that it was wrong for me to snap like that"
"Kelsey really it's fine"
I looked at him and noticed just how fucking blue his eyes are, I was like lost in them. I was pulled from my trance by my mom pulling into the driveway.
"Hey sweetie" She called out
"Hi mom"
She walked over to us and stood by me.
"Kelsey who's this"
"Oh right. Um mom this is Andy. Andy this is my mom"
"Hello"
"It's nice to meet you Mrs. Adams"
"It's actually Rein but call me Kate."
"Oh sorry"
"Don't worry about it dear. I should go help Aaron with dinner. It was nice meeting you Andy.. You're always welcome here"
"Thank you Mrs- Kate"
My mom smiled at the two of us and then walked inside.
"Your mom seems nice"
"Yeah. She is."
"Um, so I should go in and get cleaned up but text me later okay"
''Okay"
I looked at him for a second and then we both went our separate ways. I always had this weird tingling feeling whenever he's around. It's odd I've never felt that way around anyone.
I walked inside and ran up the stairs to shower. When I got out I wrapped a towel around myself and walked into my room. I sat down on my bed for a minute before putting my pajamas back on and walking back to the bathroom to brush m teeth. I knew Jason and Emily would get on me about skipping dinner but it was to late to eat and I was tired so whatever. I sat down on the chair by my window and looked out it was raining now so I was watching the lightning flash and listening to the thunder and the sound of rain pelting my window. The sound of storms calmed me for some reason that I didn't know. I heard a knock on my door and yelled for them to come in. Jason walked in and told me it was time for dinner. I followed him downstairs and sat down with everyone but didn't grab any food.
"Aren't you eating Kelsey"
"I'm not feeling very good."
I wouldn't look at Jason or Emily.
"Okay" My mom said
"I'm actually going to go upstairs. Lots of homework"
"Alright. Goodnight"
"Night" I walked upstairs and grabbed my laptop and phone from my desk and checked to see if Andy texted me. He did.
Andy: Hey
Me: Hey, what are you doing?
Andy: Sitting around doing homework
Me: Sounds like a blast
Andy: Shit I'm sorry I have to go mom and dad are cracking down on me to get studying
Me: Okay. I'll talk to you tomorrow
Andy: Night
Me:Night
I plugged my phone in and started playing my music before turning off my lights and falling asleep. Hopefully tomorrow will be better...but I doubt it.
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-Friday-
The week sucked. Kristi was ruthless Emily wont talk to me and when Jason talks to me he's always lecturing me about not eating. The only good thing was my friends. And now I have the house to myself this weekend because my mom and Aaron are going out of town and Emily and Jason are going to stay with their mom. So it was just me all alone.
I was sitting in art with Tay talking about what was going on this weekend. Alex got into town last night so there was her weekend.
"What are you going to do"
"I don't know. I'm alone this weekend so probably nothing"
"Why don't you hang out with Andy."
"He probably has plans"
"It doesn't hurt to ask."
"I don't know...maybe."
"So what do you think of Andy"
"What do you mean"
"Do you like him"
"Well yeah. I mean he's nice and all he's a good friend."
"But do you like him as anything more?"
"I don't know" I could feel my cheeks getting hot
"You so do!"
"So what, it's not like he feels the same way"
"Are you kidding? It's so obvious to everybody"
"Really, you think he likes me? No there's no way"
"Kelsey come on you're telling me you haven't noticed"
"Noticed what there's nothing to notice"
"The way he looks at you. You're practically all he talks about"
"Really?"
She nodded and smiled
"He's got it bad for you Kelsey"
I smiled and looked down. Andy liking me? The bell rang and me and Tay walked to lunch. Kristi was gone today so I was hoping today wouldn't be so bad. I walked to the table and it was only me sitting there. Soon everyone started filling in and Andy sat down across from me. I tried to take notice to how he was looking at me but I couldn't pay attention long enough because people kept talking to me.
"Did Alex get to town yet?" Mitch asked
"Yeah. He got in last night"
"Are we going to be able to see him" Adam asked
"Maybe. I don't know"
"CC are you still hanging out with Sydney tonight" Tay asked
"Yeah why?"
"Will you bring something over there for me it's in my car"
"Yeah sure"
I guess CC and Sydney were together but not "officially". There were a bunch of random conversations that I didn't really pay attention to but next thing I knew I was standing up with everyone else to leave. I was walking next to Andy and I felt his hand brush against mine. I felt myself blushing and looked away. We walked to our class and I sat down ready to start the long boring hour.
---end of day---
The last bell rang and I was at my locker grabbing all my stuff after I shut it I turned and saw Andy walking past.
"Hey Andy? You need a ride"
"Um sure. If that's okay"
"Yeah I mean we're going to the same place"
He laughed and we walked out to the car. Emily and Jason left early so I didn't have to wait for them. I started driving home and blasted Asking Alexandria.
"I fucking love them" Andy said
"Me to!"
I turned it up at the same time Andy was reaching to do the same causing our hands to run into each other. He quickly pulled his hand away and I did the same.
I pulled into my driveway and turned the car off.
"You want to come inside?"
"Sure"
We got out of the car and I walked up to the door unlocking it mom and Aaron were long and so were Emily and Jason.
" Want anything to drink"
"I'm good"
We walked upstairs into my room and he sat down on my chair and I sat on the bed.
"You play?" He asked pointing to something across the room. I looked and saw he was pointing to my dad's guitar.
"Not really it was my dad's"
"Do you mind if I try it"
"No go ahead"
He walked over and grabbed the guitar before returning back to the chair. He started tuning it and then played something. (Knives and pens)
"That was really good. What was that"
"Just a song I wrote"
"You write songs"
"Yeah."
"Do you sing"
"Kind of"
"Let me hear. Please"
"Um yeah okay"
"
Alone at last we can sin and fight.
And I've lost all faith in this blurring light,
(Stay right here we can change our plight.
Storming through this despite what's right.)

One final fight for this tonight.
Whoa-oh-oh
With knives and pens we made our plight.

Lay your heart down, the end's in sight.
Conscience begs for you to do what's right.
(Everyday it's still the same dull knife,
Stab right through and justify your pride.)

One final fight for this tonight.
Whoa-oh-oh
With knives and pens we made our plight.
Whoa-oh-oh

Well I can't go on without your love that you lost, you never held on.
(We tried our best. Turn out the light. Turn out the light!)

One final fight for this tonight.
Whoa-oh-oh
With knives and pens we made our plight.
Whoa-oh-oh

Well I can't go on without your love that you lost, you never held on.
(We tried our best. Turn out the light. Turn out the light!)"
When he finished I was speechless. He was really good
"That was amazing. You wrote that?"
He nodded and looked at me.
"Do you want to do something tonight" He asked out of nowhere
"What"
"We could go see a movie or something"
"Yeah. that sounds like fun"
"How does seven sound"
"Great"
He stood up and I walked him down to the door.
"I'll see you at seven"
"See you then" We said our goodbye's and then I ran upstairs to start getting ready.

Notes

If there is a bunch of typos and stuff I'm sorry I'm writing this in the dark. But other than that tell me whatcha guys are thinking of this story.