Highschool story (no longer being writen)

Kelsey's POV
When Monday rolled around I was really pissed because I have to go back to school. But I guess it's not so bad, at least I have people to talk to there. I woke up at 6 but didn't actually have to get up until 7 so I tried to fall back asleep but had no luck. So I got out of bed and jumped in the shower. When I got out I did my usual hair and make up and put this on. It was 7:15 when I finished getting ready and I didn't have to leave until like 8 so now I was bored and tired. I grabbed my lap top and looked at random videos on youtube until it was time to go. I walked downstairs not even waiting for Emily and Jason and left. When I got outside I put my headphones in and played of mice & men. When I got to where the bus would be I noticed that the only people here were jocks and preppy bitches and then I saw a guy in skinny jeans a band shirt and black hair and knew it was Andy. I went to go talk to him when I was stopped by some bitch throwing my books to the ground.
"What the hell" I said looking at her.
"Oh sorry. I slipped" she said. But this was one of the fakest voices I have ever heard.
"You slipped right into my books. Right,"
"You don't have to be a bitch"
"Oh I'm not, that's you. so can you pick those up give them to me and walk the fuck away"
She looked at me like I was the only one to ever talk to her like this.
"Who the fuck do you think you are"
"I think I'm a fucking person who doesn't deserve to have you come up to me and throw my books down for no reason"
"What makes you think it was for nothing"
"oh please tell me what I did that pissed you off so much"
"You look like a emo slut."
"So because I LOOK like a "emo slut" you figured you could be a bitch"
We had gathered a crowd now and everyone was clearly on her side.
Just as she was about to open her mouth to say something back the bus came and she stomped off. I just laughed and walked onto the bus.
When I got to the school I was one of the first off the bus and in the school. I easily found my locker today I went to go and try to find any of the guys or Tay but had no luck until I turned the corner to get to my first hour class and saw Ashley, Jake and Andy sitting around talking. I walked over to them and stood a few meet away from them.
"Hey Kelsey" Ashley said
"Hey guys." I walked closer to them and sat down next to Andy on the bench thing.
Ashley and Jake left leaving me and Andy alone. We were talking when the bitch from earlier walked up to us. I rolled my eyes and tried to ignore her. Andy looked at me like I was crazy.
"Hey slut"
I just kept talking to him as if she wasn't there but he looked uncomfortable.
"Hey emo, I was talking to you" she said pulling me up by my arm.
"Hey bitch, I was ignoring you" I snapped
"No one ignores me. do you know who the hell I am"
"A bitch with a fake tan who has nothing better to do then give me shit" I said like the little smart ass I am.
"Who the fuck are you. What makes you think you can talk to me like that. This is my school"
"We went over this. I'm a fucking person who has done nothing to you."
"But you did"
"Oh well please explain to me what I did to hurt you so much"
"You're a ugly fat emo disgusting bitch. Maybe you should go shove your fingers down your throat you need it."
"What did you say" I said through gritted teeth
She moved closer to me and bent down a little to whisper in my ear.
"I said. you. are. a ugly. fat. emo. disgusting bitch. that should go shove her fingers down her throat" I was pissed. Ready to explode and punch her right in the face. But it was my second day, I couldn't get suspended this early on. she moved away from me just as the bell rang and went to walk away but not before she knocked me on the ground causing me to drop my books about three feet from me. I could feel tears stinging in my eyes threatening to spill. If only she knew that I used to do just that. I mean she was right. I am fat and disgusting. I just stayed on the ground for a second trying to fight back the tears and then I looked to see a hand extended towards me. It was Andy. He gave me a sympathetic look and I took his hand, he pulled me up and handed me my books.
"Are you okay"
"Yeah, yeah I'm fine" My voice was quiet and shaking and I hated myself for being so weak.
"Are you sure." He still hadn't let go of my hand and I looked down still holding back tears.
"I'm fine. I should get going. Don't want to be late" I looked up at him and felt the tears start to fall so I turned away and started walking.
"Kelsey wait" he called after me but I kept going. I don't let people see me cry. I can't let anyone see me so weak. I turned the corner and put myself together before walking into class. I sat down just before the bell rang and when did I looked over and saw Adam sitting there with his head down. I decided to just leave it for now. I didn't pay attention to anything going on around me all I did was think about my weight and cringe at how disgusting my body is.
The bell ringing wasn't what pulled me from my thoughts but Adam tapping my on the shoulder.
"Hey you okay"
no
"Yeah I'm fine"
"Lets go"
I nodded my head and gathered all my stuff and walked out the door following Jason.
I didn't really talk to anyone in the next couple classes not until art when I sat next to Tay.
"Hey" she said
"Hi" I said putting on a fake smile.
"So Andy told me about Kristi."
"Who"
"The bitch from this morning"
"What did he tell you"
"he just said she was giving you shit. Don't listen to her. she's a bitch"
"I know"
We didn't talk about her anymore which I was thankful for. When the bell rang I followed Tay out of the room and we walked to lunch. Which I've been dreading all day. I went and sat down across Mitch who was the only one at the table. He had food already and everyone else was getting theirs.
"Hey Kelsey"
"Hey Mitch"
"Aren't you eating"
"No I'm not very hungry."
"Okay"
Next to join us was CC and Jinxx. Than Ashley and Tay and last Andy and Adam. Andy sat in the seat right next to Mitch so he was facing me. I looked at me and I saw the face he made when he saw I wasn't eating. He looked worried. They all talked and I stayed silent for the most part. Only throwing in comments on the conversation so they wouldn't think anything was up.
After school I got on the bus and sat down putting my headphones in and blasting my music. I couldn't hear anything but I did feel things getting thrown at me again and then I felt my ear buds get ripped from my ears. I in the seat behind me and saw Kristi.
"Give them back"
"Or what"
"Just give them back"
She did what I said but not without adding her own bitchy touch to it. She threw them at me and they hit me in the face. The nus stopped and I stood up quickly and got off. I started walking but once again was tripped and fell down. "Fucking bitch" I said quietly. But I guess I wasn't quiet enough because then I felt myself getting pulled up by my hair.
"What did you just say emo"
"I called you a fucking bitch" I spat. I had this thing where I never shut up when it would be beneficial for me.
"I suggest you shut your mouth"
"And If I don't?"
"Than I'll do this" she let go of my hair and kneed me in the stomach which wasn't hard because I was only 5'4" and she was at least 5'9" with her heals on.
The blow to my stomach sent me stumbling back.
"God damn it" I stood up straight and walked closer to her before pushing her back. Someone behind her caught her though and she slapped me. She slapped like a little bitch so it didn't have much effect on me. Everyone else was off the bus now ad had formed a circle around us. Just as I was about to strike again I felt someone grab my arms and then Andy walked in front of me. "Just walk away. she isn't worth it" I don't know why but he calmed me down. I saw a couple people talking to Kristi and Jason pulled me away and we found Emily standing away from everyone waiting.
"You okay" she asked
"I'm fine. lets just go" Jason finally let go of me and I started walking home and they followed trying to catch up with me but I wouldn't stop. all I wanted was to get home and go on my run. For two reasons one I need to lose weight and two I need to clear my head. When I got home I ran upstairs and changed and threw my hair in a bun before going back outside and I just started running. Before I only ran because I was obsessed with exercise and being thin. Than I got better and started doing it because it helped me think. I didn't even know where I was going when I started running. I wasn't paying attention to anything but the sound of everyone who has every called me fat. and then the faceless voices who told me not to eat started talking again. I thought I was done with them. But they came back. And I could feel things getting bad again.

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