I woke up to 21 guns playing quietly. I picked up my phone 10:28am shit, I didn't set my alarm. I got up and walked to my dresser grabbing my Danosaur shirt, flame pants, Black Veil Brides jacket, a bunch of band bracelets, a glove, and a purple beanie (http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=105764727). I went in the bathroom put on black eyeliner with a small wing. Then I teased my hair and got dressed. I went down stairs and put my boots on. I got out side and grabbed my skate board and started going down the road heading for the drug store. All the dark things swirled through my brain, you'r such a failure maybe if you didn't like these bands people would like you, maybe my dad would even like me and not beat me. Mum would not beat you when she's home. Maybe Mary would like you. You should kill yourself and it will be over then. No-one will miss you, nothing would change with people besides a smile appear when some-one mentions my name, ok I will kill myself. I thought as I entered the store. I went to the medicine section. As I grabbed 5 sleeping pill bottles. I started walking to the drink section. As I picked up a can of Monster. I saw something that made me stop dead in my tracks. My savior. My fucking hero. Andy Biersack. He was looking at the Rockstars, which were a little bit down from the Monster's. I got up from crouching to get the Monster when I dropped everything. Shit. He looked up and came over to help. I went down to pick everything. No, no, no, no, no, no, no I thought to myself. He can't see this. I was about to pick up the bottles when he grabbed them. He was about to hand them back when he read them "sleeping pill's? Are you trying to knock some-one out?" he said jokingly, his voice deep and beautiful. "I-I uh-uhm, n-no" I stammered about to take them from him. "A fan?" he said "uh y-yeah" I said looking down. "Can you tell me why you need so many sleeping pill's, Whats your name?" he said. "Uhm Alex" I said answering 1 of the questions. He lifted my chin "why do you have 5 bottles of sleeping pill's?" he asked again, worry filling his voice. "Uh, no reason" I said with a slight smile. "Alex, are you trying to kill yourself?" he asked sadly. I felt tears spill down my eyes. I was about to snatch them from him when he engulfed me in a comforting hug. I let my tears spill more, not caring I was in public. The hug lasted at least 10 minutes. "Come with me" Andy said putting the bottles on the ground. I put the monster on the ground to. He took my hand and led me outside to a car. I'm assuming it's his. He unlocked it and told me to get in so I did. "Alex, why were you going to kill yourself?" he said with sympathy and sadness in his voice. "Because I only know 3 people who care about me. Everyone else beats me and calls me shit. Even my family, my sister joins in with them and so does her friends when their over. Nobody seems to care so why should I think they do care when they probably don't. My mum and dad even said I was a waste of space and that they wish i wasn't here. They wan't me to leave, but every time I try to they stop me and beat me so bad I lose consciousness..;" I said trailing off at the end. He hugged me again, I felt a couple tears hit my neck. I looked up to see tears rolling down his cheeks. "How old are you?" he said. "17" I replied. "And how long has this been happening to you?" "since I was 8" "So about 9 years, do you know how strong you are for being able to go through 9 years of that" He said to me with a small smile. "I'm not that strong...I mean I was just about to commit suicide" I said quietly looking down hoping he didn't hear that. But of course he did. He lifted my head making me look at him again. "Hey you are strong, cause look, your still here" he said smiling. "You look on the bright side of everything don't you?" I asked.

Notes

yaaayyyyyy 3rd chapter, ok, k.... bye for now, I'll write the next one when I get back from shopping :P...I hate going outside of my room :(