Highschool story (no longer being writen)

Kelsey's POV
When I got home I ran upstairs and took a shower. I was fuming what the hell is wrong with her. What could I have done in the time I've been here. I got out of the shower and took a look in the mirror. I felt disgusting I looked disgusting. I grabbed at the fat on my stomach then my thighs. Every inch of fat on my body. And stupid me ate and I knew I shouldn't have but I did to keep Jason and Emily from worrying. But now I feel guilty. I dropped down to my knees leaning over the toilet, what else am I supposed to do. I shoved my fingers down my throat but nothing happened I couldn't. I kept trying though, I sat there for what felt like forever just trying to throw everything up and the next hour was spent crying. I heard someone knock on the door of the bathroom and looked at the time. Nobody should be home yet. I tried to stay quiet but my sobs broke through.
"Kelsey, Kelsey let me in"
It was Jason.
"Go away"
"Kelsey please. Just let me in"
"Go away Jason"
"Kelsey let me in now"
"Why"
"Because I know what Kristi did and I have a pretty good fucking idea what you're doing. Now let me in"
"Just leave me alone"
"Kelsey come on please just let us in" Now it was Emily.
"You guys I'll be out in a minute okay" I said calmer than before
"Okay" Emily said
I cleaned myself up and finished getting dressed before walking out of my bathroom to see Jason and Emily sitting on my bed.
"How did you guys get here"
"Your friend Tay gave us a ride. She told us what happened and that you came home"
"Look guys I'm fine okay."
"Then why were you crying in the bathroom."
"I wasn't"
"Don't lie to us, we heard you"
"It's just been a long day okay. I'm just a little stressed about Kristi and what she did today added to that okay. I'm fine"
"Are you sure"
No
"Yes. I'll even go back to school"
"Or we could all just not go back" Jason said
"Whatever. My mom and your dad just can't find out."
"They wont. Now I'm going back to bed" Jason told us walking out of the room
"Emily you okay" I noticed she was just staring at me.
"You told me you wouldn't start this again"
"Emily-"
"You told me you wouldn't. When did this start again" She asked sternly
"Emily calm down"
"When"
"Emily I'm fine okay. I. am. fine"
"Stop lying to me!"
"Emily enough. It's none of your business. Just get out"
"Whatever" She said and then walked out slamming the door behind her
I sighed and sat down on my bed. What am I doing?
I layed down and closed my eyes trying to clear my head. I eventually feel asleep and woke up again when a door closed down stairs. It wasn't unusual for us to be home before them so I wasn't to worried they would find out. I woke my self up and made it look like I hadn't just been asleep changed to go for a run and walked downstairs.
"Hey Kelsey" Aaron said
"Hey. Where's mom"
"She had to stay late. She'll be home before dinner"
"Okay. Well I'm going to go for a run."
"Alright. Wait Kelsey"
"Yeah?"
"Can you grab the mail really quick I forgot to"
"Yeah sure"
I walked outside and grabbed all the mail from the mailbox and ran it back inside. I walked back outside and started running. I had my headphones in and wasn't really paying attention. Bad idea. I ran right into someone both of us ending up on the ground. I looked and saw it was Andy.
"Holy shit I'm so sorry Andy" I said standing up
He stood up to and looked at me.
"Don't worry about it. Are you okay"
"Yeah I'm the one who ran into you I should be asking you if you're okay"
"I wasn't talking about the collision. I was talking about what happened today at lunch."
"Oh right. I'm fine I just didn't want to finish the day"
"Are you sure"
"Yes. God why doesn't anyone believe me when I say I'm fine" I was so frusterated with people who kept asking me if I was okay.
"I'm sorry. Okay I was just wondering."
"Well I'm fine. I should get going gotta finish running before it gets dark"
"Right of course. I'll talk to you later"
I walked past him and started running again soon after. Today has been shitty and I have this feeling it wont get much better.

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